Sorry, Jane. I need some space.

"Maur, please, don't do this. We can talk. We can go to therapy. We can fix this. I'll make it up to you for the rest of our life. Please, don't leave me." Jane begged.

Maura closed her eyes just to calm herself and she did not want to make a big scene in her office. Take deep breaths Maura. Yes, like that.

"Jane, I've had enough. Just… Please, give me some time. I want to forget about everything that happened between you and me. I gave you the wedding band back because I don't want to continue being this weak, stupid human being anymore. It was humiliating at the hospital, in front of everyone. I was embarrassed beyond you could think." Maura's voice had shaken while thinking about the incident at the hospital.

"Do you really think, I would say something like that to any bitch whoever comes into my way?" Jane raised her voice to make sure that she wouldn't dare to do so.

Muara remained silent. "So is that it? You believed her. That's it! So you don't even have a tiny bit of faith in me? Maur, after all I've said, you still wouldn't believe me, right?" The brunette was defeated.

"Sorry, Jane. I have to go now. My attorney will contact you as soon as I've reached New York. He will talk about the child's custody with you. You may leave now, if you don't have anything to say. I need to pack few things." With that Maura started to walk around her office table to collect some folders.

Now or never, Jane. Say something. Damn it, Jane Rizzoli, do you really think she will listen to you? Do something before she leaves or you will lose her forever. You will lose your family. Do something. Now! RIGHT NOW!

"STAY!" Jane sounded dangerous.

Maura stopped abruptly. "Excuse me?"

"I said 'STAY'. You can't go anywhere. Not now."

Maura moved closer to Jane. "Now, Detective, who do you think you are, to give me orders? I am a grown woman. I am mentally and physically capable of making my own decisions. You can't say what I can and can't do. Do you understand? We're through. So, please leave my office now, or I may have to talk to Cavanaugh." Maura threatened. She never did that before. Inside, she was hating herself for doing this but she couldn't give in to Jane. Not now.

Okay. I don't have any choice. This is the last chance. I'm so sorry but I have to do this, for US.

"Okay. You can leave but I want the full custody of my baby." She knew how to press the buttons of the good doctor.

"What?"

"You heard me. I said I want the full custody of 'MY' baby."

"Jane, you can't do that. It's not fair." Maura was shocked as hell. How could Jane do this?

"Yes, it's fair. That's my child in your womb. I have every right to fight for the baby. You don't want me but you want my child, Maur? That's not fair, for ME because, how can you love the baby, if you hate me so much? That baby is going have my hair, my eyes, my face and damn it even my behaviors. In future, I'm not sure if the baby's going to be safe with you, because you may harm my child because of what I did to you. I don't believe you, ANYMORE." Fuck Jane. What's wrong with you, Idiot?

Before she could comprehend what's happening, she saw lightning and heard thunder at once. She was slapped hard across her face by the blonde. Jane was bleeding from her lips.

Maura seemed so angry that she couldn't stand straight because she was shaking. She moved to the uncomfortable couch in her office and lowered herself on it. She started to sob uncontrollably. Jane stood there holding her cheek with her left hand, controlling the urge to run to the blonde and envelope her woman in her arms.

After few minutes of silence in that room, Maura finally spoke first wiping the trace of tears. "Okay, you can have the child, all for yourself." Maura made this decision after contemplating pros and cons of this child's life. First thing she couldn't stay in Boston and work with Jane if she got divorce. Second, if she was going to move to another city, Jane won't be able to see the baby. Third, she didn't have a family like Jane had. She couldn't give the love to the baby that a family could give. Fourth, Jane was right. She didn't have any rights on this child. She was like a surrogate mother. That's what Jane meant right? The baby was Jane's baby. She was nothing. One day the child would know everything and leave her.

Maura painfully lifted her legs from the floor and tugged under herself on the couch.

"Once the baby is born, I'll sign all the papers and leave this city. I'll ask my attorney to prepare the divorce papers then." Her tone was cold and emotionless. After all, she was the queen of dead. All these while she had nobody in her life until she met Jane and her family. Now everything was ruined and once again she was being forced to live her life alone.

She was a scientist, doctor who didn't believe in miracles. Based on the evidences, she concluded that Jane cheated on her and didn't love her anymore. Additionally, Jane didn't want her to be the other mother of Jane's baby. So the final conclusion was made by the Doctor. Everything was done.

In the other hand, Jane was shocked. It's true that when someone gets angry, sad or desperate, they may not think straight. They'll always let their words slip without knowledge. They won't even think how it's going to affect other people.

"I don't want Angela or others to know about this. When the time comes, we'll tell them. I don't want to hurt them now. When the baby is finally here, they will forget about me and be happy with the new addition to your family." She looked at her wife's face who stood like a zombie with split lips. Did you do that Maura? You hurt your wife. Oh god! When did you become a monster like your biological father?

Jane couldn't find any words to say to the blonde. She didn't know how to rewind the past thirty minutes in that office. She wanted to undo all the things she did. She wanted to erase all the words she said, but it was too late. Now she stood there like a stupid who broke the heart of the love of her life.

"I want to go home. I want to sleep. Your child is making me uncomfortable. I'll stay in the guest room. On the way back, I'll talk to Garrett." Maura tried to get up from the couch obviously struggling to stand. Jane stretched her left hand towards the blonde but she shrugged it off.

"No, Jane, I can stand by myself. I'm not invalid still. Let's go." She grabbed her purse, kept the folders back at the office and strode out of the place without looking back at the detective.

Jane did not understand what the blonde was thinking. Whatever in Maura's mind was not good at all, that's the only thing she understood.

How could she give up on their baby so easily? Did she even love the baby? She should have fought with me. She should have told me how much the baby meant to her, but she didn't even attempt to make a protest. So she didn't want the baby anymore? Damn it Maura, why are you so complicated? Why do you want to leave US? We can't survive without you, Maur. The baby needs you, more over that I need you. How can I make it up to you? How can I make you forgive me? I know what to do. I am going to show you every damn second until the baby is born, how much I love you, how much you meant to me. I am going to be the person that you want to fall in love again. I'm not gonna let you go, Maur, not now, not ever. Are twelve more weeks enough to change the blonde's mind?

Jane followed Maura outside her office to the elevator.