Disclaimer: I don't own any TMI characters or themes. Cassie Clare does. WARNING: This one is going to be short (sorry I'll make a longer one soon) and it might possibly have character death. Maybe read to find out. please review (not on the shortness of the chapter) and I might only update for 4 reviews. Lovestory112 :)

Clary always thought that dying would be the most terrifying experience of her life. She was horrified at the thought of knowing that you would die and waiting as the lights went up and the world swung in circles until it plunged into...what. The unknown. A black abyss. A sanctuary of puffy white clouds and cherubs.

But she realized now that dying was nothing to compare with this.

The absolute terror of seeing his snake black eyes that she once lived to see. That she got beat for. That she loved and now despised with every fiber of her being. Sebastian.

"Clarissa" he whispered and held her close."How are you my dear?"

"Why-How did you find me?" she stuttered close to tears. She willed them to come. This was her one weakness against Sebastian.

His 'love'.

"Your wallowing partners led us right to you. I just happened to catch the sound of your melodic voice before the shouting started." he smiled devilishly. "But don't worry...I have you now. Safe and sound." his eyes darkened. "You do remember you belong to me right?"

She felt a crystal tear slip down her cheek leaving a clean trail on her dirty face like a stream through dirt.

"Do I?"

"Why wouldn't you?" he said concerned about her own sanity and loosened his grip. She let a plan unfold in her mind that made a pit of despair open in her stomach.

Despite her hate for Sebastian she would always love the old him. The one she she fell for. Her soulmate. The one now swallowed by this evil one.

She reached into cloak and gripped a blade pretending to grip her arm in pain.

"Sebastian you...hit me. That's one of the reasons I left." she tried to explain and destract him from her next movement. Methodically she unsheathed the dagger. "You beat me bloody. Because-" she took a sharp breath remembering the memory. "Because I started talking to another man about love."

"You left me uncertain about your feelings. I was...angry!" he said trying to defend himself.

"And that made you weak."

"That made me strong! You made me weak with worrying! You left me broken and shattered! You did it tp yourself!"

"Is that what you say so you can sleep well at night?"

His eyes filled with fury and resentment. He growled and lunged for her just as she leaped out for him. She could have easily ducked under his outstretched arm and shoved the blade into his chest. Could have easily ended his sinful life.

Could have.

If the his blade didn't enter her first.

So...I think I'm only going to update for 4 reviews. It was cliff hanger ending. Clary got stabbed. :O And please please read again, follow, favorite and review review review! Did Clary die? Is she going to be saved by a certain golden boy? Or is Sebastian going to kill himself for what he's done? Who Knows? Lovestory112 :)