Hi everyone!

Like I promised some days ago here you have the second chapter of this Fic. Thanks so much for all the reviews (Whoa! 7 reviews, 2 Favorites and 6 Followers) I couldn't believed! =). Really thanks so much to:

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-Ms Isabella: Yeah! poor Matt he doesn't deserve all the thing happen to him in the first season :/ he is a nice guy!

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Chapter 2: Hurtful words

Gabby was cleaning some of the new glasses of Molly's, when Otis and Herrmann entered with some boxes in their hands

"I am just saying that is strange" Otis said leaving one of the boxes in the bar

"Oh, come on are you kidding me?" Herrmann said ironic

"What is going on?"Gabby asked them

"Casey" Otis said

"And what is going on with him?" she asked concerned about what could happen to her friend

"When Boden send him home in the last shift, he cleaned his locker and let it unlock"

"And what is strange in it?" Herrmann said. "Boden sent him home until he calls him. It is normal that he took his thing in case he need it right? And Maybe he forget to lock it" Herrmann has known Casey since he entered in the firehouse fifty-one and he knew that his lieutenant never will do something like that; however, he want to believe that he will never do something stupid.

"Yeah, but why he took his pictures?" Otis asked worried about the strange reaction of his lieutenant.

"his pictures?" Gabby asked surprised

"yeah! All the pictures that he has in the door of his locker have disappeared"

"Guys, I have to leave for a few hours" Gabby said taking her jacket "I am sorry"

After hear that Matt took his pictures and his things, she was worried. Why he took his pictures? Isn't he come back to fifty-one anymore? She thought. She drove to his home in a record time. His car was still parked in front of his house. She parked her car near to his, got out of her car and approached to the door of his house. She saw that near to the door there were some old newspapers. She knocked his door and wait that he answered it. Maybe I'm exaggerating I am sure that he is fine. She grabbed the doorknob and she surprised when she saw that the door was not locked.

"Casey?" she asked entered in his house.

His house was a completely mess. There were some boxes of takeaway food, dirty dishes, empty beer bottles and dirty clothes in his living room and dining room. On the couch there was a pillow and a blanket. She continued walking and saw that Matt was sitting in his dining room with his head between his hands. He was wearing a grey sweatshirt and black sweatpants.

"Matt?" she said walking toward him

After heard her voice he rose completely surprised from his chair. He was a completely mess. His hair was disheveled like if he had got out of bed some minutes ago; however that was impossible because his beautiful blue eyes that she loves had dark circles around them and they looked also irritated like if he had been crying during a long time. El looked like if he wouldn't have been asleep in the last few days.

"Nothing" he whispered "Nothing has sense" and he started to cry again

Gabby gave him a hug and rubbed his back and head while he crying bereaved in her shoulder. Matt continued crying in her shoulder until he collapsed in her arms and he wasn't able to continue of be stand up during more time. Gabby sat down both of them on the floor.

"Shh it is going to be fine Matt" and she continue rubbed his back until he stop of shaking in her arms. "Matt I think that you are going to be more comfortable in your bed. The floor is cold and you could get a cold" she said caressing his forehead.

"Ok" he whispered weakly.

He tried to rise from the floor but it was impossible and he lost his balance so he sat again on the floor. Gabby rose and helped him to stand up.

"Come on. Let's go to your room. You need your rest" and grabbed him by his hands and guided him through his house.

At least the second floor wasn't so dirty she thought. Slowly they made their way to his room. When they entered to the master room Gabby saw that the bed looked like if no one had been sleeping there in the last few days which confirmed her suspicions.

"Come on Matt. You need to sleep at least few hours" She enter in the room but Matt remained standing at the door of the room without moving. She took again his hands and guided him to the bed.

Carefully she sat him on the edge of the bed after remove the duvet. Matt looked like a lifeless doll that could not move by himself and this broke Gabby's heart. Matt was always strong but in this moment he looked so weak like a little child. Gabby gently pushed him to lie down in bed and cover him with the duvet.

"Close your eyes and try to sleep" Matt slightly nodded and closed his eyes.

Few second later he was deep asleep. Gabby affectionately patted his head before let the room and went downstairs with the intention of cleaned all the mess of the ground floor.

Two hours later his house looked like in the past. Everything was in its places again. She put in the rubbish all the empty beer bottles and takeaway food, cleaned the dirty dishes and did the laundry.

Proud of how clean and tidy the downstairs look; she came back to the master room to check if Matt was still sleeping in his bed. When she arrived to the door she heard that Matt was muttering something like if he was having a nightmare. Without loss a second, she entered in the room and watched in horror how Matt was moving in his sleep with the duvet tangled in his body.

"Breathe. Baby. Breathe" He was muttering crying

Gabby walked toward to the bed and tried to wake up him.

"Matt. Wake up" she said patted his cheeks "come on Matt. Hey, how are you?" she asked when he finally opened his eyes "I think that you were having a nightmare" she sat near to him in the bed.

"Gabby?" he asked surprised "What are you doing here?"

"You don't remember? I came here two hours ago for seeing how you were and you were a mess. I think that you were in shock"

"Get out of my house now" he said feeling embarrassed that one of his best friends saw him in the pretty bad state that he was a couple of hours before. He knows that he was in a deep hole and need help, but he wasn't able to ask for it; it was so difficult for him.

"Matt there is nothing wrong in say that you need help. There is no shame on it. You are having a rough time, so please let me help you" she said rubbed his back "come on I am going to prepare you something to eat"

"I said Get out of my house! I don't need your fucking help" he shouted to her removing her hand from his back violently.

After his last words and action Gabby wanted to cry how she never did it in all her life. Her best friend, which she was secretly in love since long time, was not only rejected her help but also entering in a deep depression. Her heart was broken. If it had been someone else maybe it's wouldn't have hurt so much, but It was Matt and that change everything. They were always best friends.

Crying she get up of the bed and made the way to leave the room not without looking at him one more time. He had his head between his hands crying disconsolately again. One part of her wanted to stay there for him and hug him, but the other one was really hurt by his harsh words.

"Bye Matt"

"Gabby" He said still crying "I am so sorry. Gabby" he said hyperventilating. "Gabby"

Although Matt had said sorry, she felt the need of getaway from him for at least a few minutes. When she has calmed down she would go back to his house and not move from there until she was sure that he was better.

She knew that Matt would never speak to her in that way and if they had done was because of the lack of sleep, rest and anxiety that he was having in that moment. She knew him since a long time and she knew that when he didn't sleeping well, he could be irritated and frustrated by the lack of concentration. A lot of thing had happen to him in the few months. After a few minutes, she was felling more relaxed that before; so she came back to the house with the intension to help him even if he doesn't want her help.

Matt felt so broken when he heard Gabby closed the main door. He knew that he need help but he felt weak if he do it. He was always strong and never had to ask for help, so he didn't know what to do. He was always the one who help people. He felt how his little world was crumbling every second. His head hurt as well as his heart. "She hates me and she will never want to speak with my again" his mind said. All that he wanted to do was to sleep and forget how much he had hurt her best friend and maybe when he gets up again in a few hours he could discover that everything that happened few seconds ago was a big nightmare.

He was frustrated and irritated because he couldn't back to sleep. He left the bed and walked to his bathroom with the intension of take some pill that could help him to sleep. He take one of the bottle that there was in the mirror cabinet and came back to his bed.

He took one of the pills with his trembling hand and swallowed it. He rested his head in the pillow and tried to sleep; but it didn't work. Few seconds later, he took other two pills and swallowed them also. Its frustration grew as he was still not being able to go back to sleep. So he continued swallowing pills until realized that the bottle that previously was full now was completely empty.

Quickly, he felt how his body was relaxing. He felt so good now. He lied down in the bed and closed his eyes. What have I done? I am going to die. I need help. His mind said. He tried to move and take his mobile phone but it wasn't in the room. His body didn't allow him to move anymore.

"I am sorry Gabby. I hope that you can forgive me someday" he said with his last breath before close his eyes one last time.

Hi

I know that some of you really want to kill me now for how ended the chapter.

But don't worry I will try to have the next chapter soon.

Bye,

Namine Redfield