Chapter 5
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ESME'S POV
I smiled as I parked in front of Carlisle's house.
The moment was here and there was no looking back.
I got out of the car and grabbed my bag. Then I closed the door. I took a deep breath before I started walking towards the front door.
The door opened and I went in.
"You're here already!" Alice said with a smile after closing the door behind me.
"Yeah I didnt know hoe long this is going to take so I decided to come right after." I said.
Alice smiled. "Well um do you have any questions?" Alice asked.
"Is it going to hurt?" I asked.
Alice sighed. "Well at first it does but then it does away." Alice said.
"What do you mean?" I asked.
"Esme." Carlisle said before he walked vampire speed down the last steps of the stairs.
I smiled.
Carlisle gave a quick kiss and then he took my bag. "Everything is ready if you are." Carlisle said.
I nodded.
"I'll go get Karla." Alice said before she disappeared.
"Come." Carlisle said taking my hand in his.
We started walking up the stairs in silence.
"There is someone that I want you to meet before your transformation." Carlisle said after a while.
"Who?" I asked.
Carlisle smiled. "He is my older brother." He said.
"You have an older brother? You haven't mentioned him." I said.
"I'm sorry. Its just that I haven't heard from him in two decades so I just thought that he was probably dead." Carlisle said.
"Oh!" I said.
"Thank God he isn't though." Carlisle said.
I nodded. "Did he just came back?" I asked.
"Yeah. This has been our home for decades. We always leave but we always come back too." Carlisle said.
I smiled.
We made it to the top floor and then we turned left and we went into Carlisle's office.
Rosalie was there with Emmett, Jasper, Alice, Karla, Jace, Gisselle, Edward, and a man.
He was tall, buff, and had blonde hair. He wasn't as buff as Emmett, but he was still kind of buff.
"James this is Esme." Carlisle said.
The man James turned around and smiled. "No wonder Carlisle looks so happy. You're beautiful." James said.
I smiled. "Thank you." I said.
James smiled and nodded. "So are you sure about what you're going to do now, Esme?" James asked.
I nodded. "I know that I'm still young, but I want to be with Carlisle forever." I said.
James smiled. "That's good. Carlisle here has been alone for a long time. Never looking for women to please himself. He was always saying that he wanted love." James said.
"What about you?" I asked.
"Well now that you're family, I'm going to be honest with you. I haven't found that woman with who I want to spend the rest or my existence with but I have a feeling that she's close." James said.
I nodded. "Maybe she hasn't been born." I said.
James nodded. "Or maybe she's about to." He said.
"Alright. How about if we get started? Esme has to be back in school on Tuesday." Alice said.
"I'll just be back later then." James said.
We nodded.
James jumped off the window and left.
"We'll just leave you with Carlisle and Karla." Rosalie said.
I nodded.
Everyone left.
"Okay. So why don't you lie down on the bed." Karla said.
I went to lie down on the hospital bed.
"Okay so here is how it works. Carlisle has venom so he can either inject you with it or he can bite you. But before that you have to have some of my blood in your system." Karla said.
I nodded. "So I have to drink your blood?" I asked.
Karla nodded and bit her wrist. Them she offered it to me.
I sighed and took it. I drank some of her blood. I closed my eyes to savor the blood.
Karla's blood didnt taste like I thought it would. It didn't have that salty and metallic taste like mine did. It was actually sweet.
I held her wrist with both of my hands as I drank her blood.
"Okay Esme thats enough blood." Karla said but I still didn't let go of her wrist. Her blood tasted good.
Too good.
"Esme dear." Carlisle said.
I opened my eyes and let go off Karla's wrist. "I'm sorry." I said.
"Its okay. The more you have the better." Karla said.
"Why do I need your blood though?" I asked.
"Because if you don't have my blood you'll be a full vampire. After I was born Carlisle ran some tests on me and he figured that my blood can change a full vampire into a half vampire." Karla said.
"Is James a full vampire?" I asked.
"Yes. He says that he's not ready to let go off the full vampirism." Karla said.
I nodded.
"Okay so this might hurt a little." Carlisle said.
I nodded.
Carlisle moved my hair aside and he gave me a kiss on my neck at first but them he bit me.
Feeling his teeth on my neck was actually a turn on, but then I felt something hot go inside of me and I felt it spread through my veins. It was painful.
It felt like my veins were on fire.
I groaned out in pain. I felt like screaming but I knew that Carlisle was already worried about my transformation and I didn't wanted to worry him more.
I had made this choice and I had to be strong until the end.
Little by little I felt the venom spread through my body. Sometimes the fire wasn't so bad. Other times it became too much.
"Esme I'm sorry." I heard Carlisle say.
I opened my mouth and I started screaming.
"I'm so sorry Esme. I never wanted to cause you any pain. It will all be over soon. I promise." Carlisle said.
I wanted to hug him. I wanted to tell him that it wasn't his fault. I wanted to tell him that it was my fault and that I wanted this but I closed my mouth to stop myself from screaming.
KARLA'S POV
I felt bad for both Esme and Carlisle.
Carlisle blamed himself for the pain that Esme was feeling and Esme was not just suffering from the fire of the venom, but she was also suffering for how Carlisle felt.
That first night Carlisle didnt even leave her side. He had said that he wanted to make sure that she was okay and that nothing went wrong.
"Karla why don't you take some food to Carlisle?" Mother asked.
"Yes mother." I said before I stood up and took the tray that my mother was holding. I walked up the stairs to the top floor and then I turned left and walked into Carlisle's office.
Carlisle looked up to see who had walked in and then he focuses his attention on Esme.
"Carlisle I brought you some food." I said.
"I'm really not hungry." He said. He looked so tired.
"You should eat something. Feeling bad for what Esme is going through its not going to help her." I said.
Carlisle nodded. "Can you tell me how she is?" He asked.
I nodded. "The venom is still in her system. By tomorrow it should slow down and my blood should start changing her." I said.
"I meant if she's in pain." Carlisle asked.
"Oh!" I said. I looked at Esme and her thoughts came to my mind clearly.
I must stay strong for him. I wish I could tell him that its not his fault. I wish I could comfort him. Esme thought.
"She wishes she could comfort you and tell you that its not your fault." I said.
"She's thinking that?" Carlisle asked.
I nodded. "She's also telling herself that she has to stay strong for you." I said.
Carlisle sighed. "Do you think that she has been hearing that I have been apologizing?" Carlisle asked.
I nodded. "Yes I do think that. Carlisle its not your fault that venom hurts so much." I said.
"I know. Its just that I feel like I hurt her because it was my venom." He said.
I nodded. "Yes but its going to start to slow down. She would be getting up by tomorrow noon and then you'll have her with you forever. She wanted to go through this so she could be with you because she loves you. So stop feeling sorry and start getting ready because you're going to have to go hunting with her tomorrow." I said.
Carlisle smiled.
"Besides isn't that what you want?" I asked.
"What?" He asked.
"Dont you want to be able to be with her forever? Or would you like for her to stay human and to die one day?" I asked.
"I would like to be able to love her each day as if it was our last. I want to be able to wake up with her next to me. I want to get married to her and start our own little family. I want her to be with me forever." Carlisle said.
I smiled. "You know when we turned Jace I felt the same way as you are feeling. I felt like it was my fault. I felt that I had caused him the worse pain that there is just so I could have him but when he woke up and we went hunting, he told me that it wasn't my fault. That he had heard me crying when he was in pain and that he had heard when I told him how sorry I was.
"He told me that if I was sorry for having him next to me. I took his face between my hands and I told him that having him with me made me very happy. So then he told me that why did I felt bad for the pain of the venom if it was a process that we had to go through just to be together forever? He had told me that it was worth it and that he would go through it again a million times as long as he got to spend forever with me." I told him.
Carlisle nodded. "You're right." Carlisle said.
I smiled and nodded. "So have some breakfast and get some sleep. You look very tired and we can watch over Esme." I said.
Carlisle nodded.
I nodded and turned around to leave.
"Karla?" Carlisle asked.
"Yes?" I asked turning around.
"Thank you." Carlisle said.
I smiled. "No problem." I said before I left his office.
ESME'S POV
I didnt know how long I have with the fire in my veins but from Carlisle's and Karla's conversation I understood that it had just been one night. I still had a whole day and a half before my transformation was completed.
Carlisle had apologized from feeling guilty and he had said that he was going to rest for a while.
Alice had taken his place. She had done my hair while talking about her transformation. She said that Emmett had bitten her and that she already had Karla. Alice had been able to survive giving birth to a half vampire half human and she still stayed human.
She also said that Carlisle's blood had healed her because Carlisle's blood is able to heal people. She also mentioned that Carlisle had healed me when he saved me.
Then she went to doing my makeup and picking out an outfit for me.
Some time after listening to Alice talk, the burning slowed and it was bearable. I still felt it but not like when it had just started spreading.
Karla came in after Alice and told me that it was night now and that I only had a few more hours until I woke up. She also mentioned that Carlisle had been sleeping all day and that she didn't wanted to wake him up because he had looked so tired before.
"You know your mom called a few minutes ago and said that her water broke. But I don't think that she'll be having the baby soon. She probably still has like four to six hours. By the way its four in the morning just if you're wondering." Karla said.
My mom is having the baby and I'm here on fire waiting for my transformation to finish?
"Yep. Dont worry my mom checked before she went to sleep and it looks like you are going to be waking up in a couple of hours. We thought that it was going to take you till mid day but you always surprise us." Karla said.
"Karla why dont you get a few hours of sleep? I'll be here with Esme." I heard Emmett said.
"Are you sure?" Karla asked.
"Yeah. Besides your kids should be waking up soon." Emmett said.
"Okay. I'll wake up Carlisle too. He should be getting ready." Karla said.
"Okay." Emmett said.
I heard Karla leave and then I heard her walk down the hall to Carlisle's room. I heard her knock on the door and then she went in.
"Carlisle." Karla said.
No respond.
"Carlisle wake up. Esme should be waking up in two hours." Karla said.
"What?! What time is it?" Carlisle asked.
"Its four in the morning." Karla said.
"I've been asleep the whole day?" He asked.
"Yes. I told you that you looked tired. But my mom kept Esme company the whole day and I stayed with her during the night. Emmett is with her right now." Karla said.
Emmett then turned on the television. "Sorry Esme. I just want to watch the game. The Seattle Seahawks are playing. Well they played last night but I didn't get to watch the game." Emmett said.
"Well I just came to wake you up so you can get ready." Karla said.
"Thank you." Carlisle said.
And that was it. Then I heard Karla go downstairs to the kitchen.
I still had two hours before I was able to get up from this bed.
CARLISLE'S POV
I sighed after Karla left. I had been asleep the whole day and the while night, but the good thing was that Esme was going to be waking up soon.
I stood up and went to take a shower and then I went to my closet. I didnt know what to wear.
We were going to go hunting anyway so I decided to put on blue jeans with black shoes and a blue jeans jacket with a black shirt. I pit on some cologne and then I went downstairs to get something to eat.
"Good morning Carlisle!" Alice said as soon as I walked into the kitchen.
"Good morning Alice." I said.
"How are you this morning?" Alice asked.
"I'm excited actually." I said.
Alice smiled. "Yes Esme should be waking up in a hour. Had anyone told you that Esme's mother is at the hospital?" Alice asked.
"What? Nobody has told me anything. What happened?" I asked.
"Her water broke like an hour ago. She called to let Esme know but I told her that she was in Seattle with you and that y'all were supposed to be back today and that I would tell her then." Alice said.
I sighed. "Do you think that Esme will be able to see her mother after she wakes up?" I asked.
"Let me see." Alice said before she held up one finger and her face went expression less. After a few seconds Alice blinked a couple of times. "Yeah everything should be fine as long as she hunts before we leave." Alice said.
I nodded.
"So what are we going to do now?" Alice asked.
"What do you mean?" I asked.
"Is Esme going to move in or is she still going to be living with her parents?" Alice asked.
"I think that is up to Esme." I said.
"That's true but what if she decides to continue living with her parents? She's going to be a half vampire now and she's still going to want blood and she's a newborn." Alice said.
I sighed. "You're right. But some newborns can control themselves. Like you, and Jace did." I said.
Alice smiled. "But look at Emmett, and Jasper." Alice said.
I nodded. "I know that you're right but I don't want to separate her from her family." I said.
"And I'm not telling you to do that. I'm just telling you that we're going to have to take precautions." Alice said.
I nodded. "I know Alice. I know that you mean well but you could see it if she would be trouble?" I asked.
"Not right now I can't. I can see the future depending of choices being made. Right now I see that everything is good because she wants to see her family. I just think that we should go after the baby is born because in case that the smell of blood comes towards her who knows what can happen." Alice said.
I nodded. "Got it Alice." I said.
"Make sure that she gets enough blood." Alice said.
I smiled. "Yes Alice." I said.
"And make sure you come back here first so she can change and we cam all leave together." Alice said.
I laughed. "Yes Alice."
Alice glared at me. "Carlisle dont take this as a joke." She said.
"Can I at least have breakfast without you glaring at me. I have been listening to you for the last twenty minutes talk about precautions. I know that we have to take them but we can't have Esme as a prisoner either." I said.
"Of course not. She's going to be your wife soon." Alice said. Then realizing her mistake she covered her mouth.
I froze and stared at her.
How did she know that?
"How do you know that? I haven't even thought about it." I said.
"I'm so sorry Carlisle. Now Esme heard me too." Alice said looking sad.
I sighed and went to hug her shoulders. "Its okay Alice. I eventually will ask her to marry me, right?" I said.
Alice smiled and hugged me back. "Yes! And I'm already planning everything! The dress, the shoes, the decorations! I wish you could see it! It looks so beautiful!" Alice said sounding excited.
"Shouldn't you wait until I ask her?" I asked.
Alice laughed. "Okay I'll put the invitations on hold." Alice said.
"You're already making the invitations?" I asked.
"Yup!" She said.
"How much time do I have?" I asked.
Alice smiled and wrote it down on the napkin.
Three months. The wedding is in September.
"Okay." I said.
Alice nodded and threw the napkin away.
I started eating my breakfast in a hurry to see Esme.
"Carlisle slow down or you'll end up choking." Karla said behind me.
"Sorry. I just want to go see Esme." I said.
"Well she looks beautiful. I can tell you that." Karla said with a smile. That's what I liked about Karla. She was always smiling.
"Is James back?" I asked.
"No not yet." Rosalie said coming into the dinning room.
"Have you heard from him at least?" I asked.
"Yeah. He said that he went on a hunting trip. I wonder if he meant hunting as if to be with a woman or hunting as to drink her blood." Rosalie said.
"Well none are good. He can end up getting one pregnant or he can end up killing one." I said.
"Yeah. I just can't wait until he falls in love so we can stop worrying about him so much." Rosalie said.
I laughed. "I think that it all depends of who he falls in love with." I said.
"Y'all talking about me?" James asked as he came into the dinning room.
"Speaking of the king of Rome and then he shows." Alice said.
James smiled. "So are you ready for the big moment?" James asked.
I nodded. "Everyone is. I'm guessing that's why you came back?" I asked.
"Actually I'm here to stay. I'm just curious to hoe your future wife will look when she wakes up. One day I may accept to change myself and I would like to see how I will wake up." James said.
"I think that you'll actually change when you fall in love with a human." Rosalie said.
"Well with what do you expect me to fall in love? With a dog?" James asked.
"Ugh! You know what I mean." Rosalie said.
"Yeah, yeah I know what you mean. But who says that I will fall in love with a human? I can fall in love with a vampire too. Then we can both share our food." James said.
"That is disgusting." Rosalie said.
James laughed. "Anyway hoe much longer so we have until my future sister-in-law wakes up?" James asked.
"Well her heart has to stop first." Alice said just as Esme's heart beat sped up like it was a helicopter.
Then it started to slow down until it got very slow and a half a minute later it stopped.
"Is that it?" James asked.
Then Esme's heart started to beat again slowly.
I stood up and went to put my plate in the dish washer.
"Its almost over." Alice said.
We all ran vampire speed to my office.
Emmett had turned off the television and was standing against the wall.
Rosalie went to stand next to Emmett and Emmett hugged her.
Jasper and Alice were standing next to them, and so were Gisselle and Edward.
Karla and Jace were standing next to the bed.
I went to stand to Esme's left side.
Her heart beat was normal now.
My heart was beating fast because I was nervous.
Then Esme opened her eyes and looked up.
Okay guys I am going to leave it there. Sorry about the late update. Anyway I just wanted to say that I just realized that I messed up in the last chapter. I was supposed to put that they were in May already and they are in Memorial day weekend. I'll go back to fix that. Anyway I hope you guys enjoyed the chapter. This is my first time writing about a transformation so let me know how I did. Thank you for reading. Thank your reviews. I'll see you guys next time take care