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Bonnie's Pov
"Well did she say where she was? Does she have a damn death wish or something?" I asked referring to Elena and her whole letting Elijah out of the cellar. I was curious when she had skipped school turns out she was freeing him,now she was riding around with him like he wasnt a enemy.
"I asked the same thing a couple days ago." Rose said sitting on the couch next to me.
"She doesnt want us to find her at all Bonnie and its driving me crazy. What would possess her to let him out?" Stefan asked.
"Because she's on a personal death mission and Im done helping if she doesnt want to be helped." Damon said getting up off the couch and he brushed my hand.
I gasped under my breath. I looked at Stefan who was looking at me.
"Bonnie did you see something?" Stefan asked.
I was furious, confused and mostly hurt at what I just seen in my vision. I walk up the steps and walk into me and Damon's bedroom he was standing by the window looking out he looked gorgeous in the sunlight. I stood there quietly drinking in the sight.
"Little witch!" he said not turning around.
"We need to talk!" I say trying to stay on one emotion of the many I was feeling.
"About?" he asked.
"You know what about Damon." I say focused on anger.
"Refresh my memory." he said sighing.
"Damn it Damon." I shouted.
"I dont feel like talking." he said dropping his head a little.
"Well I do." I say walking towards him.
"Look just please go away." he said and that made me stop in my tracks, now that hurt.
"You told me you were fine." I say my voice cracking a little.
"Well I lied." he said still staring out the window.
"How could you? Why would you?" I asked shocked trying to breathe.
"Hey who cares? Im dying for real this time getting out of your hair. Bonnie I hurt you enough to last a lifetime. I wont be hurting you anymore." he said and his back straightned.
"That would kill me." I say under my breath clunching my chest it was so hard to breathe. He turned to look at me and once I seen his face my tears came. "And you know it. I love you and you do this? Not giving me enough time to see if I could find a cure, a spell, something that will save you." I say sobbing.
"BB, nothing can help me. There is no cure. Im sorry." he said and started to walk towards me but I stepped back.
"No thats not enough to ease this hurt you caused." I say getting angry again.
"What can I do to make it better?" he asked me and brought me into a hug and I broke down to the floor crying and he sat with me just holding me.
"I would want you to compel me but that would make it worse." I say sobbing into his chest as he held me.
He just sighed and thats when I couldnt take it anymore I break out of the hug, get up and walk out of the bedroom. I run into Rose and we just stand there for a minute staring at the other.
"Why couldnt it have been you?" I say and run down the steps grabbing my car keys and jacket as I head out the door slamming it. And take a drive away from all this hurt.
I drive and drive until I was about two towns over and I decided to get out and walk. I stopped and got a burger and shake and just ate and walked sobbing into my food, I didnt care what people thought. I was so mad at Damon how could he do this to me, to us. I thought about the first time we spent together bonding and then the road trip, him rapping sir mix alot, us making love. I see alot of shops and stop in front of a display window of a baby store. A lady was sitting a cradle in the display along with a matching highchair and stroller. She seen me and smiled, I smile back. I walked inside and was overwhelmed but loved all of it. I rubbed my belly which was twice as big then it was yesturday its like everytime I go to sleep and wake up my stomach gets bigger. I looked about four months pregnant. Thank goodness today was my last day of school and I start homeschooling. I had my emergency credit card on me plus it was shopping for the baby.
"Hello welcome to gaga land. Can I help you or are you ok?" The lady from the window asked me.
"Yes I just recently found out I was expecting but me and the father dont know what we are having just yet what is the color for the unknown gender?" I ask smiling at her.
"Well first and foremost congrats. And the color would be either yellow or green which ever you like most."she said smiling.
"Ok well me and the father just arent seeing eye to eye right now and a little shopping always helps." I say shaking my head.
"Your right I shop when me and the hubby get into it." she said winking at me and I just giggle.
Turns out Tracy and her husband Larry just recently had a baby she showed me a picture their daughter was so beautiful. I picked up a few bibs and a cute little outfit that said "Its like magic how I get my way." How funny that was because my baby was half witch. She rung me up and asked if I wanted to be in the drawing to when a free new mother's sweepstakes. Winner gets a free shopping spree at gaga land catch is you would have five minutes to run and grab all you can, great for someone who knows vamps. And a five hundred dollar visa gift card, shrugging I sign it anyway with my bad luck I knew I wouldnt win. As I left the store I got sad again looks like I had to go home and face the hurt after all. Instead I drive back into town and head to my new hideout the spot where the witches were burned. I go into the basement I was going to check each and ever grimoire and everyword for a cure. But couldnt do it alone so I called Jer to help and he caved in.
Damon's Pov
I knew my little witch was upset but did she really have to cut off her phone. I was worried to the point I paced all over the house at least thirty times since I called the first time and that was two hours ago. Could she have had the baby already? Started to bite my fingernails down to nubs and they would grow back in less then five minutes I was going insane. I kept sweating buckets and stayed carving blood. As I made my way to the bedroom I could'nt really think too much I just lay on the bed and close my eyes.
"Damon." I heard Bonnie's voice ring out.
"Yes BB?" I say and open my eyes but dont see anyone there.
"Damon baby Im talking to you in spirit, you can hear me in your mind and I can hear you. I want you to do me a favor until I get home." she says.
"What's that?" I ask closing my eyes again.
"I need you to keep your eyes open ok?" she says and I force my eyes open.
"Im just tired." I say wiping my forehead with the back of my hand.
"No,please dont go to sleep ok?" she pleaded.
"I was worried about you, where are you?" I ask.
"Dam, I need you to just stay awake." she says.
"I'll do my best."I say while trying to keep them open which was proving problematic.
"I love you." she says.
"I love you more come home soon little witch. I miss you both." I say.
"I promise I'll be there soon." she says then silence.
I sigh and even though I promised I just couldnt keep my eyes open.
(Damon Dreaming)
My dad he's alive and so is mother? I look down at myself and Im dressed in my clothes from a few weeks shy of me turning into a vampire. We're in the dining room and the servants are serving us dinner. One thing missing, Stefan. I remember this day he should be coming in right about now. Right on cue Stefan stumbles in sitting across from me and father looks at him like he's ready to kill him.
"Stefan where have you been? You know how father and I dont approve of you being late for dinner." Mother says as she places her napkin in her lap and I place my around the collar of my shirt wow I havent done this in ages and I mean that in the literal sense.
Stefan is sweating like a mad man oh yeah that's right his about to tell his first of many lies to come.
"Im sorry our neighbor James was telling me about his brother you know Trevor the one away in the war?" he says placing his napkin in his shirt collar as well looking over at me. I raise my eyebrows in amusement because I knew he was lying.
"Oh yes, fine one that Trevor his father must be very proud." Father said then cleared his throat looking over at me.
"Speaking of the war, Damon son when do you think you'll be returning?" My father asked.
"Well father-." I was cut off by the servant Tracey.
"Pardon me but sir there is a telegram that needs your immeadiate attention." she says and walks off with my father excusing himself and hot on her trail.
I was thankful because I havent yet told my parents why my stay was so extended and that I wouldnt be returning and I didnt even tell Stefan and we told each other everything.
"Dear I need you to come see this." my father said to my mother and she excused herself and walked out of the room.
"Damon brother you'll never guess where I really was and why I was late to dinner." Stefan whispers over to me.
Sure I knew. He made out with Julia in the back of her barn but he doesnt need to know I knew but then again it is a dream or flashback or whatever. So I acted surprised anyway.
"You lied to mother and father?" I asked shocked and surprised.
"Shhhh. Yeah I was with Julia Glades." he whispered and then a big smile crept across his face. " Behind her families barn. She let me go to first with her brother." he smiled even wider.
Oh dear Lord were we this lame back then? All excited about frenching a girl behind a stinky ol barnhouse? I still acted shocked and surprised as he went into details. I then thought about what was going to happen next the thing that would make me and Stefan brothers forever.
"Um boys your father and I got word that we will be having a guest staying with us for awhile. A old friend of your father's passed away him and his wife and son in a fire. But they're daughter and servant made it out ok. Poor soul she is probably a mess without them." My mother said drastically weeping, boy did I not miss that.
Stefan looks at me and I look back him. Well Katherine should soon be here about a few days down the line.
(end dream)
"Damon?" I heard my voice being called and I was being shook.
I wake up and notice it was dark out how long was I out? I look over and gasp. She acted totally surprised as well.
"Katherine?" I ask.
"No its me Elena, Damon." the stranger said to me. I look over and see Stefan and some strange woman.
"Stefan its Katherine. We have to, we have to." I say looking for a stake.
"Damon its Elena." Stefan said speeding over to me holding me down.
When the hell did he get stronger than me? Then that's when I thought back and it was Elena. Katherine was still in the tomb waiting until Bonnie let her out. The strange woman was Rose. But Bonnie. Bonnie, where is she?
"Stefan where is Bonnie?" I ask as I sit up straight.
"Havent you spoken to her since she stormed out?" he asked.
"Yeah but...look I just need to know if they are ok. What if-." I couldnt even finish the sentence.
"Oh no Damon you'll be fine. Im sure Bonnie is finding something to fix the problem." Elena said tearing up and I just look away, after seeing my BB cry I didnt want to see anymore.
"I cant find anything." Bonnie said. I looked over and seen her standing in the doorway although she looked sad she was glowing. Pregnancy looked good on her.
I race over to her and hug her and she breaks down. I try to calm her but she cried harder.
"Yeah we looked in all the grimore's but could'nt find anything." Jeremy said coming in the room behind Bonnie.
I growl under my breath. "No Damon just no." Bonnie said hugging me tighter.
"Maybe we should give them a minute alone." Rose says and I couldnt agree more.
They all walk out and I shut the door and lead Bonnie to the bed she lays down and I lay beside her. And we both just fall asleep as I held her in my arms.
Bonnie's Pov
I was in the kitchen it seemed like I lived in the kitchen. I was sobbing into a bowl of oatmeal just eating and crying. I didnt know how to save Damon the father of my child the love of my life. I had the power to stop the world from moving or blow up a planet but could'nt save him. Its been two days since he got bit all he did was sleep and drink blood. He was getting more confused by the minute. It was now night fall everyone was in the living room it was so quiet in here. I just go upstairs to me and Dam's bedroom. I lay with him and hold his hand he looked awful I knew he couldnt go on. I laid there crying then he opened his eyes.
"BB?" he asked sounding weak.
"Hey there Dam how you feeling?" I ask trying to smile.
"Like a million bucks." he said while coughing.
"You look it." I say smiling a little.
"Liar." he said still trying to smile but coughed more.
Tears fill my eyes again. "Hey Im going to go to sleep with you, ok?" I say as I cuddle up to him.
"But Im not tired." he said with his eyes half shut.
"Yeah you are. Guess what!" I say to him.
"What?" he asked.
"I love you. And so does our lil munchkin." I say taking his hand and placing it on my belly.
"I love both of you too." he says rubbing my belly and closing his eyes.
"Goodnight my love." I say closing my eyes as well.
"Goodnight my love." he says as he drifts into sleep.
We fell asleep and I cast a spell to take away the pain and then I created the most peaceful dream for him. It was our dream.
(THE DREAM)
I stood in front of the big wooden doors. I had on a beautiful light green ball gown with long sleeved gloves with a beautiful elegant light green mask covering my eyes. I look over and see Damon. How did I know? Well I knew it was him from his eyes. In the beginning I didnt know now after falling in love with him and going threw these life changing experinces I just knew. He was dressed in a fitted black tux with a light green under shirt and a black mask covering his eyes but his eyes stood out. He looked gorgeous.
"Hey my beautiful BB." he said smiling, looking like my Damon.
"Hello Dam you're looking oh so scrumptious." I say smiling.
"Shall we?" he asked holding out his arm placing the other behind his back and standing straight. I giggle.
"Im going to wait here but I'll meet you inside, ok." I say kissing him on the cheek. He smiles dropping his arms to his side and bowing by the waist.
"Ok beautiful dont keep me waiting." he took my hand kissing it.
"I promise I wont." I say as he walking inside. And I stood there waiting like I knew I had to. I had a feeling it was really important.
I heard heels clicking towards me and when I turned around my heart stopped and skipped a beat. She was as beautiful as I remember her. Her hair was longer and was in ringlets touching her shoulders she had on a all white ball gown with a white mask covering her eyes.
"Grams." I breathed out getting misty eyed.
She smiled "Hey there baby. How you been?" she asked bringing me into a hug.
"I've been...I miss you." I say hugging her tighter.
She laughs and breaks the hug looking me up and down, "Well well seems like that Damon got you knocked up, huh?" she says.
I dart my eyes everywhere but at her. "Hey its apart of life suga." she says.
My mind starts to work then. "Grams I need your help. It's Damon-." she cuts me off
"He's dying." she finishes for me.
"I cant help you but I can show you something that can." she says walking ahead.
"Grams I dont have alot of time if you can. He does'nt have alot of time either maybe a hour or less than that." I say running up to her.
"Just be with him in his last moments." she says stopping at the doors.
I get a little angry but know she means well. "Grams I cant lose him like I lost you." I say tears burning my eyes.
"Aww baby you did'nt. Im watching over you all the time." she smiles.
I burst into tears "Now come with me." she says and opens the doors and held out her hand, I take it .
And I knew instantly I was'nt in Damon's mind anymore have'nt been since he went threw the doors to the ball. I was in Gram's house, wait. I cant seem to wake up. I see myself sitting looking upset. Then Grams walks threw the door looking like herself, alive.
My past self says, "Grams you got to help me." I remember this. This was when I lost my powers because something had me scared, Damon. I did'nt understand.
"Look closely." I hear my Grams voice say to me.
I walk over to our past selves talking and look down at the grimoire and did'nt see anything at all.
"What do you want me to see?" I asked getting angry.
"Look closely." she says again.
I get frustrated and look somemore then that's when I spot something odd in the grimoire. The page I just turned was stuck to another page but you could'nt tell unless you really looked.
"Hey, but I dont get it." I say standing up straight.
"Go get it now Bonnie my grimoire." she shouts and I wake up.
(End of Dream)
As I sit up in bed I look over at Damon he's breathing slowly but looks peaceful.
I whisper in his ear "I promise I'll be back, save me the last dance." I say kissing his forehead.
As I stand up I noticed my stomach was bigger then it was before I went to sleep oh geez. I bolt downstairs and Stefan looks up from the fire worried.
"Bonnie? What is it?" he asked.
Elena was sleep on the couch and Rose was sleep on the love seat. I did'nt want to wake them. I motion for him to follow me over to the study and I pull my grimoire off the book shelf and place it on the desk flipping threw the pages and I found the page I needed. I was shaking so bad.
"Stefan pull those pages apart carefully my hands are shaking to bad to do it." I say.
"Ok." he says and carefully pulls them apart. "But what's going on?" he asks after.
"I seen my Grams in a dream and she showed me this. I think it can help Damon." I say reading the page.
Score. It was a spell for a wolf bite. I needed to basically get Jules blood because she is the wolf that bit him also my blood and some from a blood relative of the bitten, that would be Stefan.
"I need to find Jules but need something of hers to do a locator spell. Ugh." I get angry but then thought about when I slung her out the window with my mind. I run over to the window it was boarded up but I see a piece of fur hanging for it. I jumped for joy. I have Stefan get me a map and I do one. Seems like Jules is at Tyler's.
Nobody's Pov
Jules was just walking out of the Lockwood estate heading towards her car shaking and sweating bad. She needed to get to a closed in place before.. she shook the thought out of her mind. She sensed something and turned it was Bonnie.
"Oh aren't you the witch that threw me out of a window? Bonnie right?" Jules asked. She was twitching a little and Bonnie looked up it was a full moon the second one in a week.
"I promised myself I would'nt hurt anyone else. But I did'nt promise not to hurt anyone if it was to save someone I love." Bonnie said looking at Jules with sorrow across her face.
Jules was confused. Then she yelled out as Bonnie popped veins in her head. "Im sorry but I need a little something from you before you change all the way." Bonnie said.
Jules cried out as Bonnie cut her arm and let the blood leak into a small metal flask. She needed something thick to hold it for werewolves blood was almost boiling when it was on a night they were to turn. After Bonnie waved her hand over Jules' arm the cut healed and she noticed her bones were cracking Bonnie needed to get out of there but also Jules needed to get out of there too. Bonnie chanted a few words concentrating on two places as hard as she could. She sent Jules miles away in a secluded section of nothing but woods. And Bonnie was back on the Salvatore's doorstep. She thanked her lucky stars and her ancestor's. She ran into the house.
"Stefan, Elena, Rose. I need your help now." Bonnie screamed as she ran up the stairs to her and Damon's bedroom. She started to pull stuff out of her bag she kept all her candles and things and found her small metal bowl.
The others ran into the room. "Stefan come here now. I need blood from you." Bonnie demanded. "Hurry he does'nt have much time." As Stefan raced over to her and offered his hand she cut it and the blood dripped into the bowl. He began to heal. She then cut the middle of her hand she cried out and let the blood drip into the bowl as well, it start to boil.
"What do we need to do Bon?" Elena asked.
"Stefan light candles in every corner of the room. Elena go get me a bowl of water I need it to be a big metal bowl of clear cold water it's clearer when its cold. Rose I need for you to lift Damon and lay him in the center of the room closer to the doors to the balcony." Bonnie shot out orders and everyone obeyed.
As everyone set everything up Bonnie hoped it would work she could'nt lose him, her and their baby could'nt.
Damon was shaking violently as Rose laid him on the floor. He suddenly shot up grabbing Rose by the neck.
"Damon its me Rose." Rose gasped and tried to release his grip from her neck.
Bonnie focused all her magic on him and he fell back to the floor eyes closing slowly. Then Bonnie was hit with a wave of bad magic it made her vomit in the nearest trash can. He was about to die the venom was spreading fast now and she got a sense that her magic she cast on him earlier was now cast out by the venom.
Rose rubbed her back as she continued to puke into the trash can. She wiped her mouth out with a towel Rose gave her and stood up.
"Rose can you please open those curtains and open the doors to the balcony. I need moonlight and wind to surround him." Bonnie said and Rose did as asked.
Elena returned with the bowl of water and Stefan lit candles everywhere both wore expressions of worry and concern.
"Stefan turn off the lights please." Bonnie asked as she sat next to Damon and sat his head in her lap. "Baby I need you to drink for me please." Bonnie whispered in his ear knowing he didnt understand what was going on. She opened his mouth and poured the blood mixture in his mouth as he coughed and gagged but she managed to get every drop down.
Bonnie closed her eyes and began chanting she was drawing some more power from the flames of the candles she heard gasps. She placed a hand on Damon's shoulder where he was bit and my other hand over the bowl of water.
"Bonnie your nose is bleeding. Stefan she is bleeding." Elena said as she went to grab Bonnie she was grabbed by Stefan mouthing no to her. Bonnie needed to finish the spell or it would'nt work.
It was over and Bonnie opened her eyes and Stefan turned on the lights. She looked down at the bowl of water it was a muggy color now meaning all the venom was out of his body and now in the water. Bonnie smiled even though she felt weak.
"Hey Dam." Bonnie shook him but he did'nt move. She laid her head on his chest and heard nothing. She tired to find a spark of magic anywhere in his body and found none. "No no no. It was suppose to work. Damon wake up now. Wake up." she was sobbing and screaming. "Damnit dont you leave us." she could'nt stop screaming she was hurting. He was dead.
She hugged his neck and rocked back and fourth crying. Stefan picked her up as Rose grabbed him laying him back gently on the floor. Stefan hugged her.
"Im sorry." Stefan said crying.
"But it was suppose to work Stef, how could it not work? I dont understand. What good is all this power and I cant even save the love of my life?" Bonnie broke down again. Elena joined the hug crying as well. As Rose held Bonnie's hand. Bonnie couldnt stop crying.
"Hey come on let's sit you down Bon." Elena said and ushered Bonnie to the bed.
As Rose and Stefan begun to bend to pick up Damon's lifeless body the room was eerily silent until a loud gasp escaped someone's mouth and Bonnie turned.
"Oh my GOD." Bonnie breathed and fainted.
Awwwww Damon's dead and Bonnie fainted because something magical happened. Ok reviews please I crave them. Next 20 reviews and I'll have chapter 12 up in no time :)...until then kisses