A/N: Thanks guys for Reviews..DUO's fans ka reviews tu main Expect bhi nahin kar rahi thi…Thanks for it…But Sorry for not writing any DUO story..muja Reviews he nahin Milta abi tu I stop writing it and I already informed u guys abt it…I will Write OS when I will get free time and Nice Topic on DUO…I put a lots of effort in my stories aur mera jasa Koi bhi Regular and Long chaps Post nai karta..Pher bhi mostly logon ko mujsa yah Shikayat hai ka Jab main Unki stories read nahin karti tu wo meri parna ka bad Reviews bhi nahin Karen gaa…Sorry but I really don't Get this Point..jo Story muja pasnd ati hai main ussa parti bhi hoon aur Must Review bhi karti hoon..Baki Muja tu apni bhi sab Stories pasand nai atien..LOL …Yes its true…But main iss taran sa kam nai kar sakti..mera dil bht dukha hai abi aur nai moka dana chati… Sorry but muja wasa feed back nai milta jasa deseve karti hoon.. Sab parta hain but Review nahin Karta… Anyways leave all that…Wo sab past hai…
Hope u guys enjoy this…Thank You….
JEENA MERA
Next day, Tarika was coming back after dropping Adi at school..She was walking slowly bcz she was feeling pain in her whole body…Looking tired due to so many sleepless night..She stops at one side of Road and sat on bench places there after holding her head..when after few mins she feels someone's hand on her shoulder..she looks upward and a sad smile crept on her face..
Tarika: Arre Devika tum…kasi ho?
Devika (sitting beside her wd concern): Main tu teak hoon Tarika..par tum..tum muja teak nai lag rahi ho..kye baat hai asa yahen kyun bethi ho?
Tarika (tired tone): Nai yaar main teak hoon..muja kye hua hai..bas asa he yaar tabeat thora down lag rahi hai ajj…Adi ko school chorna gayi thi muskil saa..ajj himat nai hai jasa…
Devika: kitni baar kaha hai tum saa ka Adi ko School Van main bej diya karo..Sab society walon ka becha School Van main he tu jata hain..pher tum kyun nai maan jati…
Tarika (looks at her wd tears): Un sab ka pas bht log hain Devika..(Devika looks at her sadly) mera pas Sirf Adi hai…muja dar lagta hai ussa aik pal bhi apni nazron sa door nai kar sakti…(looking other side sadly) aur tum janti ho yah acha saa..
Devika (pressing Tarika's shoulder softly): Yaqeen he nai hota yah woi Tarika hai..wohi Forensic Doctor jisa main janti thi…jo kitni strong hua karti thi..aur ab kitna dar..kitna khuaf bara hua hai iss Tarika ka ander ..kitna fark hai iss aur uss Tarika main..lagta he nahin tum meri wohi dost ho…
Tarika (looks at her in tears): Tu kye karon..aur kye karon Devika main..? Abb mujh mein himmat nahin rahi Devika…akala har pal jang larta larta Thak chuki hoon mein..aur iss intazaar na muja (so sad tone) ab muja yah intazar torna laga hai..ander he ander toot rahi hoon mein..
Devika (removing her tears): bas karo Tarika plz…apna app par yah zulam karna bas kar do..kyun nai maan lati sachie ko? Accept kyun nai kar lati.. akher kye rakha hai iss zindagii mein..? kab tak yuhen akala raho gii.. kam sa kam apna gher walon ka pas he
Tarika (stood up in anger): kyun? kyun chali jayon apna gher walon ka pas ..(loud) HAAN? Kye yah mera gher nai hai..(removing her tears) Mera gher yahi hai Devika..Mera Pati ka gher.. aur kyun jayon main apna Maa baap ka gher..un sa ka pas jo muja yah manana par majbor karta hain ka mera Abhi..(words breaking) wo..wo nai..na…raha.. (tears falls down from her eyes) kyun bolta hain wo asa…jab wo log..wo sab log (she starts crying) jino na ussa Uss Mission par beja..jab wo sab asa nai manta Devika tu pher main kasa maan loon..wo kyun muja yah manana par majbor karta hain…
Devika comes towards Tarika, having tears in her eyes..she presses Tarika's shoulder just to console her as..
Devika: Tarika Plz….
Tarika (looks at her): Wo Hai…wo Hai Devika..Ager main hoon tu Woh bhi hai..wo hai.. aur wo loota gaa aik din..Muja vishwas hai..aur mera yah vishwas aik din zaroor pora hoga..dhak lana tum..dhak lana..
And with this she left while crying on the way…Devika looks at her and tries to stop her but she left.. She was crying during her moving back journey to home..And At last she stops..she stops In front of Temple Starring and looks upward…
Tarika : nahin ayon gii main..Ajj bhi nahin ayon gii..Jab tak tu meri Pratna nahin sun lata main nahin ayon gii.. Akhir kab tak..Kab tak meri bebasi ka tamasha Dhaka gaa..Kyun nai meri pukar sun lata…kyun nahin?
KASA HAI SAFAR WAFFA KI MANZIL KAA…
NAA HAI KOI HAAL DILON KI MUSKIL KAA….
ADHI ADHI ADHORI KHUWISHEN….
TOOTI PHOOTI SAB FARMYESHEN…..
She sat down on Temple starring and starts crying after folding her both hands…
Tarika : Plz Abhi..abb aye jayo…tuma apni Taru ka iss haal par kyun taras nai ata..tum na tu kaha tha duniya ki sari kushyen laa kar doga muja..pher meri zindagii he cheen kar kasa chala gaya tum…plz asa mat karo mera sath…aye jayo Abhi…ab wapis aye jayo..dhako tumari tarika tooth rahi hai ab….
KAHEN HOTHON PAA HAR LAMHA FARYAAD HAI….
KSSI KI DUNIYA CHAHAT MAIN BARBAD HAI….
YAH RABA…
OH YAH RABAAAA…..?
She stood up after clearing her tears and starts her journey moving back to home…finally she reaches at home and she just falls down on sofa after opening her home door and closes her eyes..When she hears phone ring of her mobile phone..She opens her eyes and somehow takes out her mobile from her hand bag and looks at the screen and just attaches her mobile with her ears and speaks with very tired tone..
Tarika (tired tone): Dayaaaaa….Plzzzzzzzzz
Daya: No Tarika..i m coming in evening and u be ready…ajj hum 3no bahr jayen gaa..main Adi ka sath akala jaa jaa kar bore ho gaya hoon…
Tarika (Shock): Bore? Aur tum Adi ka sath?
Daya: Haan Baba..ab kye karon..thori dar he guzarti hai aur tumara beta bolna lag jata hai…Mom akali hoon gii..Chachu abb gher chalen naa…wo enjoy he nai kar pata Tarika..ab tuma tu chalna he para gaa..
Tarika: Daya main janti hoon yah tum sirf mera liya karta ho..tuma malom hai main nahin jayon gii pher bhi…
Daya: Tarika tuma bhi malom hai jab tu asa kyun karti ho..kyun kud ko qaid kar ka rakh liya hai tum naa..bas bht ho gaya..hum sab sa asa nai Dhaka jata…
Tarika: tu pher ussa kaho naa ka wo aye jaya..(Daya became stunned) tumari tu wo har baat sunta haina Daya…?
Daya (trying hard to control his tears but failed): Wo aya gaa tarika..Aik din wo zaroor lout kar aya gaa..wo jahen kahen bhi hai ussa humari tarp keench kar aik din zaroor laya gii..dhak lana tarika…
Tarika (hopeful tone): Daya…kye kuch bhi pata nai chal saka?
Daya (trying to cover up): Aye…ee..ay..wo wo..darsal..haan Tarika..wo chala naa..bht achi movement hui..hum aga bar rahay hain huma bht jald koi..k..koi tu surag mil he jaya gaa..dhak lana tum..bht umeed hai iss bar tarika…
Tarika (tears falls down): Tum saa jhoot nai bola jata Daya..mat bola karo Jhoot plz… And she cuts the call..
Daya: Hello..hello Tarika…Tarika..suno tu…Tarika?
But Tarika was completely in tears… Always when she talks with Daya..a New Hope appears in her..she always ask the same question with so much hope and Daya always tries to cover up it but failed..but Her Hope never loses ever…
NAA POCHO DARDMANDON SAAA…
HANSI KASI KUSHI KASIIII….
MUSEBAT SAR PAA RAHTI HAI…
KABI KASI TU KABHI KASI…..
OHHHHHH RABAAAAAAAAAAAAA….
RABAAAAAAAA…..OHHHHHHHH ?
OHHHHH RABAAAAAAA…
In Evening, Tarika was busy with Adi…she was setting her hairs in hurry with…
Tarika: Adi beta jaldi karo…Chachu ata hi honga..humesha tum late ho jata ho..
Adi: Mom app bhi chalu naa humara sath Plz…
Tarika (ignoring him): acha suno Chahcu ko tang mat karna zyada..Okay? wo tumari koi baat taltay nahin isska matlab yah nahin ka tum apni har baat manwyo un say…Smjha…
Adi: Yes Mom… acha abi ho gaya tu main jayon bahr khelna jab tak chachu nahin aye jata?
Tarika (kissing on his forehead): yes U go…but kapra kharab mat kar lana… And Adi runs towards outside and Tarika turns towards kitchen with…Daya ki pasand ka kuch bana lati hoon..humesha khana kaya bina he chala jata hai jaldi mein..ajj tu bilkul bhi asa nai jana dongi… when she hears vase falling voice and turns out with..Adiiiii ab kye tora tum naa…And she stops after seeing someone else standing at door step…
Lady: Tarika beta main hoon tumari Mom..Adi tu bahr khel raha hai…
Tarika (feeling not good): App yahen….yahen kyun ayien..?
Mom (enters with): Kyun nahin aye sakti? Tumari Maa hoon mein….
Tarika (enters inside the kitchen once again): malom hai muja achi taran saa.. kuch kaam tha tu muja call kar laten..itni door ana ki kye zarorat thi..
Mom settling herself on sofa and looking towards Tarika, working in kitchen…
Mom: Tuma dhakna ka liya ati hoon yahen tak..yah janana ka bawajood ka tuma mera yahen ana pasand nahin hai..
Tarika (looks at her): App ka yahen ana nahin..par app ki baten…HAAN muja wo bilkul pasand nahin..
Mom (stood up with): Kyun? tu kye galat khati hoon? Kud Maa ban gayi ho par aik Maa ki feelings nahin smjh sakti..tuma jab asa iss haal mein yahen dhaki hoon tu kye beetati hai mujh par janti bhi ho tum?
Tarika (comes out from kitchen): Tu mat aya Karen yahen..muja iss haal mein nai dhakna para gaa app ko…mera Naseeb main yahi sab hai..nahin badal sakti issa main…
Mom: Tumara naseeb mein nai..tum na kud likha hai yah sab apna liya.. humesha ki yah zindagii jeena chati ho tum aik jhooti ASS (hope) mein… wasa kuch nai hona wala tarika jasa tum sochti ho..smjh kyun nai lati tum..? kam sa kam apna nahin tu ADI ka he khyal kar lo…apna sath sath ussa bhi jhooti umeed diya bethi ho tum..Jhooti umeed…
Tarika (angry): Mom plz Stop it…
Mom: No..i will not… Tum pagal ho rahi ho iss akalapan mein aur jhooti umeed main jeeta jeeta…Tarika apni ankhen kholo…Abhijeet ab nai ana wala..Smjho…jab wo itna salon mein nai louta tu ab kye louta gaa.. kuch month ka liya mission par gaya tha..Achanak kahan… kasa… gyub hua kssi ko kuch malom nahin…(She looks towards Silent Tarika) Maar chukka hai wo…nahin louta gaa ab wo..
Tarika (just burst into anger): SHUT UP…just SHUT UP…Her Mom became shocked…Chali jaiya yahen saa..(pointing towards main door) just Go…aur pher mat aiya gaa…I said just Get Out….
Her Mom took her hand bag and moves out with…
Mom: Har bar yahi karti ho…lakin main pher aye jati hoon tuma Smjhna..yah soch kar ka kabhi tum sachie ko smjho gii.. Par nai..Teak hai jaa rahi hoon main..Par Tarika tumara yun chilana sa Sach badal nai jaya gaa.. ussa ana hota tu ab tak aye chukka hota… Sach ko manana seeko…And she left…
Tarika (screams behind her): I hate u…I hate u Mom…app meri maa nai ho sakten..Muja nai sunani app ki yah bakwas…mera Abhi zinda hai …zinda hai wo.. aur wo aya gaa aik din aur app sab ka moun band ho jayen gaa..dhak lana…And she enters into her room and falls down on her bed..Kyun..kyun jeena nai data ho muja sab..kyun meri zindagii Azab bana ka rakh dii hai..Abhi tuma kye yah sab dikhta nahin hai? Kye tuma meri pukar sunie nai dati kye? And she hears knock on her room door..she stood up with anger..Pher sa kyun ayien hain yahen…haan…I said just go And with this she opens the door and became shocked after seeing DAYA standing at door step looking at her shockingly…
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