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A lot of kinky stuff will be happening in this chapter, so if this is not your cup of tea you might wanna skip this chapter. Though let's be honest here. Everyone who knows my stories, expects me to go kinky at some point. Ha, ha.

Chapter 8

Sometimes she wondered when it would all come crashing down on her because this, the thing she had with Killian, was too good to be true.

The sex was amazing, actually off the charts flipping awesome, like rocking the world awesome and he never asked her for more. No dates, no meaningful conversations. Just plain good old fucking until the walls were shaking.

And they had already stepped over the line. She just couldn't wait any longer and one day she had showed up with handcuffs and a whip, his eyes gleaming with delight and he had only given her a huge smile, a silent answer to her question if he was okay with it.

God, it had been amazing to cuff him to the bed and have her wicked ways with him. Taunting him with the whip, letting it trail over his whole body, slapping it carefully against his arousal, watching him moan with pleasure as she pushed him to that small line between pleasure and pain before taking him into her mouth and getting him off, her name tumbling out of his mouth on a gasp as he spilled his release down her throat.

She had also rode his face that night. Groaning and moaning as he had licked her into oblivion, fucked her with his tongue until she screamed for mercy, her hips rocking in a frantic pace against his mouth, almost suffocating him as he had been eating her out, the orgasm ripping through her with such force that she had forgotten how to breath for a second.

And now he was standing in front of her, stark naked, his hard length in one hand, a vibrator in the other and he told her to turn around and get up on her knees so that he could pleasure her with it. She was dripping wet already and scrambled up on her knees, looking over her shoulder and watching him kneel behind her.

"You are so bloody gorgeous, Swan." He rasped, slipping the vibrator between her legs and rubbing it over her clit, back and forth, in a steady rhythm. "So bloody gorgeous and such a wanton woman."

She moaned as he pushed the vibrator into her, the plastic massaging her walls as he slid it in and out of her.

"It's not enough, is it?" He questioned, stopping with the vibrator half inside of her. "You want the real thing, don't you? You want me to bury my cock deep in your hot, wet, greedy pussy."

Her walls clenched around the vibrator, a hot ball of lust slamming into her stomach. She loved when he talked dirty to her like that while preparing her for his cock.

"Say it, Emma." He pulled the vibrator out of her, her core throbbing with need and she knew he wouldn't give her anything if she didn't answer him.

Letting herself fall down on her elbows, she tilted her ass upwards, throwing over her shoulder. "Get your cock into my cunt, Jones, and fuck me until I can't take it anymore."

Needless to say, she could hardly move the next day.

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What was she doing? This was not happening. She was not about to let him do it.

But she would let him do it. Something she had never done before. But when he had asked her if she would like to try it she had only hesitated a second before telling him yes and now his fingers were brushing through her wet folds and trailing upwards, coating her puckered hole with her own juices.

"I'll be very gentle with you, Emma." He whispered, one finger massaging her entrance softly. "Since you are a virgin when it comes to getting your ass fucked."

She jolted forward, still couldn't believe that she really wanted to try it.

"Shh, love. I won't hurt you. Just relax."

And she actually relaxed, wondering how the hell it was possibly that she trusted him completely with her body after only knowing him for two months and only sexually so far.

He slipped one finger in, very slowly, but she still cramped around it, biting her tongue. He stilled, leaned forward and let his hand trail up her side and around, taking one of her breasts into his hand and kneading it, his fingers closing around one nipple and twirling it as he started to move his finger.

"See." He rasped, his fingers playing with her nipple while one finger fucked her ass. "Not that bad, is it?"

It still felt weird but she grew even wetter, something she wouldn't have thought possible and her hips started to rock into his finger on their own volition, a moan slipping over her lips as he slid out of her and she heard him reach for the bottle of lubricant, a squeezing sound reached her ears and then he was back between her cheeks, two fingers pressing against her and a moment later he had both fingers inside her and she shivered, shifting around as she tried to adjust to being stretched wider.

He massaged her ass for quite some time, making sure she was always lubricated, the fingers of his other hand teasing her nipples, his voice drifting towards her as he spoke the whole time, praising the tightness of her ass, the hard nub between his fingers when he tugged at her nipple and she became more and more aroused, his fingers in her ass making her feel extremely dirty.

"This will feel uncomfortable now, Emma. I will slip three fingers into you to prepare you, okay?" She nodded vigorously, clenching the sheets between her fingers, readying herself for the pain but it didn't come and she looked over her shoulder, her heart skipping a beat as he grinned softly at her.

"You are too tense, love." He answered her silent question. "Touch yourself for me."

She gulped hard but reached between her legs, her fingers finding the bundle of nerves there and she started to rub over it.

"Aye, Swan. Just like that. Rub your clit until your arousal is dripping down your thighs." He rasped behind her and she looked back at him again, a rush of wetness shooting between her legs as she saw him pumping his hand up and down his cock. "Are you wet, Emma? Are you wet for me?"

"Yes." She breathed, turning around again and she moaned as she felt his tongue against her entrance, felt it slipping in as he lapped up her arousal and then he backed away, two fingers pushing into her tight opening again. "Keep pleasuring yourself, Emma."

She did. Her fingers moving over her clit as he slipped his fingers in and out of her. Very gentle, very careful. But her movement still faltered when he added a third, stretching her uncomfortable and she stiffened but he just kept pushing.

"Keep going, Emma."

She felt too full, too stretched and she wanted to tell him that she couldn't do it but then he started to move his fingers, massaging her and the cramp suddenly ceased.

"God, Emma. I need to fuck your ass so bad."

His fingers were gone a moment later and she heard him pulling out a condom and kept rubbing her clit, trying to mash down the strange feelings, knowing he would push his cock into her ass very soon and then he slipped inside her wet entrance, slamming into her a few times, pushing her to the brink of an orgasm before he slid out of her and positioned himself at her puckered opening, his tip brushing against her.

"I'll push in now, love."

God, it hurt. He was too big. She couldn't take it. But he kept murmuring dirty, filthy things. Telling her how hot the sight in front of him was, how fucking arousing it was to see her hole stretch around his cock and she felt him squeezing lubricant down her ass as he slid slowly deeper, making her tight hole as wet as possible but it still felt strange.

"Wait!" She cried out and he stopped instantly, being half buried inside of her, his hands trembling against her waist.

"Bloody hell, Emma! You are so fucking tight. It's killing me." He hissed, his whole body starting to shake as he tried to control himself and suddenly her muscles relaxed because she knew if she told him he would pull out of her, even if he was already so far gone and the lust was rushing through his veins.

"Okay." She breathed. "You can move again."

He slipped out of her a few inches, another drop of lubricant hitting her ass and then he pushed back in, gliding into her until the hilt, a guttural growl rumbling out of his chest as he pulled back again, only his tip remaining in her as he rasped. "You okay?"

"Yes." She mumbled, tears gathering in her eyes as she realized he was still looking out for her comfort and a sob almost escaped her as the emotions crashed down on her, her hand falling from her clit and clenching around the sheet as he started to fuck her ass, taking his time, slipping completely into her with each thrust, his voice getting hoarse as he kept talking dirty while pumping in and out of her and a lonely tear slipped down her cheek and hit the pillow as his fingers found her clit, flicking over it, shooting her over the edge the moment he came buried deep in her ass and her knees gave out under her, both crashing down on the bed, his body pressing her into the mattress, his cock still stretching her as she bit her tongue until she tasted blood, suppressing the urge to utter the words that wanted to spill out of her. These three words that would ruin everything and closing her eyes, she pressed her face into the pillow, a silent scream lodged in her throat.

No one did allow you to fall in love with him, Swan.