'You can still come out to the ring,' Adam pleaded as I got back from the Diva's Christmas Rumble and entered Team Extreme's locker room. 'Even though you're not scripted to be ring side, you should come out.' I sat down in my elf costume, ready to take the darn thing off. Amy took off her Santa hat and threw it on the floor, thankful she didn't have to wear it anymore.

'I'll give it a miss, I'm completely buggered.' I said dully, feeling really tired as the Rumble did take quite a bit out of me. 'What did you think?' I asked him eagerly.

'I didn't see it.' He said and I felt immediately shocked. Usually Adam watched everything so intensely, always giving me honest feedback. 'Did you win?' He asked.

'No, Amy did.' I answered him, Amy beamed proud of herself. 'Why didn't you watch it?'

'I got caught up.' Adam said bluntly, picking up a flat red box with a silver bow on top and handing it to me. He leaned into my ear. 'Merry Christmas, my beautiful. Put this on, and I'll meet you back at my hotel room after my match.' He kissed my cheek and went to work out the door, but turned before walking through it, and sent a wink my way.

Amy's eyes widened. 'He bought you lingerie!' she smirked 'Let's see!'

'I'm so annoyed at him though.' I moaned.

'Why?' She frowned.

'Why would he miss the biggest match I've wrestled in to date?' Although it was more of a gimmick, I was more than annoyed; I was hurt – however I didn't want to admit it to anybody as I didn't to allow anyone seeing me sad and vulnerable.

'Talk to him about it tomorrow and celebrate your first Christmas together.' She said lightly. 'Put on the outfit!'

I walked into the adjoining bathroom and changed into the red lacy two piece set with white fluffy sheer tights. The panties had fluffy white detailing which made it appear as a real mini skirt, and to finish it off I attached the red and white fluffy suspenders and pulled them over my shoulders.

'Here.' Amy said as she put her Santa hat on my head. I messed my hair up and I slid on my black stilettos I kept in my duffel bag just in case we need them for the show. 'I'd do you.' She laughed, slapping me on the ass.

'Oh baby.' I played. 'I'm going to wait here and head straight to Adam's hotel room after his match. I'll wear my coat over this on the way there. Thank god its winter and I have it on hand. It would be like 95 degrees in Adelaide right now.'

She laughed. 'Ok, well I'm going to catering to meet Matt, I'm starved. Should I bring back some food here for their match? We can watch it and eat.'

I shrugged my shoulders and she smiled and walked out the room. After she left I stood back up, walked over to the full length mirror and looked at myself sideways. I honestly felt like a child who found her mum's hidden dress up box. I knew I looked good, it was just weird to see myself try and be sexy. I stepped back from the mirror; maybe my shoes were too much? They made me look taller though, as I only stood naturally at 5"4.

I was startled when I head the door gently open and spun around to see the Rainbow Haired Warrior, eyes peeled on me and a look of complete shock on his face.

'Well, I guess Santa got my letter.' He laughed. I heard him lock the door behind him. I felt embarrassed as he walked over to me. 'Great match by the way. You were amazing. Almost as amazing as you look.'

'It's not for you.' I said quietly as I went to grab my coat which was on the coffee table. As I put my hand on it, he stopped me by putting his hand on mine. I looked up at him, his green eyes twinkling from the lights but not losing an ounce of their intensity.

'Then why are you here?' He asked gently. I stood up and backed away from him slightly which seemed to be a bad move as it caused his eyes to lower to my chest.

'It's a long story, I'm waiting for Amy.' My voice shaking and I could feel butterflies in my stomach.

'In that?' He smirked, pointing at my attire with cheeky expression on his face which made my heart go berserk. He was so endearing, his eyes staring right into my own, turning those butterflies in my stomach into pterodactyls.

'I feel like nothing I say can make this situation less awkward.' I tried to laugh it off. He moved closer to me.

'Then don't talk.' Was all he said before he pulled me closer to him and planted a deep, warm kiss on my mouth. 'I can't take my mind off you.' He declared and my heart ate itself. I let my body fall onto him, allowing our kiss to get deeper and even more passionate, if that were even possible. I ripped off his shirt and threw it across the room, feeling his warm skin with my fingertips on his torso. He picked me up and carried me over to a desk and placed me on it, ripping off my tights and taking off my bra with one hand while the other held the back of my head, he was kissing the side of my neck passionately as I let out a moan. I swear to god I didn't even see him take his pants off, they literally seemed to evaporate into thin air.

I threw my hat across the room as he slid off my underwear and took off his own. I've never felt so much electricity run through my body, from head to toe, I felt like I was shaking with pleasure. He lifted me again; I could see he was going to carry me over to the couch, but our desire was way too hungry for each other as he practically slammed me on the ground. I felt him enter me, not believing how much I wanted him; I could eat him all up.

We laid on the ground side my side panting after our sin was complete, completely satisfied in eachother's embrace. I turned on my side I nestled into his collar bone.

'I knew we'd be brilliant together.' He whispered. 'It's all that hateful passion.'

I laughed. 'You're weird.'

'I know.' He quietened even more.

'No, I mean, I can't block the way I feel around you. You draw everything out of me.' I explained.

'I feel the same.' He paused. 'I'm falling…'

He stopped talking when we heard a sudden knock on the door.

'Cat! Why is the door locked?' I could hear Amy yell. 'Let me in!'

My expression told Jeff everything; I was going into panic mode. All of a sudden I felt completely guilty and a wave of shame spilled over me. Jeff however stayed completely calm, as he picked up all my bits and pieces and passed them to me. I grabbed my coat.

'Go get changed in the bathroom, come out when you're fully dressed with your coat on.' He said as he put on his shirt and pants just as fast as they had come off. I couldn't believe what I have just done to Adam and Beth, my eyes full of tears. Jeff kissed my forehead. 'Kitty Cat, we'll get through this together.' He soothed.

I ran to the bathroom and locked the door, and started getting changed. I could hear Jeff answering the door and shrugging off the scenario with Amy and then I noticed: I left my panties out there. Oh, fuck. Jeff must of thought the Santa hat were my panties.

'Why are Cat's panties on the coffee table?' I heard Amy say loudly. I froze and then heard three thuds on the bathroom door. 'Get your short ass out here, now!' She sounded mad.

I slowly turned the handle on the door and pushed it open, guilt spilled through my face.

'You could have at least tidied your hair.' She said sternly.

'I thought all was lost?' I asked rhetorically.

'You thought right.' Her arms were crossed, she looked serious.

'Where is Matt?' I asked.

'Went to wait for Adam and Jay, thank god.' She said. Adam's name made me feel like I was going to throw up. I turned to look at Jeff who looked completely calm.

Amy sighed. 'What's going on with you two? How long has this been going on for?'

I walked around and sat on the couch Jeff was on.

'Just tonight.' I said

'Australia?' He asked me, eyebrows raised.

Amy looked shocked. 'This has been going on since May?'

'No, no, nothing happened' I reassured her. 'He's overacting.'

'I am not over reacting.' Jeff said sternly.

'You two need to talk properly.' Amy suggested. Right now, I felt so guilty that I wanted to bury myself.

'I can't think of that now. Adam's going to be here any moment I need to get out of here.' I said grabbing my bags.

'I'll go with you, you're upset.' Jeff offered.

'No, I don't think it's a good idea.' I put my hand up, stopping him coming any closer to me.

'It's the only idea we have, Kitty.' Jeff said.

'Yeah, don't go alone. I can't leave without Matt. If I went with you they would know something is up.' Amy agreed, which surprised me. 'You two work out whatever you want to do. I'll hold off the guys. I'll tell them you got food poisoning and wanted to be alone.'

'What about me?' Jeff asked. 'What are you going to tell them?'

'Jeff, honestly, it isn't unusual for you to go missing randomly. They wont bat an eyelid.' She answered and I giggled at her response. He looked confused.

I sat on the windowsill of Steph's hotel room, staring out the window. She left town early with Hunter for an early morning meeting back in New York in the morning. I still had the spare key they gave me in case of emergencies, and I felt this was an emergency. I felt saddened as I thought that I never see them anymore.

Jeff sat relaxed on the couch, feet up on a foot rest, arms behind his head and eyes closed – completely peaceful. His serenity angered me.

'How can you be so chilled right now?' I asked and he opened his eyes, looking directly at me. Stand your ground, girl.

'What do you want me to do?' he asked gently. 'What's done is done.'

'You don't feel bad about Beth?' I asked quietly. He didn't reply, just looked away from me and stared at a painting on the wall, and sighed. 'No? So I'm just another notch on your belt to keep you busy while you're away from ya'll "gurrl"?' I mimicked his accent right at the end of the sentence, in a way I always heard him refer to Beth, and straight away I knew it hit close to home.

'Are you fucking serious?' He stood and was now yelling. 'I don't just go around and have sex with anyone.'

'Oh really? This is your entire fault!' We were both yelling. 'You have ruined everything.'

'Kitty, I was there too, you weren't exactly opposing.'

I buried my head in my knees and started sobbing viciously. After every opportunity that has been handed to me, from Hunter, Mr. McMahon and Creative, how could I screw up so badly? I knew as soon as someone created backstage drama they were fired. It's literally happening to The Kat right now. It's the curse of the felines.

'How do you feel about me, Kitty.' Jeff whispered gently. I felt my blood boil.

'You can't ask me that.' I snapped.

'Why not?'

'You said you don't believe in love.'

'So, you love me?'

'Why should I consider myself with someone who is constantly carrying on with 'love doesn't exist'.' I cried.

'Well I guess I needed someone to show me it does.' He said calmly.

'I don't know…' I looked away from him, back outside the window. 'I need time to process everything.'

'Whatever way we do this, we need to do it gently.' He appeased.

'What do you mean?' I asked.

'Whatever you decide, we decide, we have to be careful.' He elaborated. 'Not only for other's feelings, but also our careers.'

'I was just thinking that.' I agreed.

He grabbed my left hand with both of his, sandwiching my fingers, and planted a gentle kiss on my wrist. 'We are off till New Year's Day. Come home with me.' He demanded.

'I'm supposed to be meeting Adam's family.' I replied.

'I'm not sure if that is a good idea.' He advised. I frowned.

'Neither is going with you.' I told him

I had to make a decision.

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