Hey my little chiddies! I'm officially off of HAITUS time! yay, back to writing! I will have more poll stuffs at the bottom but I just want to get straight to the story.

Lucy POV

After me and the mystery-man and I disappeared we reappeared a strange cave. I currently felt like murdering someone, crying my eyes out and wallowing in my own sadness, and wanting to run around in a field like a very cliche' movie shouting I'm free! . I turned to get a better look at this mystery-man and had a moment of realization.

Flashback. (Lucy is 11 in this)

"Come here girly! I know you can run but you''ll never be able to hide from me!" Shouted the rapist. I whimpered not realizing that I happened to be giving away my whereabouts. "Found ya!" He screamed, tearing open the cupboard door. Reaching his hand in, I moved my face closer and bit down as hard as I could ever have done. Tears streaming down my face and my teeth aching. I bit through his hand and pulled as hard as I could until I felt the presence of his hand go away and his screams of agony were the only thing to be heard. His blood and my tears mixing together, I didn't care, I just knew that I had to escape before he could harm me.

Moving as fast as I could I climbed out of the cupboard and started into a sprint down the halls of the dark house. I could see the front door right there... I was so close, he pulled me back by my hair. "PLEASE!" I shrieked "Stop! Please! Help!" Crumpling to the floor with my head in my hands I wailed aloud. Scared for my life, I continuously screamed and shouted for help but no one came this time...no one will ever come for me...

"Shut it girly!" He spat "Now that you've caused so much trouble, you need punishment." Chuckling darkly he walked away into a room and soon returned with a knife. No..no, no, no, no, NO! I-no, I don't want punishment, I don't want pain, I don't want scars!...I've had enough suffering in my life, I don't understand! Why me?! It's NOT FAIR... These are the consequences my head told me

These are the consequences for being a weakling! It said Take it, endure it, learn to love pain.. Pain is the only thing that will help you... I didn't care anymore, I will listen to the voice in my head this time, I believe that pain is the only way... I felt the men's cold, dirty, calloused hands tie my hands and feet up into metal restrains. Right as they finished they approached me and said,"This is what you get for ruining our masters hand you little slut!" then started to slash me with knives and whips. My face goes blank and all feelings I can register is pain, I shriek for them to stop but they don't listen. YOU LIED TO ME! I screamed at the voice in my head. IT DOESN'T HELP, IT MAKES ME GO INTO A WORLD OF DARKNESS AND HATRED!

The pain is helping you now, I never lied to you. All you ave to do is let go...

OKAY, I'LL LET GO.. WILL IT TAKE AWAY THE HURT? I ask the voice

Yes, it will remover you from your world of sadness.. You can be happy...

OKAY... every so slowly I close my eyes and let the light engulf me. I could see my mother as an angel, a hand extended for me. Tears fill my eyes as I run to her. All of a sudden she disappeared, making me stop dead in my tracks. Everything started to disappeared and fade into a hospital room. no, not again, why didn't I die! Who brought me here?! I look around to see a boy my age staring at me. He has black eyes and black hair that spiked in all directions. Rage and sadness filled me as I ask,"Why?"

Tilting his head to the side "What do you mean why? I heard screaming and I came and saw you so I trie-" "You ruined it..." I interrupted "I was trying to let go... I could see my mommy again... For the first time in a long time I wasn't left behind in a world of being hated, I was with someone who loved me..Now I'm left alone again.." He abruptly stood up and hugged me, still shocked but my body moved to it's own accord and hugged him back. I felt like I could trust him, he held me like I was the last human being on earth. Saying something
I never thought I could hear, I cried and hugged him tighter.

"I will never leave you behind...I used to feel like you, sometimes I still do, until I met you..." He cried

"Promise?" I questioned

"Cross my heart and hope to die.." He smiled "Now let get outta here and start our new life." Picking me up bridal style I asked him

"What's your name?" smiling he answered "My name is Zeref, I already know yours is Lucy because you said so in you sleep" He laughed while I just flushed. Leaving the hospital me and Zeref ran off to find a new home for us.

Flashback ends.

I look up at the man, already feeling the sensation of tears coming. "Zeref?" I squeaked "Is it really you?" He spun around with wide eyes. A smile slowly creeps its way into his face. I couldn't believe it... It was really him... My first love... Staggering, I got up and ran to him, tackling him into a hug in which he happily returned. Stuffing his face in the crook of my neck and inhaling.

"Lucy..I missed you so much" mumbling from the crook of my neck. I tried to get out of his grip a little so I could see his face, this only caused him to hold on to me tighter. "Lucy, I need to tell you.." Smiling he brought me closer to the fire with him. Unconsciously I snuggle close to him for warmth.

Looking down at me he shed a single tear.

"I love you Lucy.."

Woah bro, cliffhanger.. HAHAHA! I'm so evil, so the poll is being cancelled because I'm making a special twist on this story.

Please review, I don't know what to have done with Lucy's training stuffs. For example:

What new powers shall she have

What will her training involve with

Ya ughm... I made the flashback because I wanted it to be like long lost pals :3

I got to go my little chiddies! Luv ya as readers :D

i need a nap...

baiiii

P.S. : I only own the OC's not fairy tail!

peace