Howdy darlings, (Yes I've been fantasizing about Cowboy Jasper again) #sorrynotsorry lol anyways, I had this chapter half completed for a while, but something was missing so I had to play around with it a bit. We have a lot of Jamie/Eddie time in here.

Usual warnings: Lots of cussing, or big people words, m/m moments, so if you don't like that sort of thing...well you'd know what to do.

Disclaimer: I don't want to be SM but I would like to have wild monkey sex with some of her Twilight characters.

Chapter 50

*EmPOV

We had fun at the fair.

Bella had laughed so hard, her face a constant shade of pink. The glee adding an extra glow to her features.

Turns out she did turn out being the one who won me prizes. A fact that of course, she did not let me live down.

"You should see your face," she had giggled as I continued frowning down at her.

"Shut up," I mock growled at her, which only served to send her into a wild gale of laughter.

That ended with me tickling her until she cried 'Uncle' and then the moment shifted and our lips were pressed against each other's.

I smiled at the memory and looked across at the sleeping form of my Bella.

My Bella?

When did she become my Bella?

I had enjoyed the day immensely.

I felt like a whole new person.

Actually not being selfish, but taking care of someone other than myself.

Two someone's in fact.

My eyes drifted back to the road and then quickly back to Bella, who had curled up in the seat like a cat; then my gaze lowered to her rounded stomach.

The emotion that coursed through my body just then, left me slightly winded and my fingers gripped the wheel tighter.

I felt as though I was on fire.

Then I was colder than ice.

I wanted to laugh and cry, all at the same time.

I wanted to beat my chest and yell it to the top of my lungs and then I wanted to bury myself into her warmth forever.

Jesus.

Was this love?

Was this what it felt like?

And just like that all the mushy feelings, gave way to an onslaught of trepidation.

This was nothing like what I felt when I was with Thea.

This was nothing like what I felt when I was playing football.

Oh hell.

This was serious.

I took a deep breath and tried to steady my nerves, until at least I got home.

I spared Bella another glance, and the fear squeezed my heart again, causing me to swerve my gaze back to the road.

I needed to get away from these feelings.

I needed air.

I needed to get away from Bella Swan.

-TA-

*EdPOV*

What the fuck is going on?

I mean seriously.

What.

The.

Actual.

Fuck.

Okay Edward, this is just a dream.

Of course it is.

It has to be, because no way in the real world would I be being kissed by James.

Okay, so maybe it was more of a 'mouth-rape', than a kiss, but all the same.

Pinch.

Motherfucker.

Holy shit.

I wasn't dreaming.

James was standing in front of me, chest rising rapidly with his harsh breathing, his face flushed and covered in a sheen of perspiration.

Oh to lick that off him.

Focus Edward.

Yes, tell that to my gaping mouth.

Yep, it was official. I was Flounder's cousin.

"Um," I started then snapped my mouth close because I didn't know what word vomit it was going to spew.

"I'm sorry," James cried.

No! Don't be!

Breathe Edward.

Just breathe.

"Don't..." I said running a hand through my hair. "Don't you dare apologize."

I watched in fascination as James turned a shade of red that rivaled Bella's at her best.

"You..." I paused licking my lips, enjoying the audible gulp James made, his eyes following my tongue's path. "Kissed me."

"Yeah," he said lowering his eyes. "I did."

"You have a boyfriend."

"No I..." he started. I watched as he shook his head and sighed deeply. "You're right," his voice came out in a whisper.

"Yet, you kissed me," I said.

Okay, yeah. I was still a bit stuck on that part.

"It was a spur of the moment thing," he said fiddling with the hem of his vest.

"You think we should talk..."

"Ed? Is everything ok?" a voice behind me said.

James' eyes widened as he looked past me and into the house.

"Oh, hello," I heard the voice behind me say.

Great. My idiot frat brother Dimitri, had decided to pay me a visit, and I'm pretty sure he was not wearing much clothes.

Fucking hippie nudist.

"You have company," James said his eyes darting back to my face, hurt flashing quickly in his eyes, before they glazed over to a emotionless state, "I didn't mean to interrupt."

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck!

"Edward," the voice admonished behind me. "You've been holding out on me!"

I groaned as my idiot frat brother Dimitri Vaslov said from over my shoulder. James' eyes widened and I groaned again.

"You're not interrupting," I said to James. "Mitri was just leaving."

I turned and glared at my friend, who promptly laughed.

"All you had to say that he's taken," Dimitri said slapping my shoulder in a playful gesture.

"James this is Dimitri, my idiot friend," I said turning to face James, who looked slightly stunned. "Mitri this is James, now go."

Dimitri laughed again and eased past me to stand in front of James, shaking his head with a rueful smile, "My husband would love to play with you."

Jesus, kill me now.

James turned bright red, stammering as he tried to formulate a reply to Dimitri.

"See you soon Eduardo," he said walking to his car. "If you don't make your move on gorgeous there, when I visit next time I might just steal him away."

I didn't give him the satisfaction of replying and watched silently as his car roared to life and he sped down the driveway.

"Interesting friends you have," James said softly causing me to double blink before turning my attention back to him.

"Come inside," I said finally.

He looked a bit scared, and his mouth opened and I could already hear the refusal of my offer on his lips.

"To talk," I said in a rush. "That's all...please."

I watched as a myriad of emotions flickered across his face in a minute and I could almost smile in relief when he gave me a small nod. I stepped aside to let him pass and prayed that Emmett kept Bella out for a bit longer.

I followed slowly behind James, not wanting to make him any jumpier than he already was; he sat on the couch and reached for the remote and began flipping annoyingly fast through the channels.

Grabbing the remote from his hand, I turned off the tv and put the remote down.

"I..."

"You..."

We said in unison.

A nervous chuckle from both of us broke the ice a bit.

"You go first," I said sitting back and watching him.

"Please stop looking at me like that," James said after a few moments.

I raised a questioning brow, "As though you're going to eat me alive," James said brushing an invisible strand of hair from his face.

That thought had crossed my mind a few times before.

"I'm not going to do anything," I said to him. That you don't want me to do.

He nodded and took a deep breath, "I'm attracted to you."

Believe me, I can tell.

I nodded and waited for him to continue.

"And I don't know if its a good thing or bad," he said with a sigh.

"You're dating someone," I said.

"I know," he said and the self-deprecating tone in his voice made me frown.

"We don't have to talk about this now," I said, wanting more than anything for him to relax.

"Then what do we talk about?" he asked.

I shrugged, I had no idea of what to say to him, "Maybe we could watch a movie."

He nodded and I put on a movie and we started to watch it in somewhat uncomfortable silence. I tried my best to keep my eyes on the television and my thoughts on the movie itself, but to no avail. My traitorous gaze kept swiveling to watch James' face as he got engrossed in the film. He looked so carefree at that moment and I felt the urge to grab him and kiss him forever rose up in my like a Tsunami.

"Do I have something on my face?" he asked turning to face me.

Caught!

I shook my head, "No, I was just wondering what you were thinking."

"Well um," he faltered for a moment. "I was thinking about k-kissing you."

Say what?

"I was thinking the same thing," I replied honestly. I wasn't one for being dishonest as a fault.

"We shouldn't," he half whispered, his body already leaning into mine.

"You have..." I began but was cut off when his soft lips crashed against mine.

I found myself getting lost in the kiss, my hands coming up to grip the sides of his head, deepening the kiss. Our chests came together in a delicious movement, his tongue licking my lips lingeringly, seeking permission; permission that I gave swiftly and without any coercion.

We stayed locked passionately, tongues exploring, breathing roughened and coming in spurts. His fingers had found their way under my shirt and were idly trailing over my stomach, and had not for my overwrought hormones taking over completely, I would've been laughing. I was quite ticklish.

The kiss became more intense and James was halfway across my lap, he moaned loudly as I raked my fingers through his hair, across his scalp. I bit his lower lips softly and pulled him fully onto my lap, grinding my hips lightly against his groin.

"Uhhh," his rasped out, moving his mouth to my neck and sinking his teeth into the soft flesh, bringing a moan of my own out.

He rolled his hips deliciously, pressing our burgeoning erections against each other in the most illicit manner.

God. I needed this man!

R-ringggg.

What the...?

The sound of the phone seemed to break James out of his amorous state and he scrambled off me and fished in his pocket for the offensive phone. I watched as he lost all color to his face, and for a brief moment I swore he was dying. His face took on an alabaster sheen before he sucked in a much needed breath and answered the phone.

"Hey...Al," he said his eyes flashing to mine.

The boyfriend has impeccable timing. Fucking prick.

"Yeah...sure," James was saying. "Gimme an hour. Running."

I tried not to listen in, not wanting the guilt of what had just transpired between us to set in. Not wanting to see the look that was growing on James' face.

Regret.

"I have to go," he said breathlessly pocketing the phone.

I couldn't find the voice to reply so I nodded at him, and then he left, giving me one last look that tried to convey his regret at having to leave, or perhaps regret for the kiss. I was left alone with nothing but my confusing thoughts.

If I thought I was in trouble before, I had obviously been fucking mistaken.

A/N: Tell me what you think! I love writing Jamie/Eddie. I want to see their relationship grow as much as Emmett and Bella's. Up next we have a shit load of drama. Hope you're ready for it, hell, I hope I'm ready for it. See you then lovelies ~ Riney

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