Disclaimer: i do now own Twilight, if i did i would make bella more stronger and have some balls in the gut to stand up for herself. sigh, and make that love triangle happend to make her so vulnerable and kissed Jacob in the if written there she would find that in the end and kicked and punched him end.

heres the another chapter of HA.

BPOV

Blood was in my thoughts all the time, fresh human blood. I began to lick my lips by the thought of blood. Tremble. Just surrender Bella. No, I will not give me the monster, it is the last thing I do.

I know you will have blood, just give in a demonic voice. "Never! It is the last thing I do! "I cried aloud in the woods.

Shivers doubled over, felt that I began to freeze but did the temperature was much warmer? Blood human blood said the demonic monster again. Shivers through the whole body three doubled and was much worse than last time. I will not give me the monster's side. I clenched my hand, closed my jaw, and hoped the trembling stopped soon.

You can see it as a gift clucked the dark voice, "what's so great about eternity when you're alone, then, huh?" I said angrily, tremor continued but became even worse. It can be a curse and blessing. Continued voice inside me. Why is the blessing of being alone, I see it as a curse and the family that I thought I had a future with is over and played me like a toy doll and suddenly not interesting anymore and threw me in the garbage. Have you never heard of revenge before? Clucked monster inside me in humor. Hmm, interesting, revenge. Never thought so much on there before than now. That's the girl, revenge show what they have done to you, the transformation would have happened, sooner or later anywaychuckled it again.

Where should I go on now is all alone and certainly not afford to buy a house sometime? What should I do with my life? I have not even finished school time. Can always do it later, you have to always you have eternity to spend your life with.

I walked and walked deeper into the forest and for each step; I took the trembling worse and worse. I smelled something in the air it was not very delicious than the man I met last, but very close. Could it be an animal then believe? I ran where the smell came from and saw a mountain lion and the lion attacked and bit the lion and drank the delicious blood, I moaned in while I drank the blood of the lion, the blood was so delicious but still not close to the man I met for a while ago. However, it is not enough. I can see it in my mind that the monster smiled but said those words in my head.

How do I find a place to stay or do I live here in the woods alone? You can but you find the owner of a house and drink him dry, or if you want to do it in the innocent way that you can work that, most people work. Thinking that I take the forest now until I find what I should do is not sure blood lust is ok to go out among the people and if I do not I will create problems and people will notice me as Volturi for example.

Day 1
Its a little better after hunting a mountain lion yesterday but must hunt several times but still not enough since I need human blood but will not give me even more, will my eyes change when I drink human blood?

I did get and hunt again took everything in my way, it was mostly deer and elk. mountain lion tasted much better than two animals I drank today. The thirst for human blood is not dimmed it is always there at the base of the neck and that inner voice saying, "it's never enough, until I have drunk human blood"

You will be persecuted and spied find you a hiding place you somewhere. Persecuted and spied? What do I do? They could have seen what slack powers I have and what my weaknesses. I may well try make false tracks.

I took off and ran around the woods and teleport , hoping he was far away from me. I have not hunted or drank the blood on the road in danger that he or she could come at any time and take me.

Mystery pov.

Damn she is fast, she must have felt that I pursued her; her instinct must have taken over her and notified. It might be wise not many who will have her for good intentions.

Do not know what I would have her if it were good or bad. Do not know what she is except that she is powerful and fascinating.

Do not know if I want to give her to my master or let her be as free as the air and do what she wants.

sorry if its any errors, i was abit unsure on some words while wrote it if its was right or wrong. hope you understand :) review and tell me what you think.