Jeez I know it's been a while: I'm not at all used to keeping a diary. Excuses aside, I would like to update you. Feelings are getting stronger. Rei is getting cuter. I am failing my classes.
All I can think of is his stupid nerdy face. Throughout science I imagine Rei being amazed yet focused at the same time as we learn about hydrodynamics (and feeling slightly thrilled about the homework). In maths class I hear Rei in the back of my mind telling me how important this equation is, but that method is more efficient blah blah blah.
Having someone so clever constantly in my head should be motivational. However, all I want to do is day dream and then write stories and doodle - all the way through English class of course! I never leave my pieces of art in plain sight, but one time I was caught. My teacher thought that a phone call with my parents would encourage me to be more productive. Luckily, my parents just assumed Rei was a girl so the whole thing was shrugged off as a "schoolboy crush". Jeez do I have a schoolboy crush!
I'm not sure if I'll completely rule out girls, but to be honest, I'm not really interested. Gou-chan is nice, but she is only a friend and I don't really dig her muscle obsession (but I could surely satisfy it right?) Plus, I don't want any trouble with the Mikoshiba brothers! Rei is the only one for me.
Why is that dork so intelligent?He'd never go out with an idiot like me :( Our only common interest is the swimming club, and he seems to be more concerned with Haru-chan and his technique than me. Sounds like it's a one way relationship, but I have a feeling that it's not. Whenever I'm with him, I don't know - I feel something. From the inside, you know? Like my belly or something. Maybe I'm just hungry. Hold on diary, I'm going to get some food to test that theory.
Yeah, no I was just hungry. I still wish I could be with him though.