So it's been about a month and a half since Alec and Felix got here (sorry to jump so far ahead, but I'm running out of ideas for this portion of the story) which means that there is only a week and a day until my birthday, a week and 2 days until they make their judgment, and a week and 3 days until they leave (not that anyone is counting). This also means that it has been a month since Alec tried to kiss me. I'm still not quite sure about how I feel about this. I mean, he's cute, but I don't know.
Over the last month, Alec and I have been getting kind of close. He's been doing some really nice things for me, like helping me learn to fight better and telling me all these things about the Volturi. I refer to him as a good friend, but on the inside, I'm conflicted. It's that "your heart is telling you one thing, but your head is saying something else" type of thing. And to make matters worse, ever since he saw Alec almost kiss me, Jake won't get off my back. He and my parents keep giving me the "don't get involved with the Volturi scum" speech. I keep telling them that nothing is, and never will happen between us but to be honest, that's a slight lie. I do feel something for him and I think he feels something for me too. But it's not very smart to get romantically involved with someone that could quite possible order your death, so I'm going to be good and keep my distance, I hope.
Author's Note
I'm sorry that I haven't updated in forever and that this chapter is short and really sucks. Just to warn you all, the next couple of chapters are kind of random (and probably unnecessary) but I want to build a Reneslec foundation building up to her birthday party. Like I said before, I'm running out of ideas for this part of the story, but once I get to her birthday, the story should pick up some speed and get a lot better.