Divine Diva
Chapter 27
The Truth, The Hatred
Hello~ New chapter! Another short but important and one-sided Ikarishipping chapter.
My Penname is changed to Imitating Eve (IE stands for that)
I wanted to say this but I kind of forgot everytime; Zoey's Producer name; Goa P, Goa means orphan in Korean.
I'm just wondering but why am I getting like 40 views per chapter these days? I used to get over 90.
And I edited the last chapter, well I only put up the character profile of May because I forgot to. Check if you are interested.
Paul decided not to go because the girls would kick him out if he goes but the others paid a visit to talk with the girls.
Knock, knock
"Who's there?" May's voice asked out.
"Drew." Drew answered with a smirk.
"I'm not trying to joke here." May said as she opened the door, letting them in.
"Sorry about being humorous." Drew said as he entered and the guys chuckled as they followed Drew in.
May tilted her head and counted the guys, "One's missing. Hmm…" May was in her thinking mode to figure out who's missing. Seriously, she was forgetting about Paul.
"Paul's missing." Zoey said to the brunette who laughed sheepishly.
"Where is he? Wait he shouldn't come anyway." Marina said with a low growl.
"He's at the room, not like he had a choice anyway." Drew said as he took the shoe off and sat down next to the couch. The girls' room had the bunks on the corners away from the door, two desks between the beds, two next to the both bunk's feet part. Book shelves next to them and two closets, the bathroom was at the left corner of the room close to the door. On the right corner of the room close to the door was the 'living room' part with a small table and couches.
"No he doesn't." May agreed as she went to wake up someone.
"Where's my little sis?" Drew asked as he looked around. Gary could sense that he wanted to say 'my girlfriend' rather than 'little sis'.
"I'm waking her up here." Marina said as she shook the one who was sleeping.
"She's asleep?" Gary asked as he took a seat at a couch. The last time he checked his watch, which was about 5 minutes ago, it was 8 and half.
"She said she was tired." May explained as Dawn stood up from the bed, wiping her eyes. She was in her pajama, chocolate brown button up top and pants in same color. The clothes were covered in yellow polka-dots. Due to her height she looked extremely cute.
"Oh, you guys are here?" Dawn asked with a blink. Every guys were staring at her with their jaw open. Ash was the first to stop staring, because May brought a bowl ice cream.
"Stop staring Jimmy." Marina warned and the said immediately ripped his eyes off of the blunette and hugged his girlfriend.
Leaf silently eyed Gary who gained his conscious bit after and started to flirt with Leaf as usual. Drew ripped his eyes from her later and blushed a little.
"What's wrong?" Dawn asked sleepily as she sat next to Ash.
"Your clothes." Drew noted.
"Oh, well I was asleep and I was also planning to until tomorrow morning before I go to school." Dawn said crossly with her arms crossed.
"Sorry to disturb your sleep." Gary said.
"No, it's fine." Dawn said with another yawn.
They chatted for a while until Ash brought up the topic why they were here for.
"So what's with your new song?" The girls fell silent.
"What about it?" Dawn asked.
"Well the reason Paul was insulting you girls were because of the songs so why sing it again?" Drew added.
The girls looked at Zoey, the producer for the explanation.
Zoey sighed, cleared her throat, "Well this is the last time I am writing slutty and seductive songs for my girls." She said.
"What? Why?" Gary asked, he was the only one disappointed with this idea.
"Pervert." Leaf commented and Gary shut himself up.
"Well I thought of Paul's (she spat that part) words and realized that I was only thinking of myself. So I will try to write something else than those songs." Zoey said.
"This is my last song and the one I have been preparing for a long time."
"AKA her secret weapon." Misty said.
"Oh, that was that?" Jimmy asked, digging in the ice cream.
"Yes. And unfortunately for us even the music video itself was slutty enough to get all the guys horny." May said with sarcasm.
"Yeah, it definitely got us horny." Gary commented, cooing at Leaf, who was secretly enjoying this.
Dawn looked around.
"Where's the bastard anyway?" She asked.
"That bastard you are wondering about is at our room regretting the words he said to you." Drew said sipping the water.
"Oh really? Well tell him to actually think before he speak. Wait does he have a brain to even think?" Dawn rolled her eyes as she commented. Drew was being smart not to talk this time.
"He has brain to regret." Ash commented, without Paul being around they started to talk about him; how rude, bastard, cold-hearted, antisocial, and a jerk he was. No one took a pity of him and no one felt guilty about what he did to Dawn especially May and Zoey who, if they could, rip him into pieces.
A phone vibrated. Everyone checked their phone except some who turned it off or left it at his room. It turned out to be Dawn's. She frowned while she was reading it and she stood up.
"I'm going out for a moment." Dawn said putting a jacket on top of her pajama.
"Who is it?" Leaf asked.
"Paul." They turned silent at her answer.
"For what?" May asked in a sharp voice.
"I don't know. He said we need to speak personally." Dawn said and put on her sneakers, she turned around, "Do not follow me." She warned and exited from the room.
She walked down the stairway since the elevator was currently out of service because someone jumped around inside it. She made it out and saw Paul sitting on the stairway of the school building's entrance. The streetlights were about 5 meters apart from each other so it was rather dark and the reason she could see it was Paul was because of the cigarette he was holding.
She stood there until he glanced at her. He stood up and dropped the cigarette putting it off with his foot. He walked to her.
"What do you want?" She asked. Paul blinked and realized she was in her pajamas. He smirked although she couldn't see it due to darkness.
"The guys probably asked the same thing up there, what is the purpose of the song?" He asked as he crossed his arms.
"What do you care? I can sing whatever I want and Zoey can write whatever she wants. She has a free spirit."
'Perverted spirit.' Paul thought.
"I don't think she would write it because of her ego after what I said. Would you write it after someone tell you that only thing you can write is something perverted?" Paul asked.
"First of all she didn't write it after you said that. She wrote it even before Sinnoh Idol started. So it doesn't matter.
Second of all you gave her a limit to write songs; she declared she will stop writing does kinds of songs after what you said."
"That's a good thing." Paul said.
"No it's not! She can write whatever song she wants and we were fine with it! She was having her dream come true!"
"She can surely have her dream come true by writing songs that doesn't make people out there think of Divine Diva as a group of whores rather than singers." Paul said.
"What do you care? You hate me, that's why you insulted us there." Dawn almost yelled then calmed herself down.
"What am I even doing here? I could just texted you. Or you could have asked the guys about it." Dawn glared up at the plumheaded teen.
"So I can hear it right out of you." Paul said.
"Does that make any difference?" Dawn said annoyed.
"Yes."
"What kind of? I don't think so if hearing out of me would make difference you could've texted Zoey."
"I don't have her number."
"Or texted me to send her down."
"I don't like her." Dawn groaned in frustration.
"What is your problem?" She yelled.
"My problem? I have nothing to be 'problemed' with." Paul raised his voice.
"Then why did you call me out when it's almost 9 and half; do you know how dangerous it is for a girl like me to walk around alone?"
"Alone? I'm here with you!"
"That's what I'm scared about the most!"
"Why? Because I look like a rapist? For your information I never had a girlfriend nor I had a sex with any girl."
"You could be gay and did it with boys."
"What do you think I am?"
"Cold blooded human."
"Oh now I get something unusual out of girls."
"I don't even know why girls like you! You are obviously the coldest guy I've ever seen in this world along with the rudest."
"Girls thinks I'm hot." He smirked.
"Hot? Gary and Drew are more close to hot. You? You are just an idiot and a jerk."
"So now you are insulting me? I don't even get why you overreacted to what I said. the others remained quiet."
"That's none of your business."
"Tell me."
"No!"
"Tell me." He growled.
"I said no! Are you deaf?"
"No."
"Then you should know what I said."
"Actually I don't want to take that as an answer. It's not even reasonable."
"It is reasonable. Don't you have a secret you would not want to tell anyone especially someone who made you break up with your lover?"
"You are the one who chose to break up with him, why is that my fault?"
"You caused us to fight, resulting us to break up. So it is technically your fault."
"I called you that because I was concerned. I was mad, I was annoyed. Do you ever think of what others will think of you after you sing that kinds of songs? They think of you as a real whore. Well at least you girls sang Witch and cLick cRack, if it wasn't for that one of the rapist out there would probably had attempted to rape one of you girls!"
"WHAT DO YOU CARE? WHY DO YOU EVEN CARE? YOU DON'T KNOW NOTHING ABOUT IT!" She screamed, getting furious at his words.
He didn't say anything, he glared down at the girl for a moment. Dawn was starting to think to go back up but,
Paul did something that he probably shouldn't have done.
It was something more than swearing and insulting.
He cupped her cheek, making her look up at him and leaned down to kiss her. Her eyes widened as he roughly pushed her up to the school building's wall and continued to kiss her, his eyes were closed. She felt her lips stinging because he was recently smoking and she could taste one of the things she hated the most in the world; cigarette.
Dawn felt disgusted by the kiss and didn't kiss back, the only reason she didn't push him was because she was too shocked to even do that.
Paul kept on kissing her roughly and soon broke the kiss. He looked down to see the girl, angry, surprised, shocked, and furious. She slapped him hard on the face while fuming.
He stared down at her, it was not like he expected her to fall for him but definitely didn't guess that she'd slap him this hard. Yeah, he expected something violent out of it while kissing her.
"How could you?" She asked, tears now in her eyes, Paul was confused.
"You really thought I would like you after I break up with Drew? Is that why you did all of this? Is that why you kissed me?" She yelled at him. He blinked.
"Well get this; I hate you. You fight with May and you hate her, she hates you back to but that doesn't matter.
You insulted me and my friends in front of whole school and you probably would have if that was on broadcasting." Paul frowned at that part.
"You like me? You care about me? Then you should know how much that peach haired fan of yours loves to insult me like you did that night and ever since that night, even after I almost strangled her, her insulting and bullying increased. You have no idea how much Ursula is doing to me!" Paul looked down at the girl, still confused.
"Also you are a cruel, heatless jerk! I don't ever want to speak with you again! I trusted you as a friend and you are the one who deserted the trust I had in you. So go blame yourself." Dawn said now tears running down her cheek. "And I hate people who smoke, that's disgusting!"
Paul was about to say something but she turned away and started to walk away.
"Troublesome!" he called out after her and walked to grab her. He did, he grabbed her left wrist.
She turned around to slap him again but Paul stopped it by giving it a hard grip. Now Paul was holding both of her wrists. He looked down, well more of a glare.
As he did she felt fear consuming her, that old feeling was coming up to her again. That smell of cigarette, and…
His grip got loosened a little, she slipped one of her hand off and covered her mouth with it. Paul fortunately realized what was going on and picked her up in bridal style and ran to the girls' dormitory and ran up the stairs to the top-5th- floor. Dawn didn't protest because if she would she would throw up on him, she thought about actually doing it but thought it would be too rude.
Paul kicked the door open surprising everyone. They got even more surprised when they saw them in such a position.
"Open the bathroom door!" He yelled and Ash, who was the nearest quickly open the door. Paul carefully let Dawn down who crawled to the bathroom without even taking her shoes off and started to throw up into the toilet.
May and Zoey ran to her, crying out her name, everyone else stared at Dawn and Paul. When May and Zoey were next to her comforting her and patting her back the rest glared at Paul demanding an explanation. Misty stood up walked up to him and slapped him.
"What in the hell did you do to her?" She yelled.
"I didn't do anything." Paul answered rather calmly, he knew he was lying but it was not like he needed to tell them that he kissed her.
Dawn threw up everything she had in her stomach giving May and Zoey a full view of what she ate. Not that she stopped throwing up, when her body was out of food she was puking out gastric juice. Tears were still flowing down. Drew walked up and knelt down to comfort his sister.
Paul let a soft growl escape his lips. 'That is supposed to me! They are over for heaven's sake and now just because he's her sworn brother he's all acting like that?' Paul yelled in his head.
He then stormed out of the room, no one cared, really, but they were wondering what happened.
"What happened?" Zoey asked.
"Nothing. Paul didn't do anything that wrong." Dawn answered now sitting on her bed. Drew had carried her there. Leaf prepared a bucket just in case she felt sick again. May flushed the toilet and went to sit down next to her. Misty brought her some medicine with a cup of water. She took it then sighed.
Jimmy and Gary left the room to accuse Paul of what happened to make her into a condition like this.
Drew and Ash stayed behind with Kenny to help the girls clean up the mess and take care of Dawn.
"Did Paul do something?" Drew asked after he cleaned up some mess she made in the bathroom.
"No. He didn't do anything and even if he did I don't have to tell any of you." That kind of hurted her friends but she did have rights to keep it a secret of her own.
May and Zoey shared a nervous glance.
"Paul didn't try to do something, you know…. Right?" May asked.
"No. I just…. Old nightmare." Dawn told May and Zoey who sighed and patted her head.
"You should really go to sleep." Dawn nodded at Marina's suggestion and headed off to the bathroom to brush her teeth and get the filthy feeling out of her mouth.
"We will go now." Drew told May as he flicked his hair and looked at Dawn who was brushing her teeth with bored expression.
He sighed, grabbed Ash's wrist and walked out. Kenny followed them and they then headed to their own room.
When they opened the door the sight was quiet violent. Gary was pinned to the wall, Paul's grip on his collar and his fist ready to knock Gary out. Drew ran to them and pulled Paul away before he could commit a crime. Ash and Kenny checked on Jimmy who was knocked out with blue bruise on his face.
"What do you think you are doing? Are you trying to kill him or something? He's your friend you moron! How can you even think of making him like that? Look at Jimmy!" Drew scolded him and Paul rolled his eyes. He glared at the grasshead, full of hatred, anger and jealousy. Drew frowned.
"Paul, we need to talk."
Drew took Paul out to the hallway, Paul crossed his arms and then dug out the cigarette and lit it on. Drew sighed while leaning on to the wall. The dorm was like an apartment, when you get out of the elevator you could see the outside since the hallway was designed to be like balconies connected together except for the fact that it wasn't the bars that was on it and it was high. It was high enough for Paul to lean against it without falling down.
He breathed in and puffed the smoke out making Drew frown.
"Will you ever stop that? It's really, cough cough, gross!" Drew said fanning so the smoke would go away.
"I'm stop smoking anyway." Paul said. He tossed the box, well threw it to the forest was more like it.
"Why is that?" Drew asked as Paul rubbed the cigarette onto the wall to turn it off.
"None of that is your matter. What do you want to talk to me about again?" Paul asked.
"What's your problem?" Drew asked.
Paul grunted.
"You broke up with her." Drew frowned.
"Then why do you still act like her boyfriend?" Paul growled and Drew scoffed.
"I still like her and she probably does too. Problem?" Paul could actually feel his anger increasing.
"Yes. Because I like her as well." The two were silent for a moment and Drew chuckled with a raised eyebrow.
"So you were jealous." Drew was not believing his ears.
"Yes." Drew stopped smirking, flicked his hair and looked up at the taller boy.
"You do whatever you want, and I will do whatever I want. The one who gets her heart in the final is the winner. You got that?" Drew asked and even without waiting for the answer to be heard out from the plumhead he walked straight into the room.
"Got that." Paul grunted and swore under his breath, "That goddamn bastard grasshead."
Next day
Surprisingly no one heard about that incident between the two. The whole school didn't know and it was, I repeat, surprising. Rather shocking if you put it that way.
Paul was walking down the hall when he spotted Dawn and Ursula on the corner, near the stairway. Now he got what Dawn was talking about last night. He silently walked up to them.
"Wonder where Paul got the idea that you are a slut? Did you do it with him?" Dawn was about to say something but Ursula didn't let her, "Huh? You know what? You are-" Ursula saw Paul and smirked. She tried to slid her arm into his but Paul slipped away.
"Troublesome." He said and grabbed Dawn's wrist. He walked away from Ursula and brought her to the lockers. "Thanks." Dawn said avoiding eye contact with him as she slipped her wrist from his loosened grip.
"No prob." Paul responded with a shrug. She rubbed the wrist he was grabbing on with her index finger and middle finger. They were just standing there uncomfortably, waiting for the lunch to be over.
"Umm." Dawn said and Paul looked down.
"I should get going." She said as she was about to turn away.
"I'm sorry about the last night." Paul heard himself blurt out. Dawn paused on her way.
"Let's please not talk about that." She said and continued her way. Paul sighed and walked away as well.
One sided Ikari for you
This is a lengthened version of the one I wrote like a month ago.
Please review and I'm starting to wonder why am I getting so much less views than the other chapters on Chapter 26 and 24. They were like less than 50 and I usually get like over 100.
Weird and sad…..(sobs quietly)
Now the only way to comfort me is to review!
Please review! ^^
Character Profile #4
Paul Shinji
Occupation: Singer, Student
Association: BLACK ROCK SHOOTER, Black Divine
Personality: Cruel, cold hearted, antisocial, jerk, bit of softness
Relatives: Parents, Reggie (brother), Adelheit (aunt)
Height: 186cm
Voice: Dasoku
He is the leader of BLACK ROCK SHOOTER but more of a hidden leader since he doesn't show it. He likes Dawn but doesn't know how to express it to her and instead let anger control him and broke her heart. He is in rivalry with Drew because of Dawn.
Please review! I did Ikari! Sort of…
Please just review!
Author's comment: Getting reviews in a language I don't know feels weird…..