Maura…

"Maura…" Jane slowly opened her eyes adjusting to the brightness in that room.

"Janie! You are awake. Thank GOD!" Angela rushed to her daughter's side while Frankie was staring at his sister like he had seen a ghost. It was not too long ago, since he was aware of the situation there.

"Ma… Where is Maura?" Wincing in pain, Jane managed to ask about her wife. That was the first thought came into her mind while coming back to the real world.

"Hmm she is at home, right Frankie? Home." Angela was stuttering out of panic and Frankie's face went pale.

"Ya… She is… She's at home. I'm gonna call the doctor." Frankie tried to escape the room but a husky voice stopped him.

"Wait, Frankie. I don't want to see any doctor. I want to see Maura. Call her please." Jane was pleading with tears in her dark chocolate orbs.

"Janie. We'll call Maura later. First of all the doctor has to see you." Angela interjected.

"Don't you understand Ma? I WANT to see Maura." Jane yelled. All the people from the corridor could hear the fiery detective's outburst.

"Calm down, Jane. You just had a surgery. You are going to hurt yourself again." Frankie said as a matter of fact.

"I don't give a damn about that." Switching her gaze to her mom, she tried again. "Please Ma. Does she know I'm here?"

"Yes." Angela didn't want to lie again.

"Why isn't she here?" Before Angela could respond to that question, Jane raised her left hand to stop her mother from answering. "I know. She hates me."

"How long have I been here?"

"More than four hours."

Jane nodded in understanding. "Did you check on Maura? Is she eating properly? She can punish me Ma. I don't want her to punish herself because of me."

"Jane…"

"Ma! I'm going for my shift. See you later." Frankie interrupted Angela. He kissed Jane on the cheek and hugged her mother before leaving the room.

"Is she still mad at me?" She slowly lifted her eyes to meet her mother's.

"Jane. This is going to hurt you but I can't hide it any longer." Angela sighed and took the cover from the small table in that room. "I don't know what's inside. Whatever it is, but it's going to hurt you so much. I know that for sure." Angela handed that cover to Jane.

Jane had bewildered expression on her face when she opened the cover with her left hand. No, it can't be divorce papers. Please God! Don't do this to me.

There was no paper but a shining object. Jane did not need a second to recognize what it was. She knew it very well. She was the one chose it. She was the one touched it first. That was the wedding band she gave to Maura on their big day.

Tears welled up. Everything went blank. Jane squeezed her eyes shut refraining herself from seeing her fallen wedding fantasy.

"Tell me it's just a dream."

"Janie."

"No. Tell me Ma. Tell me that it's just a dream and everything will be back to normal when I open my eyes."

"Jane. Maura left." Ma Rizzoli said it quietly.

"What? Why didn't you stop her?" Jane cried like a baby and Angela tried to soothe her but failed.

"STOP IT JANE!" She yelled.

"Do you have any idea what she had gone through this morning? After everything happened in that lobby, I bet, she even wouldn't want to think about you." That was too harsh.

"What do mean by that Ma? I am willing to beg her to forgive me. She knows I can't live without her. She knows that very well. We've been together for years Ma. FOR YEARS! Then why can't she give me a chance to fix this? This is my fau…" Suddenly a knock on the door brought their attention to the entrance of the room.

"Erm… Sorry to interrupt. Hello Detective Rizzoli, I am Dr. Parker. How are you feeling now?" Her doctor entered the room to check on her health condition.

"I wish I could be dead now." The brunette muttered under her breath.

"Sorry, I couldn't hear you. Did you say something?" The doctor asked her while checking her pulse and her broken arm.

"No. I mean, yes. I said I'm feeling really good. When can I go home?" Jane seemed so frustrated.

"If everything goes smoothly, you can go home tomorrow morning Rizzoli. Just make sure, you take the medicine properly and don't strain your hand. The cast can go after one week, but you can't be in field duty for at least a month. Come and see me after one week." He smiled at Jane.

"Whatever." She said sharply at the doctor.

"Okay, the nurse will talk to you about the procedures later. I think I should go now." The doctor left the room.

"Thank you so much doctor." Angela called after him and faced Jane again. "JANE CLEMANTINE RIZZOLI! Did I raise you like this? You are being rude to everyone and you hurt the person that loves you most. You told the slut you slept with, that Maura is a hormonal bitch. The receptionist told me what happened in that lobby in front of all the people. Your girl friend told your wife that you called Maura a bitch and she did not know how to please you. All the time in my life I'd never been ashamed of you but now I wish I should have raised you better than this." Angela lost herself in anger.

"What the hell Ma? How can I say such things about Maura? She is the love my life Ma. She is my life. THAT BITCH! I'm gonna kill her with my own hands." Jane tried to get up from the bed but Angela stopped the angry brunette.

"Where do you think you are going to go now?"

"I want to see Maura now. I want to explain everything to her and beg her to come back to me. Before all that I want to find that bitch Abby. I want her to pay for all these messes. How dare she talk to Maura like that? She seduced me Ma and I had this accident because of her. I saw her on the side walk and lost my control." Jane sobbed violently.

"Shh baby, don't cry. Everything will be alright." Angela blinked her own tears away.

"No Ma. Nothing is alright. She's gone. She left me because of this fucking mistake I made but I swear to God I've never ever talked about Maura like that to anyone Ma. I love her. I fucking love her so much. She can't leave me like this Ma. Do you know where she is now?"

Angela shook her head. "No, Janie. We couldn't contact her. She left before Frankie could reach your house. I have no idea baby. I'm so sorry."

"I want to talk to Frost now. Can I use your phone?" Jane asked her mother.

Angela handed her phone to her daughter and Jane dialed Frost's number.

"Frost, it's me, Jane." She explained everything to him. Finally she said, "And run the name 'Abby Stevenson'. Bring that bitch to precinct. No matter what I'll be there in the morning tomorrow." Then she hung up the phone and looked at her mother before the pain medication dragged her into sleep.