Jake POV
As I walk away to go help Allie (Sweethearts orders) the reality of the breakup seems to sink in. I just broke up with the woman I love. The woman I freaking love. I never even got to tell her. The pain is sharp. It's unlike anything I've ever experienced. It's more painful than anything I've ever experienced. And I've had some pretty bad encounters. I just told her that it wasn't worth it. That she wasn't worth it. I messed up. I don't think I'm ever getting her back. She has seemed spacey lately; spacier than usual, that is. I can't shake the feeling she's hiding something... but I don't ask, because I know I wouldn't get an answer. I realize that I am right behind Allie already, so I pull out my celestial bronze sword. I can't get a good look at the monster, but my mind and body sync into one as I slash everywhere. Soon, I am out of breath and covered in monster dust. Allie is about to collapse, and so am I.
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I walk back over to the camp site, to see Elysia limping and holding our stuff. Of course, we need to move on. It's too dangerous to stay here. We'll probably walk for a while and then stop to rest again. Staring at the beautiful figure that is leading the way, worry seeps into me. Another guy will jump on her as soon as we get back to camp. Then she will be gone forever. She didn't notice it, but when she first came here every guy was drooling over her. She was- she is- prettier than any girl from the Aphrodite cabin, and everyone knows it. Everyone but her. I'm never getting her back.
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When we finally come to a stop, Elysia lays down our stuff and lays three separate mats out. OK, this isn't that bad. Elysia, of course, doesn't lay down. Neither do I and neither does Allie.
"You aren't staying up again," says Allie.
"Yes, I am. Now go to bed," her voice is ice cold, and no one dares to argue. But after we lay down, it takes us forever to fall asleep. Allie gets up, walking over to Elysia, who is perched on a log. Gods, she's beautiful.
"Can't sleep," says Allie.
"Neither can I," says Elysia. No wonder.
"What's going on?" Allie asks.
Elysia sighs, "I can't tell you." Well, it obviously isn't the break up.
"OK, why have you seemed so distant since the attack?" Elysia sighs again.
"Jake and I broke up." Crap.
"WHAT?" Allie almost yells.
"We broke up."
"WHY?"
"I... I can't tell you that either." Wait, I don't even know why she confirmed the breakup. She said that she couldn't do it anymore either, and I saw guilt in her eyes. Guilt for what?
"Of course," Allie sighs.