Disclaimer: I don't own Fifty Shades of Grey
My first reviewer said that since I didn't mark this as a Christian/Ana fic that I obviously wasn't a fan of them together. I'd like to say that I most definitely am a C/A fan. I can't imagine them being fully happy without each other. If you noticed, I never said Christian was happy with his marriage to Elena. I didn't mark this story because that would basically give away my whole story.
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Christian's POV
"Carson! Let's go, you're going to be late to school!", I yell up to his room. I hear him rush down the steps. He's dressed in his school uniform. I hand him a banana and a granola bar. He rolls his eyes. He quickly eats and we rush to the car.
After dropping him off, I speed to work. Most of my haste is due to my need to not be late. A tiny sliver though is dedicated to Miss Anastasia Steele. It's wrong but I want to see her again. It's not cheating if I have thoughts of another woman. I'm not bending her over and fucking her...I'm just imagining it. I'm imagining that perfect mouth around my cock. I'm imagining her stripping in front of my bed for my own private show. I imagine her doing things Elena would never in a million years do. I will not act on my fantasies. They're just that...figments my mind makes up for the lack of physical intimacy between my wife and I.
I walk into my office and sit behind my desk. At the beginning of second period, Gail gives me the list of students who have not yet called in sick but are absent. I make phone calls to all of their parents. Three are actually sick, six are running late, one has a dental appointment and two have skipped without their parents' knowledge. At lunchtime, there's a knock at my door. I sigh and tell whomever it is to enter. My pants tighten as Anastasia Steele walks in. She hands me a few papers and sits down in the chairs across from my desk. I silently thank god that my erection could be hidden under the desk.
" I figured you'd like to see my lesson plans, sir.", she says quietly.
" Call me Christian. These look great and you plan to cover the perfect amount of information. Thank you for bringing these to me.", I smile slightly at her. Blush floods her face and I get impossibly harder. I want to see if the rest of her body flushes like her face does. I shake my head clear of the naughty thoughts and focus on willing away my...Little problem.
" You're welcome si- Christian.", she looks down at her hands. I want to tilt her chin up so I can see her beautiful eyes. Gail walks into my office and clears her throat.
" Mr. Grey, your wife is here to see you.", she announces. I feel the blood leave my face and my cock. Anastasia stands up quickly, thanks me and darts out the door as my wife walk in. I stand and kiss her cheek. Elena closes the door and sits on the couch in the corner of my office. Fuck, what if she can tell that I lust after Miss Steele?
" Who was that?", she asks.
" The new English teacher, Anastasia Steele.", I say simply. Elena nods her head.
" I came here to talk to you about something.", Elena starts. I'm suddenly nervous. I lean against my desk.
" Talk about what?", I raise and eyebrow.
" Carson is six years old Christian. I miss having a baby around the house.", Elena says quietly. I sigh angrily.
" Then I'll buy you a puppy or a kitten. We've been over this Elena. I don't want any more children. Can we not do this here?", I growl. She rolls her eyes...So that's where Carson gets it...
" I don't want a damn animal! I want to have another baby with my husband! I want our son to have a sibling to play with before the age gap is too significant.", She sneers. I laugh humorlessly.
" Well I don't want that. Elena, Carson was a surprise. He was not planned. I love that little boy more than anything but I don't want another. He is enough for me. Why can't he be enough for you?", I ask her.
" Christian, why won't you at least consider having another child? Do I mean that little to you that having another child with me disgusts you? That creating a life with me holds no appeal at all?", a tear slips down her cheek.
" First, you say you want another child when we haven't even had sex in six months. Second, you refused to care for Carson after he was born. I was the one who got up in the middle of the night. I was the one who walked him around the halls when he had colic. If we had another baby... I don't want to risk having to be mom and dad a second time around.", I shrug my shoulders.
" I need to get to the office, we aren't finished with this conversation.", Elena says while standing up.
" Yes, we are. We aren't having another baby so if that's what you want...", I don't know what to say. I refuse to be a single parent even though I'm married. Elena storms out and slams my door. Gail checks to make sure everything is alright.
Elena goes and stays with her parents. She leaves Carson with me of course. I'm relieved when Friday finally comes. One of Carson's friends is having a sleepover so I'm going out for a drink. I'm not a club type of guy so I go to a small local bar and order a whiskey. The burn of the alcohol is a welcome refreshment and stress reliever. The bell on the door rings and as I look over I think...Fuck me...
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Sooo, how was that? Better than the first chapter I hope. Reviews please?!
