Lunch with Nate was more than awkward to say the least. It wasn't all silence but quiet enough for us to hear the silence. I was confused as to what was going through his mind. He was being mean to neither me or Chuck but he wasn't exactly being friendly either.

This is how the next month went by. As far as i knew Chuck and Nate were on speaking terms they even hung out a few times. But he was taking more time to warm up to me. I didn't want to pressure him either. he was still one of my best friends and i did not want to lose him. My patience however could only go so far so i knew today was the day for me to confront Nate and make sure we could still be friends.

Which is the reason why i was taking a car to his house. I felt a bit nervous we dated for years and i cheated on him for years but i still loved him. Our relationship was weird and no one would ever understand it, i don't think we ever understood it. We stayed together for so long when in reality we both wanted different people.

I had finally pulled up to his house staring at the door but not climbing the three stairs in front of me. Building up my Waldorf courage i climbed the steps and rang the doorbell.

One of his maids got the door and said "Hello Miss Blair come in."

I walked in and took off my coat and gave it to the maid who i never bothered to know her name. She showed me to the living room where i sat and waited for Nate to come down. I really hope his mom is not home because i certainly don't want to talk to her right now.

Seems like luck is in my day today because down comes Nate with a surprised look on his face to see it's me who's waiting for him. I get up to greet him with a simple smile. He smiles back a bit shy and we just stand there not knowing what to say.

"How are you?" i ask mentally kicking myself for not saying anything better.

"Fine, what can i help you with?" he responds in the most polite tone of voice.

I sit down hoping that he'll take my lead and thankfully he does. "I came here to talk" i say while putting my purse to the side.

"Ok i'm listening" he says in neutral voice.

"Look Nate we've been friends for a while, we were friends before we dated and i just want to be your friend again." i say trying to explain what he means to me.

"Look i just needed some time to myself to think things through but you will always be my friend Blair i know that you love Chuck and that's fine because you and me will always be friends."

I let out a breath of relief that i didn't know i was holding.

"thank you Nate" i say with a huge smile on my face and this time he responds. we both get up and give each other a hug. i turn to leave but then turn towards Nate again and say " i know you don't need my permission but i know you've never actually tried to date Serena because of me. But you and her are meant to be, you need to make your move" i advise him and then leave.

Nate's POV:

I stay in place for a while thinking about what Blair said. I guess she's right the reason why i've never tried to officially break up with Blair and tried to be with Serena was because of their friendship. I knew Serena would never accept it she was a loyal friend no matter what. However, now me and Blair were really over she was with Chuck there was nothing standing in the way of me and Serena being together. well only one thing: Dan.

I couldn't waste any more time thinking about this i had to talk to her and make her see that me and her were meant to be.

Chuck's POV:

I was in my suite it was pretty late in the afternoon and i was bored. Bored enough that i was actually flipping through channels in hopes of finding a good movie to watch. Just as i stumbled upon Breakfast at Tiffany's i heard the door being opened and through my beautiful girlfriend with a radiant smile on her face. Which in return made me want to smile just as big.

"Well to what do i owe the pleasure of seeing you today beautiful?" i ask. she had previously said she would be busy all day and could not come over to see me.

"I realised that i could not go the whole day without seeing you so i simply came over" she responds while making her way towards me and sitting next me.

"looks like i came just in time to see Breakfast at Tiffany's" she adds while taking her shoes off and making herself comfortable next to me.

I only smiled being content to have her by my side. We had always been on defence to get too close before but now we embraced each other. She of course had a key to my suite so she could come and go as she pleased. I knew she went to see Nate and i was fine by that because he too was her friend. She pretended to be fine by not talking to Nate but i knew she was hurt she needed to clear up things with him and by the look on her face it seems like we can all be friends again.

Serena's POV:

Things had been estranged for the past month. The most strangest thing was Chuck and Blair getting together but in a weird way they seemed to work well together. And, of course there was Nate he was free now, no longer tied down to Blair. But he never tried to talk to me about it, i was with Dan now anyways.

I really like Dan he's a good guy, he's who i need in my life. Nate is my best friend and i will always love him but me and him have hurt each other too much. He's not even making an effort now to be with me, he doesn't want to be with me anymore.

In all truth i was growing a bit bored with Dan. At first he excited me because he was like no one i had ever been with. But now it just wasn't as exciting anymore. i was craving someone who i couldn't have, someone who no longer wanted me. So i stayed with Dan because maybe the feeling of excitement would come back again.

Nates POV:

I had no idea where to find Serena so i had no option but to look it up on Gossip Girl and as it turns out she was at her house, hopefully she's alone. Not wanting to waste time walking i decide to take a cab making it only five minutes from her house.

The elevator ride up to her house has probably been one of the longest rides in my life. I was getting more anxious every second it took for it to move. Just as i was about to walk out the doors opened and right in front of me was Serena. With her long blond hair, her enchanting eyes, and most of all her beautiful smile. Of course she had a surprised look on her face, she was not expecting me.

"I know i've been ignoring you lately, and i haven't really been there for you. I guess i was giving up on us, but Serena you're the one. You've always been the one and i know you're with Dan now but i just need to say that i love you, and i will always love you. I want you and only you Serena." i rushed out. Once i've said it all i feel free once again.

I try to read her face expression but it's blank she is speechless.

Serena's POV:

I didn't know what to say. I was not expecting this i was just giving up on him because i truly thought he had gotten over me. Now here he comes and blurts out his undying love for me what am i supposed to do? i can see that he's worried now wondering is he was too late to show his feelings. without even thinking i move towards him and kiss him. He doesn't react at first but soon enough his arms are around me and we are finally one again. I know that we'll figure things out later.

Blairs POV:

"i love you Chuck" i whisper in the middle of the night. i know he's asleep and he can't hear me but i say the words anyways. i look at his face and he looks peaceful like an angel fallen from heaven. My own personal angel. At some point i thought Nate would be the one i would marry but now i know it's Chuck it has always been him. And, i know we will never grow bored of each other. i simply love him. I give him a light kiss on his lips and fall back asleep next to him.

The End?

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