Spencer's POV:

Five minutes ago I called Toby, six minutes ago I learned that I was pregnant. Six minutes ago my life completely changed direction.

Currently I am pacing back in forth in my kitchen, I have no idea how I am going to break this news to Toby!

I know he loves me but I still can't shake the idea that this could ruin our relationship…

After a few more minutes of pacing around my kitchen, I finally hear a knock at the door. I rush over to the door and let Toby inside.

"Spencer! Baby, is everything okay?" Toby quickly asks me me as he gently grabs my hand.

"Um n-not really, there is something I have to tell you." I say quietly as I walk him over to the couch.

Once Toby and I sit down on the couch, Toby gently takes his thumb and wipes away my tears. Quickly I tug myself away from him, I don't want to get attached to this treatment until I know that he and I are okay.

"Toby umm do you remember when you got back from that job in York?" I asked him, knowing that he would remember.

"Of course I do baby, how could I forget?" Toby stated, I could tell her was confused.

"Well umm…" I tried to complete my sentence but I just couldn't, I broke down in sobs.

"Spencer you are scaring me! What is it baby?" Toby asked me, completely terrified now.

"I'm about 2 weeks late and I just took a few tests today and Toby I-I'm pregnant!" I sobbed as I tried to get closer to Toby, then my nightmare came to life.

Toby quickly jumped off the couch and ran out the door, I tried to get up and stop him but I was suddenly shaken with a wave of nausea and I was sent running to the bathroom. As I leaned over the toilet, still sobbing, there was only one thing going through my mind…

How am I going to do this?

Toby's POV:

"Mom what do I do?" I asked my mother as tear fell down my face, right now I was visiting my mother's gave.

I feel completely horrible for running out on Spencer like that but honestly the only person I felt like I could talk to in that very moment was my mother, so now here I am.

"I can't be a father to a child Ma, I'm only 19!" I cried, not knowing what to do.

As soon as I said that my phone buzzed, I cautiously pulled it out of my pocket praying that A was not texting me right now.

I would say it's easiest to kill when it's not born but I'm pretty sure your girlfriend already knows that!

-A

I groan in frustration, did A really have to ruin this moment with my mom? I was about to break my phone but I then realized what the text said, what did A mean when they said Spencer knew how to kill a baby? I know I have to go see Spencer, immediately, before she does something we both might regret someday. I look at my watch to see that it is only 9 o'clock, Spencer's parents shouldn't be home yet so that will make it easier for me to get in her house.

Once I am on my way to Spencer's house I break about every traffic law just to get there within a few minutes. It would usually take me ten minutes to get to her house, this time it took me four.

Once I am at her house I take out my key, open the door, and dash up to her room. I enter her room only to find Spencer asleep, curled up next to a pillow.

There is no way that I am going to leave her now so I set her laptop on her desk to make room for me in the bed. I was about to get into the bed but something on her laptop caught my eye.

'Places to anonymously get an abortion, Rosewood PA'

My eyes almost popped out of my sockets when I saw what was in Spencer's search bar, we have to discuss this tomorrow.

I turn Spencer's bright light off and I carefully crawl into her bed, I gently remove the pillow Spencer was resting her head on and I replace it with my chest.

"I promise you everything will be okay, baby." I whisper to Spencer even though I know she won't hear me.

It is a few hours later and I am still laying wide awake, with Spencer curled up next to me. Without knowing it, Spencer manages to wrap her arm around her stomach in her sleep. That one simple movement just made me believe that maybe this will work for us.

Millions of questions are running through my brain as I lay in Spencer's room, honestly I have no idea how this is going to work out for us.

The silence that lingers, remains for about five more minutes, but then it is broken my Spencer's quiet cries.

"Please come back Toby, I need you!" Spencer cries, "Im sorry, I love you!"

My heart breaks as she quietly whimpers in her sleep, I can't let her suffer anymore, I gently shake her awake.

"Spencer baby I'm right here." I reassure her as I gently kiss the top of her head.

"Toby?" She asks, her voice coming out weak, barley louder then a whisper.

"Yes baby it's me." I tell her as I reassuringly squeeze her petite frame.

"Please don't ever leave me again!" Spencer cries as she buries herself into my chest.

"Spencer baby I am so sorry, I swear I will never leave again! You will never be alone, I promise!" I tell Spencer, what I did was stupid and seeing what it did to my baby girl makes my heart break.

"O-okay." Spencer quietly says as her eyelids once again grow heavy.

"We will talk more in the morning, get some rest now Spence." I say as I bring her head down to my chest.

And with those words Spencer falls into a deep sleep.

A/N: OMG GUYS!

Ok so Lucy hale (Aria) came to York PA which is a few hours away from where I live, and she was doing a concert at a fair right?

Wellllllllll

I asked my dad if I could go and he said yes! So basically the reason I didn't update yesterday was because I went to her concert and I MET LUCY HALE!

I was wearing a dress and cardigan from her Hollister line and when we took a picture she told me she liked my outfit!

So yea, I met another one of my idols! Yay!

Well you know the drill…

Please get this at least 7 more reviews and I will update!

Xx

Mady!