It's all my fault. I am so sorry Maura.

Rest of the journey to the hospital was deadly silent. No one spoke. Neither Frost nor Korsak could make a comment about already broken women. Jane couldn't forgive herself. Despite of what happened between her and her wife, Jane loved Maura and their baby. She loved her family. She wanted to hold her child. She loved to wake up with Maura every morning. She loved to look at her beautiful wife before she falls asleep. Now she fucked up.

Frost pulled up in front of Mass General. Jane slowly dragged herself out. Her vision was blurry; no one could tell it's the alcohol or the tears. She stumbled through the doors until she found her mother sitting in hall way. Frost and Korsak followed her behind.

Angela heard the familiar clicking of boots. She raised her head and saw Jane, walking towards her. She bolted up from the chair she was sitting and ran quickly to hug her beloved daughter. She threw herself on Jane and asked "Oh my god Janie! Where have you been?"

Before Jane could ask anything, Angela pulled away from Jana and looked her daughter into the eyes. Jane could see her ma's face was getting red in anger. Oh no.

"Jane Clementine Rizzoli! Have you been drinking?" she asked.

Jane wanted to say 'no' but she couldn't lie because anyone could smell the alcohol in her breathe from few feet away.

"Is that why you didn't answer you calls?" Angela raised her voice. "Tell me now. I thought I raised you better than that. I thought you love your family. Clearly, you don't even care about Maura and the child" with that Angela stormed off the place she was currently occupying.

"Angela" Korsak called after her. "Jane, I'll talk to her. Go and see your wife" he said and went after Mrs. Rizzoli.

"Thanks Korsak" she replied.

Frost was standing there and witnessing the chaotic situation. He was tired. "Mm, Jane I think I should go now. I'll come and see Maura in the morning. Call me if you need anything" he closed the distance between them, hugged Jane and reassured her. "Don't worry. She will be okay." He turned around and left the building.

Jane was standing in the hall way. She didn't know how to handle all her problems at once. She wanted to see Maura. She wanted to know that her wife and the baby were okay. She missed her family. Warm, sticky liquid made her cheeks wet again. One moment, if she thought about the consequences, she wouldn't have done any of these mistakes.

"Is there anyone here for Mrs. Rizzoli Isles?" a nurse called from Maura's room.

"It's me Jane Rizzoli Isles. I am her wife. How is she? How is the baby? Can I see her?" Jane continued to ask questions.

"She is awake now but rest of the details, doctor will tell you. You can see your wife if you want. Dr. Walter will be here in a minute. If she needs anything just press the call button. I'll be here" the nurse said and left the room.

"Thank you" Jane said with teary eyes.

She slowly entered the room. She saw the blonde lying in the hospital bed. The scene broke her heart into million pieces.

Maura knew Jane was there. She did not make eye contact with the brunette. She was not ready to show her weakness. She did not want to cry in front of Jane. She wanted to be firm. She wanted to hold herself up. She didn't want to forgive the brunette yet or may be ever.

Yes. She had been with so many people before Jane. She had dated many of them. She had sex with many of them but it was until Jane came into her life. After she fell in love with this brunette, she didn't care about anyone in this world but Jane. She didn't think about anyone but Jane. In future, she wanted to picture herself only with Jane. She wanted to have a family. She wanted to have a mini Jane. How could Jane break all her promises that she made to Maura?

"Mau..."

"Hello! Sorry to interrupt you two. I hope you are Mrs. Rizzoli Isles' family" Dr. Walter entered the room.

"Mm Ya. I am Detective Jane Rizzoli" she glanced over at Maura "Isles and this is my wife Dr. Maura Rizzoli Isles." She introduced herself and her family to the doctor and waited for him to continue.

"Well, detective and doctor, nice to see you both" he looked at Maura and nodded his head.

"I am here to update you with the information of your wife's health. She is stable now. Her baby is…"

Jane cut him off "Our."

"Excuse me! What?" the doctor was confused.

"It's OUR baby. You said it's her baby" anyone could detect the sadness seeping through the voice of brunette.

"I am really sorry. I did not mean to say that. Please, I apologize for what I said earlier" the doctor said once again and continued "She and your baby are fine but her stress level was really higher when they brought her in. I recommend that she should be in bed rest for the remaining period of her pregnancy. You can bring her home in the morning but make sure she is resting. If you'll excuse me, I have another patient waiting for me. Call me if you need anything" he turned around and stopped abruptly. "And detective, your wife has not been eating at least for the last 12 hours" then he left.

Jane stayed still at the door, was shocked by the fact that not only torturing herself, Maura was taking revenge on their baby too.

"WHAT THE HELL MAURA! Why are you doing this to me?" Jane shouted at her wife and tried to control the raging fire inside her heart.

Maura turned her face away from the brunette. She didn't even open her mouth to say anything.

Her silence made the brunette even angrier. "Maura! Look at me. Answer me. Why are you doing this to me?" she was pleading now.

The blonde did not look at Jane. "What am I doing to you as what you did to me Jane?" she blinked away the tears that threatened to fall from her hazel eyes.

The words cut sharply, deeply into Jane's heart.

"Maur" she really tried.

"No! Not now, Jane. I am not ready for this conversation with you" she hesitated for a moment "please, leave me alone for now. Just leave, Jane" she finished her sentence. She did not yell. She did not even raise her tone with Jane. She said it simply, calmly.

Taken aback by those words, Jane turned to leave. She opened and held the door for a moment "Just know this Maura. No matter what happens, I love you. Only you. Please take care of yourself and our baby" she was crying and closing the door behind her.

"Ours" Maura whispered to the empty space. She was lost again. Her hazel orbs were filled with tears again.