Chapter 23 I blame you!
A few weeks later:
Kate wasn't handling things well at all she was shutting out everyone. Kate's mom came to help with Gracie while Randy was on the road. Kate had talked to Dean a few times but that was it. Kate would come out of their room on occasion to eat with Gracie and to play with her, Gracie was the only one that Kate would talk to.
Randy came in the house, flowers in hand, when Gracie ran to him. He loved that moment it maybe the same every time but that didn't matter. When his daughter wrapped her arms around him and said daddy his heart melted.
Randy: Hi Princess.
He kissed her forehead.
Randy: HI Nina!
Nina: Hi Randy.
Randy: Is Kate?
Nina: Still in bed. She came down stairs a little bit ago.
Gracie: Yeah Mommy played tea party with me, but she is still sad daddy.
Randy: I know baby! But got these flowers for her to make her feel better.
Gracie: I think it will work. I don't like seeing mommy so sad.
Randy: I don't either Princess.
Randy made his way up stairs and in to their bed room.
Randy: HI Kate, I'm home.
Kate just looked at him.
Randy: Still not talking to me? I brought you some flowers.
Kate sat up in bed and looked at her husband, he looked back at his wife, she was wearing shorts, one of his old RKO shirts and her hair was in a messy bun and no make up on. But as Randy looked at her he thought she had never looked more beautiful. He handed her the flowers and she put them on the night stand next to the bed. Randy sat on the bed.
Randy: Kate honey, I love you. But you can't keep doing this. This shut everyone out version of yourself this isn't you. I am worried about you.
Kate: You just don't get it do you.
Randy: I would if you just talk to me.
Kate: I lost our baby! I was pregnant and now I'm not. You don't get what that feels like to know that you had a living baby inside of you and then she was just gone. GONE Randy. We aren't having a baby any more. *she was staring to cry*
Randy: Kit we can try again and have another baby.
Kate: I don't want another baby, I wanted that baby.
Randy was trying to understand: I know honey, but we will have another baby. You can't blame yourself for this.
Kate: Oh I stopped blaming my self about a week ago, I blame you Randy.
Kate got out of bed, they were both standing at this point.
Kate: Do you hear me Randal Keith Orton, Mr. Viper. I BLAME you. You couldn't leave it alone you had to go after Dean. I asked you to stop and leave him alone but no you had to be the man who beat up the guy who slept with your wife. What did you get out of it huh Randy? You still kicked his ass at Payback, but you know what I got out of it. Our baby gone... Gone Randy. Here one minute and gone the next all because you had to be the man and kick Dean's ass for talking to me. He had a right to know about the baby you know.
Randy was full of anger and sadness he was trying to process all of what his wife was saying to him she really blamed him for the loss of the baby. He knew he would regret what he was about to say but he was mad and the words just came out of this mouth.
Randy: Is that why you don't want to have another baby , because this one wont possible be Dean's?
Kate: I hate you Randy , for cheating on me both times, for driving me into the arms of a hound, who treated me way better than you did, for making me quit a job I love and mostly I hate you for losing our baby!
With those words said she threw the vase of flowers in Randy's direction and they crashed against the wall , then she ran out their bed room and down the stairs , Randy followed her.
Randy: Kate! Kate Orton where the hell are you going?
She didn't stop to say good-bye to any one not ever Gracie who began to cry as she saw her mother run out the door. Kate just got in her car and drove. She didn't know where she was going she just began to drive.
Thanks for your reviews and comments! Where do you think Kate is headed? Is she right to blame Randy?
Sorry this chapter is so short, I was watching Raw and felt bad that I didn't post for this story! There is more to come. Thanks again.
