Ch 2 Bori
I find myself thinking of Tori and not knowing why. It's been a week since that dream, that poem. I decide right away to surprise Tori after school. Since we are next door neighbours I decide to go hangout with her like we used to.
Ding dong! I ring the door bell and Tori opens the door.
"Beck? What are you doing here?" That is a good question what am I doing here? I am dating Jade. "I... I... Wanted to see you Tor-Tor!"
There was a pause in the air, an awkward silence broken with her saying, "Don't call me that we aren't ten anymore."
"I wish we were..." I said out loud on accident. "What does that mean?" She asked.
"It means I miss you. We were best friends. And you were my..."
"BECK we still are besties!"
"We are? Is ignoring me what besties do?"
"Awwww I didn't know you felt ignored. Now I feel awful." She retorted.
"Can I come in?" I ask, pathetic I know.
"Sure, Beck want to watch TV? Wrestling, football?"
"We can watch My Little Pony, I bet you love that." I laugh.
"I do not," she says while punching my arm.
I suddenly blurt out what she said to me the night of the last sleep over, "Yes, when we get older I want to say my first kiss came from my best friend in the whole world."
She didn't say anything, she gestured me to come inside and I did so without hesitation. This was my second home, this was where "she" dwelled. The girl I probably have loved this whole time... Shut up mind! YOU HAVE JADE!
Mind: Oh come on Beck she's your best friend
Me: So?
Mind: She is beautiful... Kiss her!
Me: Jade?
Mind: What's Jade a type of rock?
Me: My girl friend
Mind: Dump that Bitch, look at Tori. Her hair, her lips, her hips, her breasts...
Me: Her breasts... Wait stop that!
I couldn't think of anything else, it's as if than less than a week I fell for this friend.
She suddenly said, "What brought that quote up?"
What quote, oh right.
"I have been thinking about that moment a lot!" Wait what am I doing?Ugh... Damn it man, she is a FRIEND!
Mind: A friend with boobs!
"Shut up!" I said not realising it was out loud.
"Maybe you should go home Beck." Tori suggested confused.
"Tori..." I said looking into those deep brown eyes. "What?"
"I am sorry. I just miss the days when we were kids and all we cared about was nonsense and that RV. I miss those sleepovers, I know it's weird... cause you're a girl. But I would still have you over at my RV even now. We could watch movies, eat pizza and throw popcorn at the tv."
"Beck that's sweet of you. That would be fun to do again." She admitted.
"My parents and your parents are out of town this coming weekend want to have one last sleepover?" Did I really just ask Tori to spend the night? She isn't my girl friend.
"Oh Beckket! I don't know... What about Jade?"
"She is going to Chicago this weekend!" I said not caring who this Jade person was.
"And Trina will be staying with her college friends at their dorm. Sure let's do it."
"I can't wait!" I say.
But I really can't. It's the first time in eight years I get to be with Tori, alone! I wonder if something will happen? As I think of this my heart starts to pound.