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Christian's POV
Bright lights, my cell phone going off and a major fucking headache wake me up. I look around and see an unfamiliar room. I sit up and notice the warm body and my memories hit me. I had sex with Anastasia Steele. I fucked her harder than I've ever fucked anyone before and I loved it. I cheated on my wife. I broke my marriage vows. My heart sinks. I may be an asshole but I never wanted to be a cheater. FUCK! I stand up out of the bed quietly and retrieve my clothes. I hastily pull them all on and check my phone. A bunch of missed calls from Elena. Shit, this is fucking perfect. I smell like sex and alcohol.
I need to get home and shower. Do I wake Ana up? Do I leave a note and just go? I slowly approach her side of the bed and shake her slightly, whispering her name. She groans and tries pushing my hands away. I can't help myself. I lean down and press my lips right below her ear. Her eyes flutter open and she sighs. I can see the hurt and how ashamed she is in her eyes. I sit down on the side of the bed.
" So, um...Last night was amazing but...I'm married. I can't just ruin a ten year marriage because I got drunk and slept with someone. I'm sorry to put it like that but, I- We can't mention this...Ever again, to anyone.", I whisper. Her eyes look down at her hands and she nods her head.
" Okay, you should probably go.", she whispers back. I nod my head and stand up. I grab my phone and I walk out. My heart feels heavy. I'm an asshole. Not only have I hurt my wife, but I've hurt Ana too. How are we going to face each other again? How will I get over the feeling I have for her that have only gotten stronger since having sex? I think about it the whole cab ride home.
As soon as I get home, I go to shower. I stand under the hot spray and think. The events from last night pop into my head, hardening my cock. I sigh and rub a hand over my face. I remember everything. The way she looked, sounded, tasted and smelled. She was perfection. I grab my straining erection and start rubbing it up and down, recalling all the events of last night. It's not long before I'm releasing all over the shower wall. I feel even guiltier.
I pick Carson up from his friend's house and take him home. Elena questions me about where I was and I tell her that I spent the night at my parents house. I'd had a little bit too much wine and fell asleep in my old bedroom. She accepts this answer and leaves it alone. The rest of the day and Sunday are tense and I find myself dreading Monday. The day I'll have to see Ana again.
" Christian, we need to talk.", Elena says to me. I sigh, great more baby talk, something I'm not in the mood for.
" I'm not budging on this. I don't want another child. I'm happy with the one I have.", I say with a tone of finality.
" Where were you Friday night?", she whispers. My heart starts hammering.
" At my parents.", I lie. She looks me in the eye and sighs.
" Do you even love me anymore?", she asks quietly. I don't know...
" Elena, come on. We had a fucking fight. It's not the end of the world.", I say tightly. My mouth is dry as a fucking bone.
" If you love me, have another baby with me. I fucked up with Carson. I realize that but I want to fix it. I want a second chance and I want to be a good wife to you. Whatever, has happened in the past, let's leave it there. Let's move forward.", she knows. She knows I had sex with someone else.
Would it be that bad? Having another child with my wife? Giving my son someone to play with? Probably not. Maybe a baby is what we need to fix our marriage. To fix our family. I look Elena in the eye and take a deep breath before nodding. I take her hand and kiss it lightly. I have to try for her, for Carson.
" Okay. Let's have a baby.", I say. Her smile lights up her face and she launches herself at me. Carson is in the game room playing his x-box. Elena pushes me to sit on the couch. She straddles me and kisses me hard. I kiss her back knowing that if I don't, she'll know something is wrong. I keep getting flashes of Ana. They make my cock impossibly hard. Elena rubs up against me, spurring me on. Our pants disappear and she rides my cock like there's no tomorrow. I release inside her after she climaxes, feeling guiltier than ever before.
Elena and I collect ourselves before we make dinner. We call Carson to the table. For the first time in months we enjoy a nice family meal. Maybe this situation will all work out. Ana was a moment of horniness and weakness. I will preserve my family. I will do whatever it takes to make sure Carson has a happy family.
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