*** Hello guys...This is my wost day ever... I feel very sore and I am an emotionally wreck. I am sorry for saying this here but I need to say it to pull it out of my system. It is the worst feeling ever. I broke up with my boyfriend and I just feel so lonely. So this chapter is going to be a little emotionally and I am sorry about that. However it fits perfectly with the story! I hope you can forgive me...


Their eyes were locked again. The two snapped back to reality when Blaise said ''Are you alright Luna?'' Hermione looked at her friend and touched her arm

Luna snapped out of her thoughts and said ''Yeah I am fine, I think'' She said and looked down to the snow

''Luna, you sure you okay? We can go back to Hogwarts if you want. It's not a problem at all.'' Hermione said and stoked Luna's arm trying to calm her when she felt her tremble.

''Yes I think that we have to go back.'' Luna said and Hermione nodded

The two boys looked at each other and Blaise said ''We will come with you'' Blaise said and the two girls nodded.

''Okay then, let's-'' But before Hermione could say anything else she cried out in pain and fell down unconscious. Luna screamed and kneeled beside her trying to make the blood coming for her friend's waist to stop. She took Hermione to her arms and said'' Come on Hermione. Open your eyes'' Tears had started to roll down Luna's eyes. Draco kneeled down too and said ''Hermione, please my love open your eyes please, don't do this to me. Please'' Suddenly professors and aurors came into view and Severus were beside the four friends in moments. When he saw his daughter, he gasped. He quickly scooped her up to his arms and aparrated straight to the hospital wing. When they saw death eaters appearing inside Hogsmead they had informed Dumbledore and he had open the wards only for the professors because they would return the children by apparating.

''POPPY'' Severus yelled and put Hermione to a bed

''What's wrong –Oh My God'' Poppy said and went quickly by Hermione's side and started to cast spell after spell to see what was going on with her. After an hour or so she had stopped the bleeding. She had south as much pain as she could and had cast healing spells. After that she cast a spell to see what was going on with her organs and what she had seen had scared her as hell. Hermione's matrix had been affected again from the same spell from Dolohov as the previous year. That meant that Hermione's matrix was in a very bad condition. However she couldn't do anything yet. Hermione had to wake up first and after that she could see what was going on. In the meantime and while Poppy was working on Hermione, professor Sprout had come with two students who had broken something. One had broken his leg and the other his arm. Minerva had walk in and as a medi witch herself she had heal the broken leg and the broken arm. Few other students had come as well and now the Hospital Wing was full of students, their friends, who had come to see them and the professors. Because Hermione was still asleep and because she was in a bad condition, Madam Pomfrey had put curtains around her bed and a silencing charm to protect her from any noises. The professors hadn't left anyone to see her. Minerva had only told them that she was cursed badly and that she was in need of some peace.

That night Severus sat with Hermione in the hospital wing. He held her hand and he was whispering to her a lullaby. One her mother had sung to her so many years ago, when she had held her for the first time. Tears were rolling down his cheeks. ''I am sorry Hermione. I am sorry I couldn't protect you from him once again. But I promise, I will take revenge for you. And I will take revenge for your mother's death as well. It is time for that bastard to pay. And he will pay in the worst way my dear.'' He said and kissed her head. Suddenly he heard the door of the Hospital Wing to open and his cast a disillusionment charm to himself to be invisible. After years off spying he could here very well the noise from the shoes from the person. He realized that the person was wearing an invisibility cloak when the person removed it and put it to the bed. He gasped silently and took few steps behind when he saw Draco Malfoy touching his daughter cheek.

Draco touched her cheek and with his thumb he stroked it. He then took with his free hand her hand and touched her lips to the outside. He touched her cold hand to his cheeks and kissed the palm of her hand. ''Hermione'' He whispered and pain came out of his voice. He closed his eyes and took few deep breaths ''I need you my love. Come back to me. I now that you can hear me. I know that. Please my love, don't leave me. I can't bear the thought of losing you. I need you more than anything in this world. Stay with me please'' He whispered and hot tears rolled down his cheek. He felt weak and kneeled down beside her. He touched his head to her arms and he stayed there until the sun light of the morning came in his eyes and woke him up.

In the meantime and when he heard Draco's words, Severus moved to the corner and sat silent there watching his godson falling apart while watching his daughter lying there on that hospital bed. He was remembering his days when his dear Emilly was hurt by a spell. She was lifeless on the bed and he was there beside her and was begging her to wake up as the young Draco was doing now with his daughter. He looked up to the sky and silently he begged his wife to give strength to their daughter to wake up.

Two days later, Hermione woke up and she screamed in pain. Madam Pomfrey had gone to see what was going on and the thing she was feared happened. Hermione had internal bleeding from her matrix. She cast a spell and Hermione went back to sleep. An hour later, Madam Pomfrey had stopped the bleeding. But she couldn't fix the matrix. She had to tell Minerva that her granddaughter could never have children. She was the only person who could do that. Severus had to be there but Minerva as woman she knew better. The next day when Hermione woke up again, she saw her grandmother and her father there. When Severus saw that his daughter was awake he smiled ''Hello my dear. How are you feeling?'' he asked

''I am in pain. It comes from my back but from my womb as well.'' Hermione explained

''Well you see my dear, you were hurt by Dolohov's spell and this time it hurt you to your back but it was a very deep cut and hit an organ which was sore from the last time.'' Minerva said to her and put her hand to her head.

Hermione widen her eyes. Madam Pomfrey's words came into her mind. 'Your matrix was hurt badly. If it is hurt again I don't think that I will be able to fix it good for you to have children. I am afraid that if your matrix is ever again hurt then you will never have children. I am sorry' She looked at her father and grandmother and saw the look to their faces. ''No'' She whispered and shook her head. She looked at Minerva ''Please grandma, please tell me that my matrix is okay. Please tell me that I can have children. Tell me that the organ is not my matrix.'' Tears were rolling silently down her cheek.

Minerva closed her eyes and took a deep breath. She sat at the bed beside her granddaughter and opened her eyes. ''I am sorry Hermione'' She said and after that everything was silent. It was like Hogwarts knew that it has to stop every noise. Seconds later, only a piercing scream could be heard in the halls of the School for Witchcraft and Wizardry.


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