Disclaimer: I don't own Fifty Shades of Grey

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Christian's POV

Ana and I are able to avoid each other for the next month at work. Elena and I have been better than ever. We spend our alone time babymaking. It doesn't extinguish my feelings for Ana though. I find myself missing her. Today, I can't avoid her. I have a school meeting and she's going to be there. After classes, the teachers and I all gather in the library. I notice that Ana sits in the very back, her eyes never look up.

At the meeting I discuss all the school events and ask the teachers to sign up for at least one to be a chaperone. At the end of the meeting, they sign up and head home. Ana is one of the last to sign up. Our eyes connect and my heart thuds. She looks away quickly. I grab her arm as she turns to walk away.

" Can we talk?", I ask quietly. She sighs and nods her head. We go to my office. She sits on the couch and looks down at her hands.

" We can't avoid each other forever Ana. What we did was a mistake. It was the product of too much alcohol and lack of sexual attention. Can we just...Pretend it never happened. I'd like to be friends with you.", I say. She looks and laughs humorlessly.

" Christian, you fucked me and then left me. The last thing you said to me, was shit about not ruining your marriage. Why would you even have sex with me in the first place if you didn't want to ruin your marriage. Do you even care how I felt?", she growls.

" Of course I do Ana! I'm sorry, I just can't ruin my marriage for a one night stand! Elena and I are on a good path right now. My son is happier than ever. I'm not going to ruin that for you.", I yell. Tears flood her eyes.

" You are an asshole. I know that having sex was a mistake. Fuck, I've never been the girl who wants to ruin a relationship. You don't understand how guilty I felt. I hated myself Christian. Kate found me a sobbing mess after you left. It took a week before I could even eat.", tears fall down her face. I want to comfort her but I can't.

" Ana-", she cuts me off with a shake of her head.

" As of now, you are just my boss and I'm just your employee. Have a nice day Mr. Grey.", she stands up and walks out of my office.

I sit in my car for twenty minutes before I can even start it. My mind keeps replaying the meeting. Why am I such an asshole to her? It wasn't just her fault that we had sex. I should have never said the things I did. I've fucked up. I don't think Ana is ever going to want to speak to me again. I sigh and start my car. I drive home slowly. Elena is helping Carson with his homework. I kiss both their cheeks before going to change into more comfortable clothes. When I turn around Elena is standing there. She smiles at me.

" So... I'm late.", She says. Her words confuse me.

" Late for what?", I ask. She smiles and places my hand on her stomach.

" My period Christian. I took a test this morning. It was positive. I have a doctor's appointment on Thursday at nine am.", She smiles. I smile back and kiss her .

She's pregnant. Elena is pregnant after only a month. I was expecting to have a little more time to adjust to the fact that we were trying to get pregnant. Maybe it's a sign, that this is what was meant to be. I rub my thumb over her stomach and lean down to kiss her.

" When should we tell Carson?", I ask her.

" After my appointment. Let's make sure everything is okay first.", She puts her hand over mine.

" Alright.", I agree.

" Do you want a boy or a girl this time?", she asks excitedly. I smile slight and shrug.

" It doesn't matter. As long as their healthy and happy. I know how to raise a boy. I don't know anything about girls though so...A boy. I'm rooting for a boy.", I tell her. She laughs.

" Well, I want a girl. A little girl to dress up in bows and dresses.", She says.

" Our family is going to be ecstatic. My mother has been badgering us for more grandkids. She's finally getting her wish.", I laugh quietly.

I'm going to be a father again. I'm still in shock. I can't believe it. Hopefully I'll snap out of it by Elena's appointment. We're having a baby, I should be ecstatic. I made a baby with my wife. Why am I not jumping for joy and yelling it from the rooftops. I feel guilty. This baby was most likely made on the day I hurt Ana. Why am I thinking of Ana when my wife tells me she's pregnant? I need to put her in the past. Leave the memories of our night together behind me. It's the only way to ensure the happiness of my family. They can never find out about my night with Ana. I dread what happens if they do.

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Sooo, Elena is pregnant. Review your thoughts please?!