Chapter 35 : Do you still love me?
About A Month Later: It was Wrestlemania Season, which meant Dean and Randy were both busy with the work. Kate had filed for divorce , they had also did a DNA test for Logan and were waiting on the results. Dean had been staying with Kate on their days off while Randy was in a hotel. Randy and Dean had co-excited rather well for the situation they were both in at work and at home. They just tried to avoid to each other as much as possible.
Thursday afternoon: Dean and Kate were at the house, Kate was getting Logan ready.
Dean: I still don't know how I feel about this?
Kate: Dean, I know but until the test comes back, Randy is still Logan's dad. He wants to take him and Gracie to his parents house for dinner. I can't legally stop him. It's fine!
Dean took Logan from Kate: He looks just like me! He's my mini me.
Kate gave a 1/2 smile she had thought the same thing everyday since the day her son was born, but she wondered if he really looked like Dean or if she just wanted him to look like the man she thought she was in love with.
Kate: Don't get mad, but when Randy gets here can you please wait in the kitchen. I don't want there to be any fighting.
Dean: Alright. So babe what are we gonna do to a whole house to our selves for a few hours?
Kate just smiled as she took Logan from Dean and he kissed her lips.
Kate was having mixed emotions about everything in her life, she still loved Randy but she was in love with Dean too. If Randy was still cheating on her then divorce was what she wanted. She also kept wondering if the first DNA test was wrong, what if Randy was Logan's dad would that make a difference? She didn't know but her mind kept running through all the different out comes. Kate finished packing Logan's diaper bag and then headed down the stairs, Randy would be here anytime, and then he was going to pick up Gracie from school and go to his parents house. As promised when Randy showed up Dean stayed in the kitchen.
Randy smiled when he saw Kate holding Logan.
Randy: Hi there hot rod, you ready go?
He took Logan from Kate he was giggling.
Randy: You look nice today Kate.
He kissed her cheek. Kate didn't know why but she blushed.
Kate: Thanks! I put some baby orajel in the diaper bag, Logan's been teething.
Randy nodded- he couldn't help it he was checking out his wife , there was no denying that he was still in love with her. He wanted her back, but it seemed like she didn't want him and honestly that broke his heart.
Randy: So umm I'll bring the kids back about 8pm? Is that cool?
Kate: That's fine I put Logan's pajama's in the bag so if you could have him changed by the time you bring him home that would be helpful.
Randy: Yeah I can do that.
They just stood there in the hall way looking at each other, neither one really knew what to say. As Kate handed Randy the diaper bag, he couldn't help it but he kissed her lips softly. She couldn't help but smile, but then she looked away and kissed her son's cheek.
Kate: Have a good time Bubba I love you so much. Bye Randy see you tonight.
Then she walked away. Randy left and went to get Gracie from school.
Kate went in to the kitchen and Dean was sitting at the counter.
Dean: Randy gone?
Kate: Yeah and why did you say it like that?
Dean: Like what it was just a question are you alright?
Kate: Yeah I am fine, just tired.
Dean: So *he stood up and pulled Kate close* What are we going to do now?
With Randy: He picked up Gracie from school - when she ran out of her class room she had a big smile on her face.
Gracie: Hi daddy! Hi Bubby!
Randy: HI Princess, do you have everything?
Gracie: Yes I do.
They were now in the car heading to Randy's parents house.
Gracie: Are we going to Grandma's house?
Randy: Yes she is really excited to you see and your brother.
Gracie: Is mommy coming too?
Randy: No honey she's not.
Gracie: Oh OK.
As he was driving he looked in the mirror back at his daughter who seemed to have a sad look on her face.
Randy: Gracie are you alright?
Gracie: Yeah I just miss you and mommy being together.
Randy: I know princess, it's just mommy and daddy aren't really talking these days.
Gracie: I know she's with Dean now right?
That comment broke his heart.
Randy: Yeah she is. Does that bother you?
Gracie: No not really he makes her happy. But I just wish you could live with us too.
Randy smiled: It just doesn't work that way honey.
Gracie: Yeah I guess.
They arrived at his parents house Bob and Elaine were thrilled to see their grandchildren. Randy has told them very little about the fight and the divorce just that they were taking time apart. There was apart of him deep down that didn't want this whole this to be real.
Elaine: Randy is there anyway that you and Kate can work this out?
Randy: I hope so mom I really do.
Bob: You have two great kids, son. It's worth it to them to make sure their parents are happy and that they are together. At least try.
Randy looked over at his son in his dad's arms. He couldn't help but think that this might not be his son, and that devastated him for many reasons, one because he loved that little boy so much and the other if this boy was Dean's then there would be no getting rid of him after this they would be stuck in each other's lives forever.
With Kate and Dean: Since they were actually kid free tonight , Dean treated Kate to an actually date which was interrupted a few times by fans who wanted autographs and pictures. Kate had gotten use to it over the years being married to Randy but for some reason Dean's fans and demographic were a little more flirty and wild. They finally made their way home about 7:30pm. Dean and Kate were sitting on the couch when he softly put his arm around her.
Dean: What are you thinking about Katie Lady?
Kate: Nothing really.
Dean: Katie I know that look what's wrong?
Kate: Are you worried about the DNA test?
Dean Smirked: Nope!
Kate: Dean I'm being serious what if the first lab made a mistake and Logan isn't yours.
Dean: Are you having doubts?
Kate: I just ... Dean I honestly don't know. I am just so confused.
Dean looked at her: Do you not want Logan to be mine?
Kate: Dean I do. I am just ... I don't know...
Dean: Your worried about Randy aren't you.
Kate nodded her head yes.
Dean: Damn it Kate I just don't know what's been going on in your head the last few weeks, you want me , you don't want me. I mean are you leading me on here? If Logan's not mine are you going back to Randy?
Kate: Dean I love you , you know that. But I love Randy too. You both act like this is easy for me to be dealing with. Well news flash to both of you! IT'S NOT! I love you both. I was and still am married to Randy , Dean! Don't you get that married. He stole my heart when I was 23 years old and you know what I didn't expect to fall in love with anyone else. Because I found my prince charming. You don't know anything about my marriage!
Dean couldn't help but laugh: Prince Charming my ass! Katie he treated you like shit for years and he cheated on you many times. He was never your prince charming. And I know enough!
Kate: Oh Dean Ambrose thinks he knows everything about me and my marriage. Go to hell Dean you don't know anything!
Dean and Kate were now in an argument.
Dean: Are you still thinking about staying with Randy? Kate I have to know, because I honestly don't know what the hell I am doing here. Are we just pretending? Why do I get the feeling that you are secretly hoping that Logan isn't mine so that will give you an excuse to go back to Randy?
Kate: I would never use my son like that and if you think that then you don't know me at all!
Dean was heading for the door: When the test results come back let me know and I will be here and then maybe we can figure out what is going on with us.
Kate: Right do what you do best Dean walk away!
Dean: Kate I love you but I just need time.
He slammed the door. Kate just stood there pacing the living room. Thinking to herself, which she didn't have much time to do, because it seemed like the minute Dean left, Randy and the kids came in. Gracie ran to her mom.
Gracie: HI Mommy!
Kate hugged her daughter: Hi baby! Did you have fun at Grandma and Grandpa's?
Gracie: Yes I did. Grandpa made us ice cream sundae's and he gave me three cherries.
Kate smile: WOW three cherries.
Gracie: I know right! Mommy where's Dean going?
Kate: He's going home for a while baby.
Randy came in with Logan sleeping on his shoulder.
Randy: He crashed in the car? I am going to take him up stairs ok?
Kate smiled Randy looked so amazing holding "their" son. She didn't say anything she just nodded yes. As she and Gracie followed Randy up the stairs. Gracie was in her pajama's brushing her teeth, when Kate went into check on Randy and Logan , he was staring at the little guy sleeping in his crib.
Randy: He is a handsome boy isn't he.
Kate smiled: Yeah he is.
Randy: Kate I just wanted...
But before he could finish Gracie came in tugging at Randy's shirt.
Gracie: Daddy can you please stay and read me a story please?
Randy looked over at Kate.
Kate smiled: Of course he will baby and I know just what book he can read!
All three of them went into her bed room and as Gracie climbed into bed , Kate got out the book and handed it to Randy.
Randy smiled: Really Kate?
Kate smiled back: Yeah I like it when you read this book.
Gracie laughed when she noticed what book it was too: ME too Daddy! It's my favorite.
Randy who was still smiling sat on the edge of his daughter's bed and began to read "Where the Wild Things Are"
Kate sat on the other side of the bed and listened to Randy read. When he was done Gracie was almost a sleep.
Gracie: Mommy can you sing out song please?
Kate: Alright baby. *She kissed her daughter's forehead and began to sing*
By the end of the song Gracie was sound asleep, Kate and Randy both kissed their daughter's forehead and headed out of the room. Kate walked into their bed room and Randy followed her.
Randy: Kate are you alright? I saw Ambrose leave?
Kate: Randy I'm fine. Really. It's late you should probably leave.
Randy: Kate talk to me? What's going on?
Kate: Dean and I got into a fight , apparently that's all I seem to be good at lately fighting with the men in my life.
Randy Do I want to know what the fight was about?
Kate: You.
Randy: Me?
Kate: Dean thinks that if Logan comes back as your son we will get back together.
Randy: Do you think that?
Kate: I just don't know. How did our life get so messed up Randy?
Randy walked closer to his wife and wrapped his arms around her waist pulling her close to him.
Randy: Do you still love me?
Kate couldn't say anything they just looked into each other's eyes with no one saying anything Randy kissed his wife.
Why is Kate so conflicted?
Why can't she just finally chose between Randy and Dean?
Is Logan Randy's or Dean's?
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