What Have I Done?

I can't remember

How my feet brought me here

When they stepped in red

When my lips turned blue

How long have I been here?

Never, always?

Why can't I recall

The way home?

My home

Is this my home?

Too cold for home

(Or is it?)

Every face I pass is familiar

Each one is memory

That I just can't grasp

The mirror is broken

The water is ice

I can't see myself anywhere

Just lots of red


A/N: Fun Fact: I actually didn't write this with Captain America: The Winter Soldier or Bucky in mind. I wrote this awhile ago and came across it recently when I was looking through some of my older poetry. I was struck by how much it reminded me of Bucky and I'm still confused as to how I couldn't have written this without that intent. I like to write poetry where I have no idea what is happening so maybe it was some subconscious thing; I don't know. Anyway, I hope you like it! Let me know what you think!