Dear diary , today has been a lot better than yesterday . Miss Marie woke me up in the morning , she didn't like that I slept on the floor in Mr. Corner . She told me Lord Death wanted to talk to me in the Death Room . I started to get really scared and she gave me one of my anxiety pills I got from Dr. Stein . I'm not sure what anxiety means but that pill made me calmer . Soon after I went to meet with Lord Death . He told me that protecting Maka and going aganist Lady Medusa redeemed me and I am allowed to continue living here and going to Shibunsen . Spirit and Dr. Stein were also called in Death Room after I was told that . Spirit thanked me for protecting Maka , said he also forgave me for my betrayal and...hugged me . I like being hugged a lot ...it feels warm and safe . I wonder why doesn't Maka like her father , he seems a good person to me . I should ask her - what if she gets mad ? I better won't . Dr . Stein said it's not good for my mental health to continue living in my room . I'm not sure what's wrong with it , it's better than where I lived before . My room has a window and a bed and that 's good enough for me as I am used to sleeping on the floor and being cold . They said it's not okay and I will have to nove in with Maka and Soul . What if I'll be a burden to them? Spirit told me not to worry since Maka will be more than happy about me living with them . I hope he's right...

Later today Maka and the others came back , most of them hurt . Soul was carrying Maka in his arms while she was unconscious . Soul didn't look too good either , cuts and bruises on both of them . I don't like seeing my friends in pain . Soul looked happy to see me. He said i scared them for a moment back there. He asked about my wound . It's not completly healed yet , it still hurts . Why did he asked , does he really care about me ? He doesn't have any reason to , I almost killed him few months ago . I really should apologise about that . I hope Maka will wake up tomorrow , I miss her . I should go to sleep now , I hope I won't have any nightmares tonight and Ragnarok will stay quiet . Actually , he hasn't bullied me that much since we woke up . That may be just because he's too weak to right now. Good night diary .


author's note : english is not my native language so please tell me how bad or good my grammar / spelling is if you want