Divine Diva
Chapter 33
Lost One's Weeping
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OldRival and ShootsDown shipping chapter. With one sided Contest. No Ikari, sorry. I mean, they just fought
Songs Used: Lost One's Weeping (Kagamine Rin), Forest of Moral (MEIKO)
Translyrics for Lost One's Weeping by Juby Phonic
Forest of Moral lyrics from YouTube.
The Album's Title is Save Our World
Dawn blinked as Zoey told them the album's title. They were currently at the Green Mansion, it was Christmas break and Zoey brought them the plan for their new album, celebrating a year anniversary for winning Sinnoh Idol.
"Save Our World? What are you planning Zoey?" May agreed on Dawn's question.
"And look at these titles, they are umm…" Leaf glanced at Zoey, "Extraordinary."
"Thanks. I know." Zoey said, being proud.
"You know that wasn't a compliment." Misty said. Zoey giggled.
"These are all single songs, except for the last one which is chorus. Other than that the rest will have each music videos and you know what I mean, right?" The girls nodded at Zoey's question.
"So which song am I going to sing?" Marina asked, eager to know.
"This one." Zoey pointed at the title and Marina tilted her head.
"Wow Marina, you got the most normal title of all six of the songs." May said.
"You think? Zoey tell which are the songs and why are there six songs when there are only five of us." Marina said.
"Dawn you do that one, and the last song is for all five of you." Zoey said.
"Sounds interesting, what's it about?" Leaf asked.
"It's based off on fairy tale. Like Cendrillon and Seasonal Feathers. This one is based off on story of Kaguya Hime." (A/N Kaguya Hee Me. That's how you pronounce it)
"Kaguya? Bamboo tree?" Leaf asked.
"Yeah, how do you know?" Zoey asked.
"My mom used to read that to me when I was little. I really liked it although it was pretty sad ending." Leaf said.
"Yes it is. And this time I tried to put all of the stories in it, I changed the plot in Seasonal Feathers, if you remember." Zoey said as she caressed her finger against the music note.
"Kenny helped me a lot with this song. He's better with music than I am." Zoey said.
The other girls giggled, "But you are better at lyrics, aren't you?" May asked through her giggles.
"Yeah but what are you girls giggling about?" Zoey asked, small frown on her face.
"I was just wondering, why are you working with Kenny all the time? Not with other producers but only Kenny." May said. Zoey blushed a little, "None of your business." She answered as she turned away from her friends. The girls started to giggle.
"I don't like him!" Zoey protested, knowing exactly what the girls were thinking.
"Then why are all red?" Leaf smirked.
"What? I am not red!" Zoey said.
"Did someone call my name?" Red peeked into the room and the girls threw pillows at him.
"I heard Dawn broke up with Drew, Dawny how about being my girl-" Another pillow thrown.
"Get out of my room!" Leaf yelled and Red closed the door, grumbling something about mean sisters.
"Back to the topic, Zoey, just admit that you like him!" Leaf said as she batted her eye lashes.
"I don't like him." Zoey protested.
"But you don't hate him." Dawn pointed out.
"Of course I don't, he's my friend!"
"Zoey, out of our guy friends, who would you pick out as a date?" Marina asked.
"Jimmy." Marina frowned.
"I was just joking." Zoey gave her friend a good laugh.
"Not funny." Marina said.
"Exactly, you were supposed to say Kenny." Misty said.
"Girls! I am here for the new album!"
"And we are here to help your love business." May said and did a high-five with other girls.
"I don't need your help!" Zoey said.
"So you are saying that you do like Kenny, right?" Misty pointed out and Zoey blinked, realizing what she just said and covered her mouth.
"You do! You just admitted it!" Marina laughed.
"Forget it!" Zoey shrieked with a blush and shoved the music note into the girls' face, who were still laughing.
Paul glared, I mean he always glared but this time it was much more harsher than his other and usual ones.
"Paul, seriously! Chill out, it won't do anything." Gary said with a sigh as Paul and Drew glared at each other.
"I can't believe that stupid rivalry made them fight over a hotdog." Ash mumbled and Jimmy nodded in agreement.
"I'm leaving." Paul said as he stood up and walked upstairs. Drew sighed and left to the living room. Ash picked up the hotdog and munched it down.
"You seriously want to eat that in a situation like this?" Jimmy asked with a sweatdrop.
"Hotdog didn't do anything, Paul and Drew did. Poor hotdog, got stuck in a fight between two of my grumpiest friends." Ash said as he patted the last bit of the hotdog, throwing that in his mouth.
Drew rolled his eyes at Ash's comment and felt his phone vibrating inside his pocket and pulled it out, it was a text from May; check YouTube out! Our new album's MV is up! ^^
Drew blinked, wondering why it was May who sent him the text.
"Hey, check the YouTube, the girls' MV is on." Drew said and the guys pulled their phone out and checked the music video they want to see the most. They knew about the album having 5 solo songs because Kenny told them. Paul heard this while coming downstairs so he took his phone out as well.
It was pretty obvious whose they watched, Paul automatically typed Dawn's name, so did Drew but changed his mind and typed May's name since she was the one who told him about this.
Paul went back to his room and sat on the edge of his bed and gulped. Feeling unknown sensation as he touched the video icon.
-MV-
A strong intense music started with black screen of white outline of chairs and desks. The classroom was shown, an empty classroom then Dawn in her school uniform, appeared. Dawn sitting on a chair of the classroom, but a paper was covering her face. The title was showing; Lost One's Weeping.
The screen quickly shifted few times, showing Dawn's sad face and then the camera showed randomly putted desks and chairs,
Music/Lyrics by Goa P
Arrangement by Penguin P
Soon few words were quickly shown on the screen but disappeared in the flash; I must have forgotten something more important than textbook or homework in the classroom
'Feel it cutting into me, the doubting painful knife
Feel it deepening the rift, finally hit just right
Dawn was sitting on a chair, with the background showing chairs slowly falling down in bloody red color.
Couldn't take the love I had, so weak and burning low
The screen turned white and showed white heart in the middle
But it grew into a weapon only hurting me, this I know
A black hand showed then showed Dawn, hugging her knees on the chair.
Dawn slightly looked up, still hugging her legs. Red chairs and desks were floating around her.
…is nonfiction
Dawn soon disappeared from the chair.
So good with numbers, science, math I like
Dawn was now in front of the blackboard, writing things down.
But I'm terrible at English so I despise
The screen showed the side of the girl, who looked down with sad face.
This part of me that wants a simple "right or wrong"
The back of Dawn showed and as the camera backed away showed another Dawn staring at Dawn in front of the blackboard.
And I feel that everything I choose will always be false
Dawn's face was blank.
And today
A wooden puppet's hand appeared
This homework
An empty sheet of paper with pencil
About me
Dawn, with her face hidden with a blank sheet of paper, and her right arm hanging up.
A blank sheet
She was in the same position and was leaning against pile of desks and chairs.
Accomplished
Content with
This life I will now live
Dawn was in front of the paper face Dawn, sitting in front of canvas, trying to draw something.
'Til I think why are we
The screen closed up on the 'real' Dawn who was blank.
just sometimes no always
Then it showed the Dawn with a sheet of blank paper on her face, still leaning against the pile of chairs and desks. It showed her raised arm's wrist was tied to one of the desks and chairs.
Saying how we're sad and
The front view of the 'paper' Dawn and the empty canvas and paper showed.
Saying how we're lonely?
The scene went blurry then went dirty white.
Can you even read the blackboard written clear as can be?
Dawn was standing in front of floating desks and chairs, which flashed in red for a second.
Can you even read his mind? See that kid's lost fantasy?
The scene closed up on back of Dawn.
Can you even find the one who dyed his red heart to black?
A red heart was shown which with a crack turned to black.
Hey, who could it be?
Hey, someone tell me!
Dawn had her right hand on her left chest.
Can you even solve the question with your abacus yet?
Dawn was sitting on the desk, hugging her legs.
Can you even stop the rope from hanging him by his neck?
The other Dawn with the paper was in front of Dawn, sitting straight.
Did we really choose it right saying we're okay this way?
The screen showed both of them 'facing' each other.
Hey, just tell me how
It's not like I care now
The screen turned pitch black.
Then while on the interlude showed neatly ordered desks and chairs and then showed the messy pile of them.
Counting days like numbers, they all pass their prime
Dawn's face was closed up, still blank and sad with red chairs and desks floating around her
And again hypnotically swimming through time
The same went for the paper Dawn across her
Behind the power and guards I put up
The two's back were facing each other, right behind.
I hide
Knowing they had long died
The screen went darker
From problems
The wooden puppet hand appeared again.
My resolve
Dawn was kneeling on her knees, staring down at her hands
Just can't solve
The paper Dawn was leaning against the mountain of chairs and desks again, with her right arm raised.
That homework
Accomplished
Content with
Dawn was kneeling, her face on the floor, her hands pressing her neck down. Around her were pencils and sheets of papers. The paper Dawn was in front of her.
This life I will now live
The scene closed up on poor Dawn
'Til I think and he speaks
Then to the paper Dawn in the same position.
That demon inside us
Saying "let me just leave"
Saying "someone kill me!"
The scene backed up from the front of paper Dawn and then showed Dawn crying on the floor.
Can you even read the blackboard written clear as can be?
The scene showed Dawn's back who was surrounded by floating red chairs, her fingers strangling themselves with her blue locks.
Can you even read his mind? See that kid's lost fantasy?
With a blur the scene closed up to her.
Can you even find the one who dyed his red heart to black?
A red heart was shown and then turned black with a bigger crack
Hey, who could it be?
Dawn looked up, her hair was covering her eyes.
Hey, someone tell me!
The scene closed up to her face.
Can you even solve the question with your abacus yet?
Still with red chairs floating around her, she was on her knees, her face buried into her hand
Can you even stop the rope from hanging him by his neck?
The scene showed the paper Dawn sitting straight
Did we really choose it right saying we're okay this way?
The paper Dawn was sitting straight on the desk, seemingly looking down at the real Dawn who was covering her ears, still on her knees.
Hey just tell me how
Hey just tell me how!
The screen turned pitch black
Can you even say the formula of area now?
The scene briefly showed Dawn looking up but she was all white
Can you even scream the dreams you swore would never go out?
The screen showed brief moments of Dawn crying, and the paper Dawn/
Who was the one who let my hopes just curl up die?
She stared down at her hands, the dark disappeared showing the scene clearly. Dawn looked scared.
Hey, who could it be?
The back of another Dawn showed
No, it's gotta be…
The paper Dawn appeared, still with the paper attached to her face
Just open up your eyes, why don't you grow up and see?
Dawn had her hands on the paper Dawn's collar, yelling.
But what the hell is "growing up" and tell me when will I be?
The scene closed up, showing the blunette in tears.
Can a single person out there just explain it to me?
Now it showed Dawn about to release the other Dawn, with tears still flowing down her cheek.
Hey, just tell me how
The screen turned black
It's not like I care now!
Now she was looking up at the sky, crying, she was on her knees with paper Dawn now lying on the floor, immobile.
In the ending showed Dawn standing next to messy chairs and desks, not so arranged well.
It showed chairs and desks then briefly showed lots of other paper Dawns, lying on the floor among the desks and the chairs.
It, with black background, showed the desks and chairs then Dawn holding the paper in front of her face.
It showed the title again; Lost One's Weeping.
-MV over-
Paul smiled, a sad smile. He wanted to see her right now but he already knew what she was going to say or do when she sees him. He frowned at the thought of that and lied on the bed, staring up at the ceiling.
Gary smiled as he turned his desktop on and watched the music video featuring his Leaf. He smiled, wondering what kind of song she was going to sing. He sincerely hoped it being a love song, he really did but once again, Zoey and Leaf let him down.
-MV-
A black screen appeared, Music/Lyrics by Goa P
Featuring Leaf Green
Soft music started with the scene showing forest as a background and two Leaf on the each side of the screen. On the right she was very pale and had something red around her neck, on the left her body was from top of the screen, much more live and was wearing a white blouse. They were both closing their eyes.
The title appeared and the girls faded away. Forest of Moral
If you wander naked in the forest
While the black snow are gathering
Bare feet appeared, walking on the snowy land with black thorn vines on the ground. Some of the snowflakes were black.
Even human will turn into beasts
Turn into beasts for the sake of living
It showed the back of the girl, red thorn vines around her neck, her back bare and had a tattoo with black rose on top of her right arm. She was walking and on the 'beast' part her form flicked to black shadowy form and flicked back to herself.
Black snowflakes still flurrying down.
If you take away all that is noble
Can you still call that living?
Leaf was standing between black trees, there was a huge red stone glowing in the middle and Leaf was standing in front of it, not too close though. She wasn't naked now, she had a black spaghetti strapped dress that flied around because of the wind but still long enough to cover her feet. Red vines still around her neck.
If you ask the present day educators
She was now close to the gem, gently touching the surface of it.
You are better off being ignored
The reflection of her appeared on the surface of the stone. Her mouth moved along with the song.
A view of dark forest appeared.
-9 years and 3 months ago- (this isn't lyric just a thing appeared on the screen)
It turned to a school building, it was dark and grey and dull.
It had been decided long ago
Decided by other people
Leaf was now wearing school uniform and was in a classroom, sitting down. She was younger, she looked younger.
No one can be comforted by my personality
The scene showed full view of the class. It was tidy and neat all of them were facing the same way and except for Leaf the rest were black forms, they didn't have any colors.
-February 19th-
Then even Leaf turned black, like the others as the scene turned black and white.
-your moral smells like heart-
Instead of a collar, morals chained me up
The screen was showing forest, it shook a lot as if the holder of the camera was having a hard time walking in it.
I can quit being a human if I remove that
It then showed Leaf lying on a floor, wearing that black dress, the screen was black and white. The only thing with color was that vine around her neck but this time longer.
But even so, I cannot take it off
My genes are crying….
It then showed Leaf standing in front of the forest, hugging a dark form.
Interlude; it showed grey clouds
And lightning
Surrounded by the cold rain and nothingness
Wandering around by the importance of the past
Leaf was looking up, her eyes closed and surrounding her was thick fog.
Even regrets will turn into forest
Becoming resources for the sake of the future
The scene backed up showing her full body, dress flying to the back and showed a single black tree.
It had been fixed long ago
I will kill it myself
It showed younger Leaf in library, her eyes were shown between shelves and the books. She silently closed her eyes.
My personality has been determined by my blood.
It showed her lying on the floor, on top of the books. A red book was on her chest and she was staring up at the ceiling with sad face. She had white blouse and black shirt with straps that went up to her shoulders.
-your moral smells like heart-
Don't human all return to the ocean one day?
This time the scene showed a beach, wave attacking the sands then disappearing.
By that time will I understand the reason?
On the surface of shimmering water showed older Leaf
Even so, we are still evolving
Leaf had one hand on her head, covering half of her face, one hand clenching on top of her chest
Are you a demon?
Her eyes wide, she mouthed the lyrics. It was quiet creepy because the scene was dark.
The scene showed black forest, dark as it was throughout the whole music video and other things like a building under construction or a tree, jail and factory.
The view of black city showed and like a flashback, young Leaf showed with a big smile on her face.
In the midst of the endless continuing disputes
The scene showed black mountain and sunsets
Running away from this deep forest
Leaf was standing on asphalt road, crosswalk to be exact but around her was filled with thick white fog.
-two different morals are born-
-dissonance-
Ahead there is a scene
That is not yet permitted to be seen
The scene closed up to Leaf who had sadness and sorrow in her eyes.
She closed her eyes with small smile.
If you wander naked in the forest
While the black snow are gathering
The scene had red sky filled with clouds and black snowflakes flurrying down.
Even your soul will be sacrificed
Sacrificed for the sake of the next generation.
Leaf was curled up like a baby, she was hugging her knees and the scene was spiraling away from her. Her weak naked form, still embracing herself.
The scene showed ocean then the black forest in a red book as it closed.
-MV over-
Gary felt his hand moving to his phone.
'Why does Zoey's song's music videos always need an explanation?' he thought to himself as he dialed Leaf's number and waited through brrrr sounds.
"Hello?" he felt his heart beating at the sound of her lovely voice.
"Hi…." He heard himself saying it.
"What made you call?" Leaf asked in a sing-song voice.
"Just wondering about the explanation to your new song." He said as casually as possible.
"Zoey will upload it on her blog tomorrow." Leaf said.
"But I want to hear it out of you." He said.
"Hmm, song about the death of a girl." Leaf said.
"It is? Don't die Leaf." Gary said in a cutest voice he can make as possible.
"Haha, funny. But I bet you enjoyed the last scene." Leaf said with teasing voice. Gary blinked as he remembered the last scene, her naked. His Leaf naked.
"Ur, erm…." He heard her giggle.
"I was just kidding." She said. He blushed.
"Yeah….." Awkward silence filled around them.
"I guess I should go now, bye." Leaf said and before Gary can stop her with the 'click' sound the call was over. He sighed and put the phone back down.
January already. Drew thought as they drove to the Green Mansion. Just a year ago he was had a crush on Dawn, he still does but it was different. She liked him back.
After they paid the taxi they walked along the huge garden of Green and entered the mansion.
"Hi guys!" Leaf greeted them. Gary felt himself smiling.
"Hi!" Misty welcomed the boys and hugged her boyfriend. Marina ran downstairs and even before saying 'hello' to the guests she tackled Jimmy down to the ground.
"I missed you!" She said with giggles and Jimmy hugged her, still at her bottom.
"Me too, how were you doing? Was Leaf treating you well?" Jimmy asked as he sat up.
"Do I look like Cinderella's stepmother?" Leaf asked with crossed arm.
"No, you look like Cinderella herself." Gary commented quickly as he slipped an arm around her waist.
"I've never seen Cinderella this rich." May said.
"That's even better." Gary said with a kiss on top of her head. Leaf rolled her eyes but her friends could see happiness in her eyes along with tugging smile on the edge of her lips.
"Well, how's everyone doing?" Drew asked to the girls who gathered in the living room. Red joined them to 'keep an eye' on Gary. Red was being in his 'over-protective' brother mode which is a rare sight.
"We watched your music videos, thee were amazing." Drew said.
"Thanks. Which one did you like the best?" Zoey asked, glancing at Kenny a little.
"Hmm, for the plot I liked May's a lot." Drew said and May felt her heart beating fast. Really fast.
"What about you?" Zoey asked Jimmy as she jotted something down on her notepad.
"Just for the plot? Misty's." Jimmy said and then quickly added, "But I liked Marina's song the best." He pecked Marina's forehead who didn't seem to mind at all.
"You, Ash?"
"Dawn's. It kind of reminded something from my past." Ash said with a sad, memory-recalling smile.
"Oh, harsh. You know what it is about, right?" Zoey asked.
Everyone turned to look at Ash, even Paul who didn't quite figure the meaning out.
"It was about parents choosing the child's dream, right? My mom forced me to be a doctor when I was young, pretty harsh in my memory." The others couldn't believe Ash's words; one, because he figured the meaning out and two, his mother forced him to be a doctor.
"A doctor?" Misty asked.
"Yeah, I'm just goofy, not stupid. I don't get bad grades for your information." Ash said rolling his eyes.
"Well, thanks for the info. Moving on, what about you Gary?"
"Leaf's." Gary, without hesitation, answered.
"I don't need reason for that. Kenny?" Paul grunted and Kenny ignored.
"Hmm, Marina's, perhaps? I like Dawn's too but yeah…." Kenny said and while asking Paul's opinion Zoey wrote down something.
"Dawn's." Paul said and the others snickered while Dawn rolled her eyes. She glanced at Drew, glaring at the plumhead and Paul, glaring back at the grasshead, then remembered Gary's words. She did felt sorry. She did felt guilty. She just didn't want to be the source of the discord between two boys.
"Is there anyone asking for my opinion?" Red asked.
"Nope, sorry." Zoey said and he groaned.
"Let's play a game." May said.
"Is there anything else then Truth or Dare to play right now?" Jimmy asked with little sarcasm.
"Hey, it's a great game? So who's not playing?" Few people missed the chance to raise their hand so they were all forced to play it.
"I'll start! No one have a problem with that, right?" People nodded.
"Leaf, truth or dare?"
"Dare." Leaf said, wanting some adventure.
May glanced at Gary who looked at her with pleading eyes. No she wasn't going to work it out as Gary's will.
"I dare you to tell your biggest secret." May said and Gary groaned in disappointment.
"My biggest secret? Hmmm…." Leaf smiled a little, "That I like this playboy right next to me." She said, glancing at him who's eyes were sparkling like stars bright on the night sky.
"Anyway, Zoey, truth or dare?"
Zoey tapped her chin for a while and then answered truth.
"I was wondering, do you like Kenny? And remember, this is Truth." Leaf said with sweet and evil smile. Zoey groaned in frustration and glanced at Kenny who looked amused.
"I do like him. Happy?" There were 'ooh's and whistles filling the atmosphere of the living room while Zoey's face becoming the color of ripe strawberry as each second passed.
"My turn and stop doing that!" Zoey said and looked around the room.
"Gary, truth or dare?" She asked.
"Dare." Gary answered and then gave her taunting look that said 'bring it on'
"I dare you to confess to Leaf." Zoey said with a humph and Gary's eyes widened. So did Leaf's, she obviously didn't want the proposal to be forced by her friend but Zoey was sick of them acting all mushy and gushy when they were not even dating.
Gary turned to face Leaf, red, and so was she. Gary bit his lips and took a deep breath.
"Leaf, I really like you, no love you. I saw your picture on the Internet for the first time when Sinnoh Idol's tryout started. I fell for you. I felt something that was never in my heart, and I'm meaning it." Each words, touched Leaf's heart. And made others want to throw up.
Gary continued, "I know I bothered you for a long time. I know that you don't like me as much as I want you to like me but I just wanted to say this; I love you Leaf Green." He ended the sentence with a warm hug. Red pressed down the urge to pull his baby sister away from Gary.
Leaf's arms slid up Gary's back and pressed them closer to her. She buried her head into his shoulder and closed her eyes.
"I like you too, a lot Gary. I really do." Leaf said with an angel's voice and Gary sighed in relief and happiness.
"So you two are finally dating?" Zoey broke the silence and Leaf nodded with bit of redness on her cheeks.
"Woo Hoo! Finally." May exclaimed and so did Misty. The girls jumped up in excitement.
"I promise to be a green tea rather than chocolate." Gary said with a wink and Leaf, remembering her words, smiled.
"Huh?" Dawn, Misty and Marina tilted their head to the side in curiosity.
"Something…." Leaf said with a smile.
"The game's not over yet." Gary said, sitting straight up, now holding Leaf's hand.
"Oh…." The girls sat down and waited for Gary to pick his victim.
"May." May flinched.
"Dare." She answered. But was already regretting it when she saw a smirk on Gary's face.
"Okay…. Hmm…" He looked around and with a smirk, "If you like someone confess to him. If you don't have one, then confess your biggest dept. But it better be the former." May's eyes widened.
She looked around, looking for help but there was no one in the room that could help her. And Gary didn't seem to be willing to change his dare.
She sighed, took a deep breath and walked up to the certain person.
Alright! Somewhat cliffhanger!
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Character Profile #10
Marina Aqua
Occupation: Student, Singer, Actress
Association: Divine Diva, Black Divine
Personality: caring, sweet, loudmouth, worrying
Relatives: Misty (cousin), Parents, brother
Height: 162cm
Voice: Ritsuka/IA
A sweet tender girl who loves everything. She gets in dilemma a lot because she unintentionally hears secrets a lot. She loves Jimmy with all of her heart yet wondering who this 'Leah' person is.
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