Chapter 31

Two Weeks Later: Kate was at home with the kids. Over the last few weeks, Kate had talked to Dean every night after she put the kids to bed. She knew it was wrong, but she just couldn't stop. What was wrong with her, she need to make a choice.

Kate's POV: I know I need to make a choice leave Randy and be with Dean, stay with Randy and give up Dean. I can't have both, it's not fair to anyone especially my kids. Does Dean even really want to be in a relationship? Could he handle being a father. He is a father to Logan and he doesn't even know it. As each day goes by he looks more and more like Dean. How can no one on else see it. I have to do something this has to change. As I lay in bed, I can't stop thinking, my mind just wont turn off. Randy, Dean, Randy, Dean, Dean, Randy. Is all I can think about. I still love my husband , but I am falling in love with Dean Ambrose. How is it possible to love two men so much. I don't want to hurt either one of them but it's going to happen. When I heard Logan crying.

At the sound of her son crying she got out of bed and went to him, he had been dealing with a cold/fever. He looked so miserable as she picked him up.

Kate: Aww I know Bubba you are just so miserable.

She kissed his forehead and noticed he still had a fever she changed him and gave him a little more medicine and began to rock and sing to him.

Kate: "Well I'm going home Downhearted and hoping I'm close to some new beginning I know there's a reason for everything That comes and goes

But so many people are looking to me To be strong and to fight But I'm just surviving And I may be weak but I'm never defeated And I'll keep believing In clouds with that sweet silver lining"

Then the phone range it was 3 am.

Kate: Hello *whisper*

Voice: Hey Katie my Lady.

Kate: Dean what are you doing?

Dean: I wanted to talk to you.

Kate: We just talked about 3 hours ago?

Dean: I know but I missed your voice.

Kate: Really?

Dean: Yeah that and I miss your body.

Kate: Dean Ambrose.

Dean: What are you doing anyway?

Kate: Rocking Logan back to sleep.

Dean: Aww is the little monkey still not feeling well.

Kate: No he has a fever and just looks miserable.

Dean: Well that makes two of us.

Kate laughed: Why are you miserable?

Dean: because my bed is empty ... and you're not in it.

Kate: Dean, we've talked about this.

Dean: I know and frankly it fucking sucks.

Kate: Hey the mouth, Logan can probably hear you.

Dean: Kate I told you I love you and you hung up on me.

Kate: Well then you called back and we talked.

Dean: You never said it back. Do you love me Kate?

Kate: Yes Dean I love you.

Dean: Then leave Randy and be with me. Please I need you, I am nothing without you. I can't be happy with another woman believe me I have tried.

Kate chuckled: I don't need to know that.

Dean: Well I don't need to hear from Randy about you, so we're even.

Kate laughed: Did you just stick your tongue out at me?

Dean a little freaked out: How the hell did you know that?

Kate: Lucky guess. Look It's just not that easy for me, I would be destroying a marriage besides you never answered my question.

Dean: Katie

Kate: Dean

Dean: look I like kids but I just think that I would suck as father.

Kate: Dean I think you will be an amazing father. You are great with Gracie and Logan.

Dean: Look I love you and I love your kids, so for you I would try to be a good step dad.

Kate thought to herself: You are a dad to Logan!

Kate: Dean there is something that I need to tell you and you can't be mad, because

Dean: What? What is it?

But before Kate could tell him anything Gracie came in to Logan's room.

Kate noticed: Gracie honey why are you awake?

Gracie: I can't sleep mommy.

Kate: Aww come here.

Gracie: Is that daddy on the phone?

Kate forgot that she still had the phone to her ear as Kate stood up with Logan in her arms. Gracie climbed into the chair and took the phone from Kate.

Kate: No Baby, it's Dean.

Gracie didn't seem to care and began to talk to Dean, while Kate was tending to Logan.

Gracie: HI Deano.

Dean smiled: So you're talking to me now?

Gracie: Yeah, I not mad no more. You won the rumble so your cool again.

Dean: So all it took was for me to win the royal rumble and you like me again.

Gracie: Yup pretty much and you make my mommy happy.

Dean: What?

Gracie: Well ever since the rumble she's been extra, extra happy, she even let me have two brownies for dinner.

Dean: No way two brownies.

Gracie: With Ice Cream. Daddy never makes her that happy.

Dean: Wow Ice cream too you are one lucky little lady. Hey Sweet Pea what's your mom doing now?

Gracie: She's changing Logan's diaper it's nasty.

Dean laughed again.

Kate laid Logan in his crib and covered him up and then went over to her daughter who was having a phone conversation at 3 am.

Kate: Alright little lady its bed time.

Gracie handed Kate the phone.

Gracie: Goodnight Deano.

Dean: Night Sweet Pea.

Gracie: Carry me mommy.

Kate picked up her daughter and carried her down the hall to her Disney princess bedroom and placed her on the bed, still with Dean on the other end of the phone.

Gracie: Sing to me mommy?

Kate: Alright one song and then it's off to bed.

Kate began to talk to Dean on the phone once again.

Kate: This may take a while, I will let you go.

Dean: Not a chance Katie, I want to hear you sing.

Kate looked at her daughter: What song baby?

Gracie: The song you sang to brother.

Kate began to sing, and by the end of the song Gracie was sound asleep. She kissed her forehead and left the room.

Kate: Are you still there or did you hang up on me?

Dean: I am right here with you gorgeous. I love you.

Kate: Dean I...

When Kate went into their bed room , she stood there frozen in time. She couldn't believe her eyes.

What did Kate see when she walked into her bed room?

What is going to happen Next?

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