I'm so sorry for not updating for so long, I had so much to do. I'm honestly so sorry, but now I have more time to write and I'll update more often :)

I know this chapter is kinda short, but I hope you guys still like it. It's also a bit different from the other chapters :)

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"I gotta go now", I say after a while of just sitting there with him and get up to collect my clothes. Austin gets up, too, and puts on his boxers. "Maybe I'll visit you later", he says before kissing my lips softly. I just smile and say good bye.

After I went home to get ready, I went to work at Sonic Boom. All I can think about is Austin. Damn, I fell hard for him. I liked him for a long time, but now that he's actually my boyfriend it just feels so different. He is mine. And I know that I won't ever let him go. He treats me good, we're best friends, he's my inspiration. "Hello, Ally? You okay?", Trish interrupts my daydreaming. "Oh hey, I didn't see you come in", I answer. "Yeah, I noticed that", she laughs, "What are you thinking about?", she smirks. "What? Nothing!", I grin. "Yeah sure", she says, "Tell me everything, how was your movie date?", she says.

After I told her everything and she leaves again for work, after her boss send her several messages, my shift is over and I go into my practice room. The words just flow out of me. I have so many ideas, so many words to describe the way Austin is making me feel like. I feel like the luckiest girl on the planet, like the girls in romantic movies. I feel like I found the one, the one I'm meant to be, the one I will get old with together, the one that I will never stop loving no matter what happens in the future. I feel like I finally found the love I craved for for so long.

Just thinking about him makes me so happy. Thinking about his smile, his voice, his eyes, his hair, his smell, the way he loves music and performing, the way he dances when he's on stage, the way he moves his hips... Oh god, thinking about him also gets me really horny. * buzz buzz * My phone. A message from Austin. "Hey Ally, I can't come to visit you today. sorry babe. My parents just called, they're coming earlier than planned. See you tomorrow, Love Austin."

Shit. I already felt that I was wet between my legs, who's gonna please me now. I just want his cock inside of me right now. But I can't be mad at him, he has a good reason and he said he would come maybe anyways. I will just try to ignore it, try to ignore that I yearn for some kind of friction. I try to concentrate on the song I'm working on right now but I just can't. All I can think about is Austin. And I decide to do something I've never done before. Some girls at school talked about it, but I've never done it.

I lock the door, lay down on the couch in the practice room, close my eyes and... and... what comes next? How do you masturbate? I imagine Austin being here with me and I imagine him grabbing and massaging my boobs, so I grab my boobs and softly knead them. Slowly I let my hand travel further down, until I reach my pants and I unbutton it and let my hand slip into my underwear. My folds are soaking wet by now. I imagine Austin circling his fingers around my clit and let out a quiet moan. I grab my boobs with my free hand. "Mhm, Austin", I whisper. Then I imagine him putting first one finger inside of me, then two, then finally three, and pumping them in and out of me. I circle my thumb around my clit, while thrusting my fingers in and out of myself until I cum. "Holy shit", I scream, while arching my back and my legs shaking.

I lay there for a while, trying to recover from my orgasm. That felt amazing, I think to myself, but I wish Austin had really done that to me.