A/N - Alright, I apologize greatly for the lapse in posting. As I have mentioned before, I have a lot of projects due at the moment, and I just created my time table for my next year (Grade 11 baby! :P ) So as of right now, things are hectic, but I'm writting when I can. Also, I've had short term writers block in this period of time, but for some reason, a miracle occured today in my math class, and this chapter was born. The ending may infuriate some of you, as I tend to do, but I will work hard to complete chapter 36 by monday, or hopefully tuesday. Only time shall tell...

-Ser

~Sesshomaru~

He was stunned. Her words, her actions, he could not believe she was so bold.

You are surprised? His beast asked, very amused. He should have seen something of this sort coming, as he did know, very well, the personality of young Kagome. When he came back to reality, he saw that she was becoming increasingly nervous. With his demon speed, he was off of the bed and attacking her within a second. He claimed her lips, his hands running over her luscious body, grazing over the places her cursed fabric hid from him.

"There had never been a female, that I have ever been interested in. Aroused by. Tempted by. Lusted for. Not until you." He whispered onto her swollen lips. He could feel a shiver run throughout her body, feel her against him.

"Do you really mean that?" She whispered, averting her eyes from him. Gentally, Sesshomaru ran his hand up her nerve-covered body, reaching her delicate, quivering chin, pulling her face up making her meet his eyes. He purposly let his normally hiden emotion seep through, into his soft, glittering eues. He saw her saphire blue eyes widen, having seen such emotion, that was forever hiden from the world.

"Kagome," His voice was husky, yet oh-so soft. "The words you spoke to me, the feelings you gave, this Sesshomaru understands. I feel the same. Though, never in my life will I be able to understand what it was you found admirable in that disgrace of a living being, I understand the unrequitedness, the inability to express the feelings you hold, deep in your heart. To feel something, that over time, you come to believe nearly forbidden. Posion." His voice cracked slightly, unused to portraying emotion as he had.

"I understand, but I know that neither of us need to feel that way anymore!" He watched as she put the pieces of his words together, and understanding clicked into her mind. Tears formed in her stunning eyes.

"Oh Sesshomaru... did I really do that to you..? I put you through the same hidious torture of pain that Inuyasha put me through?" He shook his head feircly.

"Never. Never have you treated me in any form close to how he was to you. You have always been kind to this Sesshomaru. Caring, strong, alive, a true hearted person. Before this one knew it, you were all my beast would allow me to see in my mind. No matter what I did."

Her forming tears fell over, and she jumped up hugging him tightly, nuzzling her face into his neck. He could feel her soft flesh pressing hard against his body, reminding him of his previously aroused state.

"I never knew... Never thought it remotly possible..." She murmmered softly.

Sesshomaru rummbled, and began running his claws lightly along her skin, deciding to deal with his aroused state. His hands fell to her hips, and very carfully, he pressed her against him, making her very much aware of what she had done to him. He heard her gasp and moan at the contact.

"Miko... Only you can create such a reaction." He growled sexually into her ear. "As only you, can fix it." He picked her up with ease, and threw her onto the bed, joining her immediatly after, attacking her neck with his lips, grazing her skin with his razor sharp fangs, causing her to gasp as her delicate skin rose with goose bumps at his touch. His hands gripped at her hips, holding her down under him, as she squirmed and writhed with pleasure.

He moved from her delisious neck, down to her chest, one hand rising back up, to remove her body of the black and purple lace bra she had adorned. Once her beautiful mound were free, he latched onto one, suckling and nipping at it, bathing in the bliss of her increasinly load moans. He felt her move her hands to his neck, entangling her fingers into his silk silver strands, tugging lightly, making Sesshomaru move further down her body. He stopped a moment, at her fluttering stomach, as he realized this to be a place of sensitivity. He placed a cluster of butterfly light kisses around her belly-button, smirking as her stomach caved inwards as she gasped.

He continued his journey dowards, and stopped just above the top of her panties. Instead of removing the bothersom fabric, he stood, leaving the heat of her body, and stood before her. She wimpered sadly at his disapearance, but stopped as she realized what he was doing.

Slowly he removed his outer clothes, and ever more slowly, began to strip himself of his inner garments, revealing his full girth to her, smirking as her eyes widened a large amount.

"Do not worry Kagome... I'll make sure it's a pleasurable experiance, not a painful one." He stalked towards her. "I may even be gental, as it is your first time." He growled sensually, crawling towards her now. "But do not expect me to always be gental." he stopped at her soaking mound of nerves, inhaling her godly sent of arousal. He ripped the slip of fabric from her body, and took a slow, long swipe with his tongue, loving how she gripped at the sheets, gasping out in utter bliss.

"Who... Who said I wanted you to be gental?" She gasped out, panting slightly. He growled and feircly attacked her virgin hole, giving her absolutely, no mercy.

Finally. She is our.

We are not mating her.

Not yet.

A/N- yea yea, I realize I do this alot, so don't be all mad xD

Ironically, While writting this chapter out, and typing it again, now, I've been listening to Still Doll, by Kanon Wakeshima. Also known as the end theme song from Vampire Knight's first season. The actual music, looking back now, kinda fits the situation, ironcally enough.

For those of you, who have never heard it, there are many english inturpritations. This is the meaning of the song, I have come to know;

His Miss Alice
With your glass eyes.
What kind of dreams
Can you see?
Are you fascinated with?

Still
My heart tears
And drifts
Stuck in the patched crevices
Are memories.

Hi Miss Alice
With those fruitful lips
To whom does love
Cast away?
Is lamented?

Already
I spin my words
Feverish tongue
Has turned cold
The song to love
Can't be sung either.

Still you do not answer.

Still you do not answer...

This isn't the best inturpritation I have found, but I've found it is the most common. There are better ones, but for lazy reasons, this is the one I'm sharing. But yeah, thank you to all who stay posted, and updated for this rambling story of mine, it means alot :D Special thanks you AracyaDragonPet, for constantly being there, reviewing, and talking to me back and forth, for whatever the reason.

Stay posted! :*

-Ser