No. I am married.

"Married? Who is that lucky man?" Abby inquired.

"Her name is Maura." Jane said simply while sipping her beer.

"Her? You married a woman? Why I am not surprised." Abby said dramatically smirking at Jane.

"Ya do you have a problem with that?" Jane was getting annoyed by Abby's remark.

"No, Jane. If I knew you better, I would not have given up on you. If I knew you have feeling for women, I would have been your wife now. Can you imagine that?" Abby was laughing at her own confession.

Jane rolled her eyes at Abby playfully. "Come on, don't go there!" Jane was looking at her phone then raising her head to meet Abby's gaze. "Abby, I only love Maura, not all the women walking in and out of my life." Jane said seriously.

"Ok ok, Jane Rizzoli. Let's drop this topic." Abby tried to hide the hurt in her voice. "So, where is your wife? Why are sitting here alone?"

"She is in New York." Jane said bitterly.

"Oh... Are you two having a fight or something?" Abby could feel the bitterness in Jane's voice.

"Nah. She is having annual meeting with her family's foundation. She is pregnant with our first child and I didn't want her to go alone. She left this morning and I miss her so much. She can be stubborn sometime. You know pregnancy hormones." Jane stood up, "Excuse me. I need to use the rest room." She left her phone on the counter.

While Jane was in the rest room her phone started to ring. Abby grabbed the phone and saw 'Babe' with Maura's picture on the screen. She frowned at it and pressed the 'decline' button. Again it started to ring. Abby was so jealous of Maura. She did not like to see Jane with any other woman. It was not because she loved Jane, but it was because Jane rejected her. She wanted to have revenge. So she scrolled through Jane's missed call list and deleted Maura's calls from it. The she had gone through the voice mails. There was one from Maura.

'Jane. I was trying to call you. Where have you been? I'm sorry honey. My phone wasn't working and I was caught up with the meeting. I miss you, babe. I can't stay here without you so I am getting the next flight to Boston. I'll be there in few hours. I love you. Take care.'

That was Maura's sweet voice and Abby's face was getting red in anger. She deleted the recent voice mail and put the phone back on the counter where it was before. She caught Jane in the sight and acted like nothing happened while Jane was gone.

"Oops! I left my phone here." Jane grabbed her phone and checked it once again. She was really disappointed because it was 10 p.m and still Maura had not called her yet. May be she has forgotten me while doing other stuffs. She thought to herself.

"So, Jane, what do you have on your mind for later tonight?" Abby asked Jane while ordering another drink for herself.

"Me? I just want to go home and crash in my bed." Jane had more than seven beers during the last 3 hours.

"Jane, are you going to drive? You are too drunk for that."

"No, I am not… drunk." Jane protested but she was clearly drunk.

"Of course you are. Look, why don't you stay tonight with me? I am leaving to London tomorrow. I am not sure when I am going to see you after this. We can have girls' night at my house if you want or you can sleep in my guest room. How does that sound?" Abby made her puppy face and looked at Jane hopefully.

"No, I don't think it's a good idea." Jane was trying to stand up. "I'll just call a cab and go home. See you some other time." Jane was turning to leave; suddenly she felt a hand around her wrist.

"Jane, why are you always avoiding me? Can't you at least accept me as your friend?" She blinked away the unshed tears. "It's been a long time since I saw you, talked to you. I am just asking for one night with you as a friend. I promise, please." Abby pleaded to Jane.

Jane sighed. The situation was awkward. She did not want to hurt the tall, blonde. "Okay."

Abby and Jane went to Abby's house and she offered Jane a glass of wine. They were talking about their school days, their personal lives and their jobs. It had been one hour. Jane was sitting on couch while talking and laughing with Abby. Suddenly Abby leaned forward and kissed Jane on the lips.

Jane was shocked and pushed Abby backward. "What the hell was that?"

"I'm sorry. I could not hold myself, Jane. I've always wanted to do that with you. Sorry." Abby whimpered looking away unable to meet Jane's eyes.

"Abby, I can't do this. I am married… to a beautiful, loving woman. I can't do this to her. I think I should go."

"What about me, Jane?" Abby asked quietly.

"What about you? I don't understand what you are talking about." Jane was confused.

"Don't tell me you never thought about being with me this way during school days. Don't tell me you never wanted to kiss me then. You rejected me because you were so afraid. You were afraid of your family, your friends and your religion. You made me to believe that you don't like women but obviously you do. I fell in love with you, Jane Rizzoli. You broke my heart. All I wanted is to be with you. Only tonight. Tomorrow, I'll be gone. No one will know about 'us'."

"Us? Abby are you out of your mind? This is ridiculous. I am not goin…" Jane was cut off by Abby's lips on hers. Jane was not responding to the kiss at first then she was, because she could not think straight due to the alcohol she consumed.

"Tell me you don't want this." Abby whispered in Jane's ears. Jane could not form any words.

"Only tonight." Jane made sure she was not going to do this ever again. She could not fight the feeling of having sex because it had been months since she was touched by Maura. But it was wrong. She knew that. It was going to hurt Maura. But Maura would never know this. Jane was fighting with her conscience, she failed anyway.

It was 5 a.m when Jane stirred from the sleep. She looked around the place where she was currently at. She did not remember the incidents that happened previous night. Then she realized that she was not alone. Someone was next to her, naked. She looked down at herself. Oh my god! What have I done? Shit. She cursed herself, quietly slipped out of the bed and gathered her clothes from the floor.

She put her clothes on and checked her phone while opening the door to leave the mess she made behind. She had 4 missed calls from Maura. Oh no! How am I going to face her? Why did I do this to her? I am an asshole. She called a cab and reached her home. She opened the front door of her house and was shocked by the scene in front of her.

Maura was laying on the couch uncomfortably, placing a hand on her belly while sleeping. Jane removed her boots and walked slowly to Maura. She placed a kiss on Maura's forehead softly but she did not realize she was crying until a tear drop fell on Maura's cheek and she stirred a bit.

"Shh, go to sleep." Jane held herself still and soothed Maura.

"Jane?" Maura called sleepily.

"Ya baby, I am here. Go to sleep." Jane could not hold her tears.

Maura opened her eyes and looked at the brunette.

"Oh baby! Come here. Why are you crying? Where have you been? I was trying to call you." Maura sat up and held Jane's hands in hers.

"I was called in to work." That was a lie. "I missed you, Maura. Don't do this to me ever again." This was not a lie. She broke down and wept like a kid.

"Oh baby. I missed you too that's why I couldn't stay over there. Let's go to bed. You look so tired." Maura stood up and led Jane to their bed room. Both of them settled under the covers.

"Maura can I hold you?" It was a hoarse whisper.

"You don't have to ask me." Maura gave a peck on Jane's lips and snuggled with Jane resting her head on Jane's chest. Jane threw an arm around her wife and closed her eyes only to eliminate the tears from there.