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Chapter 46

A moment like this was when I wished that I would be able to turn my emotions off. You know, like how they did in the Vampire Diaries? Well then again I wasn't a vampire and did not want to be one but still wished that I could feel nothing.

All I felt was hurt and pain.

Before Jacob Black came into my life I didn't let people in. I was perfectly content with my small circle of cheerleading friends and then my best friends Kim, Leah, Carole and Lilly. But no. Jacob came along and changed me.

Well he is officially out of our lives because you dumped him! You still should have hit Bella though but for the most part, good job Piper. I knew you had it in you.

I rolled my eyes. The whole thing happened three days ago. I had been cooped up in my room ever since. The only time that I came out was when I took a shower and that was it. I wouldn't even go downstairs to eat so Emily would usually bring me something and then slightly scold me for not eating it.

I didn't snap at her though or anyone else who bothered me because I knew that deep down they were only trying to help me.

I heard my phone buzzing on my in table and at first I ignored it before picking it up and looking to see that it was Kim.

Piper, please answer me. I just want to know that you are okay. We are all worried about you. I love you.-Kim.

I felt bad but didn't answer. I just needed to be to myself right now and I knew that everyone was only trying to help me but that didn't matter.

I turned off my phone and looked at Sam who came barging in not even bothering to knock or close to the door when he entered. He sat on my bed and looked at me.

"Maybe you should take Josh's offer." Sam said and I snapped to look him in the eyes.

"You want me to leave?" I asked him in disbelief.

"Of course I don't want you to leave but I think that it would be a good idea for you to get away from all of this."

"You wouldn't be saying that if you hadn't found me in the woods and if you hadn't found out about everything that happened."

"But I did find you Piper!" Sam snapped before running a hand through his hair. "Dammit. Look I am trying to do what I think is best. Pack your bags."

I continued to lay in my bed. "So that's it? I don't even get a say?"

"Not this time. Everyone agrees that this is what's best for you."

I rolled my eyes.

Was that all they had time to do? Talk about sending me away?

Just pack your bags and let's get out of this hell hole! Let's go have some fun and we can return back to the Drama of La Push when we return!

The drama is my life!

Well I want a fucking break! There is only so much that I can take!

I watched Sam leave and shut the door. I picked up a pillow and threw it before I started crying. Fucking Jacob. I blamed him for this.

I was almost finished packing. I had two suitcases. I was finishing packing my shoes when I heard a knock on the door. I got up to open it. Embry.

"Hey," I croaked. It was so obvious by my voice that I had been crying.

"So I heard that you were leaving." I nodded zipping up my suit case.

"Just for the Summer."

"I'm sorry." He suddenly blurted out and I looked at him raising my eyebrows.

"Why are you sorry?" If anyone should have been sorry it shouldn't have been Embry. It should have been Jacob.

"Because I am Jacob's best friend and we were on patrol one day and he had been thinking about Bella and kissing her. I never thought that he would actually do."

"Well that just proves that people can truly act on their own and not give a fuck about an imprint." I snapped but frowned."I am sorry Embry. I didn't mean to snap I am just stressed and I am just tired." I wiped a tear from my eye. "You don't have to apologize and you shouldn't feel bad for what Jacob has done. He is an ass whole."

"I know."

I just sighed. "I'll miss you and everyone else." It was honest. I might be depressed but I would still miss everyone.

"Piper. I want you to know that I am here for you along with others. There's Leah, Kim, Sam, Emily and Paul here for you too." Embry said before he got off my bed and walked to my door.

"Embry." I called to him before he walked out. He turned.

"Thank you."

Embry nodded before he disappeared. I listened as the door slammed shit. Immediately I got off of my bed and I finished getting all of my bags together for this Summer.

Don't be grouchy.

Fuck off.

Oh, that's some big language your using there. Just have fun dammit. We can meet some hot guys over the Summer.

You don't even know where we are going.

No but I can dream...and fantasize.

Maybe this would be for the better, who knows.

I felt myself being eloped in a big hug making me spin around. Leah and Kim.

I hugged them both and I felt Leah rub my back. "If it helps I am going to beat Jacob's ass. I'm being calm right now but he is gonna get it," Leah whispered and I chuckled.

"I'll miss you." There was a short pause. "Both of you."

"We will miss you too." They spoke together.

I sat on my bed with them on either of my sides. I knew they wouldn't ask but I knew they wanted me to tell them what had happened so I relieved history for a couple of minutes. Leah was raging and Kim was shaking her head.

"Jacob is an ass. You don't need him," Kim spoke.

"Don't get mad at Jared if he doesn't say anything about the situation." I told Kim. I didn't want my problems to ruin her relationship with Jared. "You two have something beautiful. Make sure that you hold onto it. Please."

Kim nodded and I noticed her crying. She hugged me tightly. "I am going to miss you so much. Your my best friend."

"And you are mines." Wow. I felt like I was going away for a long time or something.

"PIPER, IT IS TIME TO GO!"

I groaned standing up and gave hugs to both Leah and Kim. I grabbed my sunglasses and put them on even though it was kind of night time. I didn't care. I didn't want everyone to see my tear filled face. Kim and Leah helped me bring my bags downstairs where everyone else was.

Josh put my bags in the car and I got a quick good bye from everyone and I told them that I would see them all later.

"Make sure you text me!" Kim told me as were standing in front of Josh's car and I nodded giving her one last hug.

"Piper," I let go of Kim. "Time to go." I nodded and smiled weakly and waved to everyone. Kim went over to Jared and I got in the car still waving watching as everyone in my line of view grew smaller and smaller.

Lighten up, this will be for the better. We can get our shit together and come back better than ever!

KIM POV:

My best friend was gone. Didn't matter that it was only for the Summer. She was gone. And I was alone.

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