I've been pacing around this dam room for the past 30 minutes trying to think of a good god dam reason as to why my daughter would have gone behind my back and snuck out her room when I clearly told her she was grounded. Some times I wonder if I've been to lenient on her, maybe I didn't punish her enough for acting the way she acted while growing up,rebellious. I just always though it was a phase in her life like all teenagers and that she would get over it, she didn't. come to think about it Avery didn't really go through a phase of acting up because she always did act up I just didn't have the time to actually scold her about it, working two jobs does that to you. " It's not like I wanted to work to jobs" I thought to myself.
I ran a hand through my hair and made my way towards the bedroom room door not wanting to think anymore about where Avery had gone, because I knew exactly where she was. It didn't take a scientist to figure it out because if anyone knew anything about my daughter it was definitely the fact that she loved to party and cause trouble something she had gotten from her father and I, the only difference being was that I knew my boundaries. When my parents were at there limit I did what I was told even if it were only for a night, Avery on the other hand had no boundaries,another thing I failed to teach her. Sometimes I ask myself why I failed as a parent so much I only ever did what I thought was best for my daughter, even if that meant spending more time at work. I needed to be able to provide for her with everything she wanted and needed because that was the life my daughter deserved the life I had promised to give her before she was even born. I close my eyes and make my way out the door turning the lights off as I go, I stand outside the door for a few second trying to pull myself together when I suddenly hear a thump on the floor. I instantly turn on the lights just in time to see none other than the devil child herself Avery.
Avery POV
F**K I mentally scream in my head. "Mom, funny seeing you here" I say while looking at her.
"cut the crap Avery, Where the hell have you been? I told you, you weren't aloud out of the house"
" I just went out for a bit , I needed some air" I lied
In all honesty I don't even know why I bothered to lie, she knew dam well it was a lie. "So you decided to go to a beer pool? You reak of alcohol"
Silence.
"What? Your not going to say anything? Not even another lie?" She said while making her way over to where I was standing.
She's standing right in from of me now and for some reason I can't make direct eye contact with her, Instead I focus on looking down at the carpet.
"I can't keep dong this Avery, I can't not be able to trust you."
"Who said you can't trust me? " I respond while now looking up at her with a confused face.
She's looking at me with a face filled with pure and utter amusement for a second I think she's just having one of her difficult days, you know the ones when you crave chocolate 24/7 and can't seem to know how your emotionally feeling. yeah one of those days, that is until she comes at me "Your way to F**ken much Avery, you know that? You act like your all innocent I buy into it give you another chance and then you go off and do something to mess it up as well. I'm personally done with those charades this is the last straw..it's one thing when you sneak out Avery but it's another complete different thing when you do it right after you find out you were expelled not even two days ago from school, do you not even care about your school education anymore? What happened to wanting to be a doctor, Avery? A lawyer, something in life?" She yells "I..I don't even know what to do with you anymore, because I can't trust you... I can't even believe in the fact that you can change because you've proved my wrong again and again.." She running her hands through her hair while pacing through the room and I don't even know what to do, what to say, or how to even act. "Mom?" I say in aloud enough voice trying to get her attention, trying to get her to realize what she's saying. I'd be lying if I all the words coming out of her mouth aren't cutting at me like sharp knifes. She finally stops and looks at me, pain and sorrow evident in her eyes and it hurts me even more because I've never seen my mom look at me they way she is right now. A single teardrop falls from the side of my eyes and I don't even have the time to think about when it started to form because within a matter of second I'm out of my room and out of the house. I'm running on my two feet and i can't even begin to form an idea of were I'm going all I know is that I can't be in my house right at this moment because I just wouldn't be able to handle it.
A/n
Hey guys sorry I haven't written in a long time...like what a year now? Yeah some where along those lines, sorry about that listen I've gotten some dm's saying that my first story and this one are the same thing due to the similar descriptions and all I have to say is NO SHIT. I mean I'm sorry but in case you haven't read the tittle of this story is "Rewrite:The Return" in more simpler terms it's a rewrite of my first book. I was so young when I first stared writing the book and excited about all the review that I would update constantly and didn't really bother to proof read most of my work, hence why I'm ReWriting it. I do how ever want to put some things out there in the open, some of the things from the old story are going to be exactly alike. If I feel there ok enough and don't need to be changed while other things will be completely different. I also went back and reread the story I first wrote and realized I really like the relationship between Avery and Colin I don't know it's random but I do so they will defiantly be in this story as well and will have a huge role because well I just want it that way. Ok um I think that's about it, review and let me know what you think and if you want go back and reread my first book tell me what you like about it, what you don't, what you think I should keep and what you think I should totally get rid of ect. Ect. Love you.
