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Christian's POV

Thursday approaches and I'm sitting with Elena in the doctor's office. Dr. Greene has been her doctor since before we met. They've become close friends and she's the only doctor Elena trusts with our child. I hold Elena's hand and wait for someone to come get us. I look around the room and my gaze stops at a familiar blonde. The girl from the bar. She catches my eye and I swear, I see her glare at me. I look away quickly and start talking to Elena. Ten minutes later a nurse comes to get us.

They quickly go through all the mandatory things. We wait in a room for Dr. Greene to confirm the pregnancy. It takes twenty minutes. Dr. Greene tells us that Elena is in fact pregnant and around four weeks. She tells us that there's no point in doing an ultrasound today because the baby is too small to see even with the transvaginal wand. We set up another appointment in eight weeks.

We arrive home and Elena is all over me. I'm not really in the mood to have sex. I tell her that I'm not feeling well and I'm going to take a nap. She frowns but let's me go. I go to our room and lay on the bed. I hear Elena on the phone with someone but I can't understand what she's saying. My thoughts drift to Ana. What is she doing? Is she dating anyone? I just...I want to see her. I want to apologize for what I said. I was a dick and she didn't deserve that. Elena walks into our room and sits on the bed with me.

" Christian, what's going on with you?", Elena asks quietly. I shake my head.

" Nothing, I just don't feel well.", I whisper. She sighs angrily.

" We decided to have a baby. You can't be angry about it now. I'm sorry it didn't take as long as you'd hoped but get over it. In eight months we're going to have another child to care for.", she growls. I roll my eyes.

" I fucking know that Elena. When the doctor says your wife is pregnant that usually means there's gonna be a baby in the future. I just need to adjust to it.", I Shrug.

" No what you need to do is get over whatever it is you've got in that mind of your's. I'm pregnant, I don't need to be worrying about what's going on in your head. You should be happy. We're going to be parents again.", She laughs humorlessly. I stand up quickly.

" I'm going out for a little while. Don't tell Carson without me there.", I say. I pull on a suit and head to the school.

Gail congratulates me on the baby. I smile and thank her. I'm not in the mood to talk about the baby. I need time to think. I need time to process. I thought I had more time. I thought that, by the time she did get pregnant I would be used to the idea and excited about adding to our family. I'm not though. I don't feel any connection to this child. There's a knock on my office door. I call for them to come in and Ana walks through the door. She sits at the chair in front of my desk after closing the door.

" I hear you're wife is having a baby.", she says. I nod my head.

" Ya, she's four weeks.", I whisper.

" Why don't you seem more excited? Usually, married couples are happy to be having a child.", She raises an eyebrow.

" I have someone else on my mind, I guess. I fucked up with her and I don't know how to make it right. I was an asshole to her.", I look into Ana's blue eyes.

" She'll forgive you. She'll forgive you because she's an idiot and even though she shouldn't, she has feelings for you.", a tear slips down her cheek. I look at the clock. School ended ten minutes ago. I walk around to the other side of the desk. I slowly reach out and rub my thumb over her cheek.

" I'm sorry Ana. I hurt you and...I can't say anything other than I'm sorry.", My voice is rough with emotion. Before I can stop myself, my mouth is on hers. Her hands are tangled in my hair. This is wrong but it feels so right. I lead her to the couch in the corner and lay her down on it.

Our bodies rub against each other and it feels amazing. My hand makes it's way under her skirt and into her panties. She moans and shifts her hips to meet my fingers. I quickly unbutton her blouse and shove her skirt up past her waist. I move my lips to her neck and down to her breasts. She gasps as my tongue meets her perfect nipple. She unbuttons and unzips my pants. She uses her feet to push them and my boxers down my legs. I line myself up and thrust into her. Unlike last time, I go at a slow pace. I put all my feelings into it. I kiss her passionately, our tongues meet. I bite her bottom lip gently and start to put my force into my thrusts. She moans my name and it spurs me on.

" God Ana, you're perfect.", I moan and let my mouth explore her breasts. Her fingers knot in my hair and I speed my thrusts up. I feel her legs start to tighten around me. I bite her nipple and she explodes around me, forcing me to give into the pleasure and release inside her. I rest my head in the valley of her breasts to catch my breath.

I know what we've done is wrong but...It doesn't feel that way. She feels so right, like she was made for me. I've cheated on my pregnant wife but all I can think about is how beautiful Ana is inside and out. I lean up and kiss her gently, letting my tongue explore her mouth. We've just had sex at the school where we both work. In my office. I pull out of her slowly and pull up my pants. She fixes her clothes and stands up.

" I can't let you go.", I whisper. She kisses me softly and nods her head in understanding.

" I can't either but...I don't want to be a homewrecker. I don't want to ruin a family and I have. Christian, you have a wife and a son and another baby on the way. This can't happen again. As much as I want it to.", tears fall down her face.

" Baby, please.", I don't know what I'm begging for, but I am.

" I need to go. Kate set me up on a date with a friend of hers at the Times. Goodbye Christian.", she kisses my cheek and walks out of my office. This is how she must have felt when I left her last month. God I'm such a jackass. And as much as I shouldn't be, I'm jealous of the bastard that she's going out with tonight. Will she kiss him? Will she take him home and have sex with him? Will they fall in love and get married? I don't want that. Any of it. I want her to have that with me.

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Sooo, they had sex again...Review your thought's please?!