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So is every one ready for Raven's little freak out?
"What?!" I say in a cold deadly voice. "This is Beast Boy we're talking about..He can't be dead...RIGHT?!" I needed to know that Beast Boy wasn't dead. I just couldn't accept the fact that he had really died and I did nothing about it. I had to do something...I could try healing him...I turned my head away from Beast Boy to look at the others. They would probably try to stop me, but I wouldn't let them. I wouldn't let them stop me! I glanced at the door and of course Robin, the oh-so fabulous leader had to notice.
"Raven? Don't it's too late we can't save him." Robin said sternly. Crap! He found out what I was up to, but I just didn't care! With a wave of my hand I teleported them out of the room and locked the door with my powers. I walked over to Beast Boy on the medical cot. I lay my hand across his face and kiss his lifeless lips. I place my forehead against his and I put my hands on his chest. I let my energy flow through him as I whisper my mantra in pure concentration.
"Come on, Beast Boy...Please..." I whisper. But I get nothing in return. Beast Boy just continues to grow colder by the second as I grow more desperate to save him. I pump my hands against his heart with my energy, but nothing happens. Getting frustrated I release a giant burst of energy into his body and back away. "Why won't yo-u wa-ake up B-beast B-boy?!" I ask with my voice breaking, but no one answers me, because Beast Boy is really dead.
"I know why-y...I just wish the lies i'm telling myself are true. I'm sorry I couldn't save you Beast Boy. I'm sorry I caused you so much misery. I really did love you. For a long time now...I just didn't want to admit it to myself...I know that even if you were still alive you wouldn't remember anything about the last few years we've had together, but I remember...And I should of cherished our time together more, but I didn't and now it's too late. It's far too late now that you're dead Beast Boy. I would always threaten you when you were just trying to get me to smile, and when you weren't there to bug me, I tormented you by suspecting that you were up to no good. I wish I just wouldn't of ignored you, and just accepted you instead, but I didn't and now you're...dead..." I had tears rolling down my cheeks by now.
"Raven..." I hear a voice from behind me say."It's time for you to get some rest now." I turn to see Robin behind me, having gotten back inside the med bay. I glance at Beast Boy one more time before I turn away and walk out with Robin following closely behind me. When we reach my room, Robin puts his hand on my shoulder. I shrug it off.
"No one is to disturb me. UNDERSTOOD!" I say monotonously and walk inside my room with out waiting for a reply.
~Rawr~
That night My dreams are filled with both love and hope, but i've learned that love and hope get you nowhere...well they did get Beast Boy to his death.
In the dream I'm running, looking for someone I can never see again. I run down 3 different corridors until I'm face to face with the door of the med bay. Suddenly, I am 2 feet shorter and barely have enough strength to turn the doorknob, but I somehow manage it. After i get the door open I run towards the cot that holds Beast Boy's pale green body. It seems like hours before I finally get to him.
"Beast Boy..." I whisper into the cold night air before I start crying.
"Don't cry Rae, i hate it when you're sad." I hear a voice say through the air. I look around hoping to find an alive and healthy Beast Boy, but I don't see anyone. I look down onlly to be thrown backwards by a burst of emerald green light.
"What the-" I yell while shielding my eyes. I look back to see Beast Boy's body being melted by a green fire. Tears fill my eyes as I screamfor everything to stop. But it doesn't.
"Remember me Raven, and never lose hope! I'm not dead yet, I'm just-"
BEEEEEEEEEEP. BEEEEEEEEEEEEEP. BEEEEEEEEEEEEP.
I wake up to the Titan's alarm blasting. I curl myself up on my bed ignoring it. How can I save people if I couldn't even save the person I cared about the most?
"Raven! Are You coming?!" I hear Robin yell through the door.
"You guys go on without mw i'll catch up soon!" I call. Robin left without answering. I went to the med bay to see Beast Boy one last time. I had to after that dream I had. When I got there the sight surprised me.
Beast Boy was being engulfed by a green fire. I could only watch on in horror. I watched as his body convulsed on the table.
Wait! How could he convulse if he was dead?
I watched on as he sprouted feathers all over his body. But were they really feathers? Why weren't they burning off? There was a strong burst of light and then the fire subsided. And all that was left of him was-Beast Boy sitting up holding his head while breathing heavily! What?!
I didn't care about what had happened I was just glad to see him again.
"Beast Boy!" I screamed in joy tackling him to his medical bed.
"Happy to see me aren't you Rae?! Next time you threaten to kill me I hope you remember this!...Why are you looking at me like that?" Beast Boy asked.
"Because you died, came back to life, and now you remember everything!"
"Okay. I guess you have that one. SO? Can I take this as you loving me?" I looked him in the eyes and leaned up to kiss him.
"Yes. Because I do love you!"
Thought he was dead huh? Don't worry this was not the last chapter! But this one had 1,050 words about 500 more than usual...hope you can forgive me for lousy chapters and also the short ones now!