Allie's POV

Gods, everything was turning out perfect, JUST PERFECT. I thought as I followed after a hurt Draco. Ugh why, why did she make me do that? I wiped the remaining tears from my eyes furiously. My whole world was plunging into darkness. I was about to lose the guy I loved. Everything was turning out just beautifully.

He stopped walking next to a large river. He sank down to his knees, breathing heavily, his hands clenching and unclenching. I stood from afar watching him. He apparently didn't know I was there. I wanted to run away with him just run away from everything, with all my worries and all my problems left behind. But I couldn't leave anyone here. I had to stay.

"Gods why, why did this happen?" Draco finally spoke. His voice filled with pain.

He then tensed up and punched the ground in rage.

"Why does everything bad always happen to me? Why not anyone else?" He yelled. His anger seeping into his words.

"I can't take it anymore, I give up!" He cried out. "I give up trying to deny the true me!" I felt worse now then I had ever before in my entire life.

"Draco." I said calmly. He jumped and looked at me from over his shoulder.

"What do you want?"

"I want nothing." I said.

"Then why are you here?" He said furiously.

"I need you to stop being angry at yourself." I replied. He stood up and walked over to me. His eyes couldn't meet mine. He sighed and shook his head.

"Allie just leave, just go away." He ordered. I shook my head defiantly.

"No, I'm not leaving you."

He stared into my eyes. His own looked shattered.

"Allie I'm trying to protect you. Now please go away I don't want to hurt you. Just- just-." His voice cracked, and tears filled his eyes.

I shook my head again. Sorry Draco, but it wasn't going to happen.

"You can't see it," he stated as he stared at the ground again. "You can't see that I'm a monster. A violent, unpredictable, uncontrollable monster."

I cupped his face with my hand, turning it towards me. I wasn't going to leave him. No matter what circumstances. I was never leaving him again.

"Well guess what Draco, I can see through that monster. I can see through it to find the loving, brave, protective, kind, and loyal person that lies within you. But I don't only love that part of you, I love the monster just as well." A tear rolled down my cheek as I said that. I looked at him straight in the eyes. I wanted him to know that it was true.

He just closed his eyes. I studied the way his hands trembled. I took them in mine. He sighed. Then opened his eyes. He pulled me closer.

"I love you Allie." He whispered. "I can't stand another moment without you"

His body was near against mine. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer. I could feel the feverish heat that came off him. I could hear his heart banging against his rib cage.

The next thing I knew he was kissing me. My world just slipped away in the sensation of it. He moaned softly against my lips. He was kissing me as if it would relive him of all the pain, kind of like Jake but less desperate. I shuddered at that thought. He eventually pulled away, and I rested my head against his chest. I was completely relaxed. It seemed before like I had to much on my mind to sleep but my body said differently. My energy levels were crashing and my eyelids grew heavy.

"Me neither." I whispered to Draco as I drifted into a peacefully dreamless sleep.