Disclaimer: I don't own Fifty Shades of Grey
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Christian's POV
Our fears are suddenly gone when Carson runs back into the room with a stuffed animal in his hand he lets me put him back on the bed. I recognize the toy. It's the toy that Carson picked out to give to Emma when he met her. He leans forward and kisses Emma on the forehead.
" She's pretty. I love her.", he whispers. A tear falls down Ana's face.
" She is pretty. Do you want to hold her?", I ask him. He looks at me with eyes and then back to his sister.
" Can I? I- I don't wanna drop her.", he says. I nod my head and carefully transfer Emma from Ana's arms to Carson's. I let my hand rest under Emma's head while she's in Carson's arms. He smiles widely and kisses her again.
Over the next day, our room is a revolving door of guests. My parents are in love with Emma and Ana. Ana's parents are infatuated with their granddaughter. Carson demands at least fifteen minutes of cuddle time with his little sister. He gets upset when Emma starts to fuss as she gets hungry. Everyone quietly leaves as Ana feeds Emma. Carson stays though and looks a little grossed out.
" Mommy...What is she doing?", he asks disgusted. Ana giggles.
" She's eating, she drinks milk for awhile. She doesn't have the appetite for mac and cheese just yet.", Ana tells him.
" B-but why is she eating...Your boobie?", he whispers the last part. I have to clamp my mouth shut to keep from laughing.
" That's where she gets milk from Sweetie. Most babies are breast fed.", She smiles at him. She keeps herself calm so she doesn't embarrass him.
" Did I get milk from my Mom Elena?", he asks me. I shake my head sadly.
" No, she didn't feel comfortable. You were fed with a bottle and formula.", I tell him.
" That's ok, I don't want my mouth on her boobie anyway.", he shrugs. I can't hold my laughter in this time. I kiss his head and ruffle his hair.
Ana has to stay in the hospital for two days. When those two days are up, Carson helps us get Emma into her going home outfit. It's a little light gray sleeper with white dots and little ballet slippers on it. I put her pacifier clip onto her outfit gently and slip the pacifier into her mouth. Ana puts her little cap with a bow on it on her and asks Carson to help with her mittens. He looks at them confused.
" Why does she need mittens? It's not snowing.", he states. Ana smiles and picks up on of Emma's hands.
" Emma's nails are a little bit sharp. She could accidentally scratch her face and we don't want that.", Ana explains to him. Carson slips one mitten onto his little sister's hand and then the other.
" Can I do the clips on the car seat?", he asks us. We nod our heads. I carefully pick Emma up, supporting her head with my fingers and gently lay her into the car seat. I pull her tiny arms through the straps and bring Carson over. I tell him to be careful and not to accidentally pinch Emma's skin. His hands shake as he locks the car seat straps. Ana tucks Emma's blanket around her and we're ready to go. The nurse gives Carson a sucker for being a good helper. He says that he's not a helper he's just a big brother. The nurse melts at his words and then wheels Ana out of the room. I'd taken the bags down to the car earlier. I carry Emma's car seat in one hand and hold Carson's hand with the other. I look down at Carson and I get a good look at what he's wearing. He's in all blue. His shirt though says 'I'm the big brother'. It's adorable.
Ana sits in the backseat between Emma and Carson just in case Emma starts crying on the way home. Our family has decided to let us relax and adjust to being home with the new baby. They're going to come over tomorrow for a little start of summer, welcome home barbeque. The doctor said as long as we lather Emma up with sunscreen and make sure she isn't too hot, she can go outside. We pull up to the house and Carson helps me bring in all the bags. Ana isn't allowed to lift anything heavier than Emma and she's not allowed to climb stairs. I take the baby inside and leave her in her car seat. I tell Carson to stay there and watch her for a minute. I carry Ana up our porch steps and set her down once we're inside. She bends down and unbuckles the baby. She pulls Emma out and walks over to the couch. Carson rushes to his room to put away the stuff he brought. I give Ana the baby's blanket and set the diaper bag right next to the couch. I go and unpack quickly.
We spend the day cooing over Emma. We decided to start Emma's tummy time and laid her belly down on a blanket on the floor. Carson thought she'd be lonely so he laid on his stomach in front of her and made funny faces at her. It wasn't long before Emma fell asleep though. Carson kisses her head and carefully stands up, not wanting to wake her. I go and make lunch for us all and then feel bad because we need to wake Emma up to eat. Carson runs down the stairs when he hears Emma start crying. He glares at me and Ana. I'm proud of him, he's an amazing big brother already.
" Why did you wake her up? That's mean.", he crosses his arms over his chest. Ana chuckles and pats the seat next to her.
" Babies have to eat every couple of hours. Even if it means waking them up. We don't want her to be hungry.", Ana explains as Emma latches on. Carson strokes her cheek with his finger. Emma bring her hand up and grabs onto it. We'd taken her mittens off and clipped her finger nails. I call Carson to come get his lunch he kisses Emma's cheek quickly and runs to get his food. I bring Ana's to the couch, not wanting her to have to move around as much. Carson tries to eat in the living room but he's messy sometimes and I don't want to clean up stains today. My family is perfect, I can't wait to see what the future holds.
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Soo, Carson is completely in love with Emma. There are pictures of Emma and Carson on my polyvore. The link to my profile is in my bio. Review your thoughts?!