"It's getting late maybe we should go home now" I said. Everyone had left hours ago and now it was only Nate, Serena, Chuck, and me.
"Look why don't you guys just stay and sleep over" Chuck responded with a drink on his hand.
"Good idea" said Nate who was sitting on a stool next to Chuck.
"Yeah let's do that and watch a movie" Serena said who was already looking for one.
We all made our way to the couches and Serena picked a movie, and of course she picked The Notebook, her favorite movie. I could've picked a better movie like "Breakfast at Tiffany's but I don't feel like arguing right now. Me and Nate sat on the long couch while Serena curled up in a small one, and Chuck sat on the floor by my feet. It seemed like only ten minutes had passed of the move and Nate and Serena fell asleep. Which left me and chuck… great the opposite of what I wanted.
"Looks like it's just you and me" he said as he got up from the floor and sat next to me.
I quickly got up and went to the fridge to get some water, I knew he followed me and so I said "you knew this would happen"
"You did too they always fall asleep when we watch a movie after a party" he said as he watch me sit on the counter.
"We can't Chuck, I love Nate" I said as I tried to get off the counter.
"And you think I don't know that, he's my best friend" he replied but still stepped closer to me.
"Then why are you here?" I asked which made him stop.
"I don't know" he replied looking down at the floor.
"You don't even love me, all we have is a physical attraction" I tried to explain wanting him to come close to me, but I know that he shouldn't.
"If that's what you think Blair than yeah sure" he said with a sad smile and looked like he was about to leave.
"Remember the first party?" I asked with a smile on my face, my lame attend at making him stay. Just because we couldn't do anything didn't mean I didn't want to.
"How could I now, you thought me a thing or two" he said with a matching smile this time he came stood right in from of me.
"We both learned together" I said and stared into his eyes, after what felt like an eternity I got off the counter and said "It's getting late we should go to sleep too"
"Sure you can sleep on the bed over there and I'll go to the other room" he said and then started to walk away but then turned around and pressed his lips to mine for what seemed like a fraction of a second and said "Good night Blair."
All I could do was say "Good night Chuck."
I than threw a blanket at Nate and made my way towards the bed, as I laid there I couldn't help but remember the first party where for the first time we didn't just flirt.
"Come on Blair hurry up we're going to be late to the party!" yelled Serena who was standing at the bottom of the stairs waiting for me. "I'm coming" I yelled back as I made my way down the stairs. "So this is the first party to begin our seventh grade" Serena said as we got in the elevator.
"Yeah a great way to start the year" I answered and pushed the button to go to the first floor. "So are you and Nate like together now" Serena asked with a smile on her face. "Umm yeah I guess so, he asked me to be his girlfriend last night" I said with a blush on my cheeks.
"Have you guys kissed yet?" asked Serena. This time I was really blushing as I said "NO! well maybe we will tonight, I don't know he seemed kind of nervous last night."
"Well it's not that great if you ask me" said Serena who of course had her first kiss already. "Yeah well I'll wait and see for myself" I said as the doors to the elevator opened. We went outside caught a taxi and went to the party.
As soon as we arrived people said started talking to us or to Serena mostly. At the moment I didn't care because all I wanted was a drink. I walked to the drinks and got some water. I wonder if Nate will kiss me tonight. I thought he was going to last night but well he didn't, but he was probably just nervous, it was his first kiss too. Just then some hands covered my eyes.
"Guess who?" the person asked "I'd rather not" I said knowing it was Chuck. He took his hands from my eyes and kissed one of them "I heard you and Nathaniel are together now" he said. "Yes we are officially a couple now" I said with a smile. "Well I suppose I should congratulate you, your dream come true right?" he said sarcasm dripping from his mouth. "Go away Chuck" I said irritated. "Fine but later you won't be saying the same thing" he said with a smirk on his face, "Eww" was all I said.
I than made my way to where Nate was and kissed him on the cheek, maybe that would be a hint that I wanted him to kiss me tonight. I thought he would never ask me to be his girlfriend, I mean I always thought he like Serena, but no turns out he likes me. Me and him are perfect together he is the most popular boy in school and soon I will too.
For most of the party we played games, though I never joined the spin the bottle game because I wanted my first kiss to be with Nate. Which is another reason why Nate didn't join the game, I think he wants me to be his first kiss too. It was around midnight when Nate had to go because the Captain wanted to take him out the next day. "I have to home now, but I'll see you on Monday okay?" said Nate. "yeah I'll just see you on Monday than, will you be back Sunday night?" I asked as I walked him to the door, I had to stay because I came with Serena so we were both going to leave together at the same time. "Yeah I'll be back Sunday I'll give you a call" said Nate and then he gave me a kiss on the cheek and was out the door.
Well that's great Nate left and he didn't kiss me. "Disappointed?" asked a smiling Chuck, apparently he had also witness Nate's departure. "Why would I be disappointed?" I asked. "You know why Blair. Only a day dating and poor Nathaniel has already disappointed you" he said as he stepped closer to me. "I don't know what you're talking about Chuck" I said and turned to leave but he grabbed my hand and started pulling me towards the door, "Let's go to the roof" he said. "Why?" I asked but still let him lead me out. "Just shut up and come" he said. We made it to the top and it had such a pretty view of the city and the lights all turned on. We sat side by side and just looked out into the night, when I asked "how was your first kiss Chuck?" he seem to think over it a few times until he said "I still haven't had my first kiss" I can't believe this Chuck Bass still hasn't has his first kiss! But all I said was "me either."
We stayed that way for a while just looking at the lights. We always had these moments when there was no one with us he seemed to have feelings, instead of pretending he didn't care about anything or anyone. As I was thinking this I felt Chuck take my hand, I didn't mind we've done this before hold hands. But then I felt a hand on my face and he pulled my face towards his and as I stared into his brown endless eyes I knew what I wanted. As if we were both thinking the same thing we closed our eyes and leaned towards each other. It was in the moment that our lips met that I felt my stomach tingle and flutter, I guess this is what you call butterflies. We stayed that way for a few seconds until I pulled away and got up, "you never seem to disappoint me Chuck" was all I said before leaving.
Once I got downstairs I looked for Serena, who was surrounded by a crowd of guys trying to talk to her. "Serena lets go, I want to go home" I said, she seemed to be lost at first but then said "okay fine let's leave" with that we left the party and I had finally gotten my first kiss though it wasn't with my boyfriend.
Remembering the first party me and Chuck actually took action of our endless flirting always brings a smile to my face, and that's how I fell asleep that night, thinking of Chuck.
