I'm not invalid still. Let's go.

It had been two weeks since the so called 'conversation' took place between Jane and Maura. Since then neither of them wanted to talk about that. Jane tried to avoid the awkwardness in her household by staying at BPD longer than she was needed, while Maura would lock herself up in the guest room once she arrived home.

The blonde had been thirty weeks pregnant with Jane's baby. The past fourteen days were miserable to the doctor because she was still thinking about the argument they had over their unborn baby. Less or more than ten weeks, there would be a mini Jane living in that house. Where would Maura go?

On the other hand Jane mentally beat herself to take back all the words she said to her wife. If she could, she wanted to rewrite the screen play she had been playing from the last month.

Angela Rizzoli was told to stay away from the blonde by her daughter. Jane didn't want Maura to be bothered by her Ma. She knew whatever happens, Angela would like to want to know about the decision about their marriage and she knew very well that her wife couldn't lie at all.

"Jane! You are home!" Angela threw her arm around Jane and hugged her tightly.

"MA!" The brunette tried to fight free from her mother's embrace. "Ma! No, please. I can't breathe and my arm hurts. Let me go, Ma" Jane hissed in pain.

"Aw, sorry baby. I forgot that." Elder Rizzoli found Maura after Jane. She quickly moved towards the blonde and enveloped her daughter in law in her arm. "Maura honey. I'm glad you're home. I was so worried about you."

Maura tried to hold her tears back but failed miserably. She sobbed into Angela's chest.

"Sweetie, please don't cry. Whatever happens, you are my daughter and you always will be." Angela tried to soothe the pregnant woman.

The blonde released herself from her mother in law's hand, "Thank you, Angela! If you will excuse me, I want to lie down. I'm really exhausted." She smiled at Angela and left the place before Mama Rizzoli could ask any more questions. She walked to the guest room and closed the door behind herself.

Angela and Jane were watching at the blonde while she was taking her every step towards the room. The hurt in Jane's eyes was so evident that she couldn't stop herself from biting her lower lips.

"Jane, wh"

"No, Ma! Listen!" Before Angela could finish her sentence, Jane cut her off. Her voice was low and dangerous. It was almost a threat. "Maura is here, that's all I need. So don't do anything to ruin that for me. If you really want me to be happy with Maura, then please don't talk about me to her. Don't ever mention or ask anything… anything about me or our marriage at all." With that Jane left the spot she was standing and went over to the couch.

What did I say? Angela was just staring at her daughter with her wide eyes. Is it me? No, I didn't do anything. May be she is in a bad mood. Ah it's because she is in pain medication.

"Okay, Janie. I won't do anything that you don't want me to. I promise. I want you to be happy. I'll be in the guest house if you or Maura need me." Angela opened the back door and exited the main house.

That was two weeks ago when the couple decided to live together until the baby was born.

"Hey, Jane! Wanna go for a drink?" Frost offered.

Jane shifted her gaze from the file she was reading and looked at her partner. She looked so lost.

"Sorry, what did you say?" apparently Jane was not in the world at the moment. Even though she was looking at the file, her thoughts were occupied by her wife's images.

"I asked whether you want to go for a drink or not? Korsak is coming. It's Friday Jane, and it's almost gonna be 7. Why don't you join us?" Frost was looking at her hopefully. He just wanted to cheer her up. He knew that she was hurting inside. Since the day that the couple fought, she had been a mess. She was not concentrating on the case more than five minutes. It hurt a lot to see the Boston's best homicide detective like this.

"Ya, join us. You worked really hard for the past few days, Jane. Come and have some fun at the Dirty Robber." Korsak invited too but Jane was way too tired. She wasn't sleeping well and she had been going home late almost every day. She stopped eating healthy meals. She looked skinnier than before. She felt weaker.

"No, thank you guys, but no. I am going home." She put the file she was holding on her desk and stood up to grab her blazer from her chair. "See you on Monday. Good night Frost. You too Korsak." She started to walk away from her colleagues.

Frost and Korsak looked at each other. "Do you think she is going to recover from this?" Korsak asked the younger detective with concern.

"I don't know, Vince. The only person who can make her extreme happy or extreme sad is Maura. She loves her so much you know."

Korsak nodded. "I just want that kid to be herself again. Maura is a good person. I hope she can see Jane for who she really is." He sighed.

When Jane arrived home, she couldn't find Maura's car. She looked at the time. It was showing 7.15 p.m. Where is she? Is she still in morgue? Jane started wondering and got out her unmarked ford. It seemed so hard for her to drag herself all the way from the driveway to the front door.

She stumbled at the door step and cursed loudly. "SHIT! Damn you Jane. Watch your fucking steps!" Finally she managed to open the door and let herself in.

All she wanted was to curl up into a ball and fall asleep. She walked into the bedroom she and Maura used to share and stopped suddenly. No, not in this room. I can't, I won't fall asleep here. She sighed and rubbed her face with the scarred hands. This bed, the sheet, the cover, they all… Maura… A single tear found its way from the corner of her eyes.

The dinner was forgotten. She found peace on the couch in their living room. She fell asleep there.

Several minutes later, Maura found herself at home. She didn't expect to find the brunette on the couch. The Doctor was standing there and studying the feature of the fiery detective who she'd fallen in love with few years ago. The detective was not the same person who was sleeping now. Jane looked small. By the dark circles under the eyes, Maura could tell that Jane wasn't sleeping enough. Her body seemed so fragile. She's lost few pounds. God! She is so… beautiful.

Maura was carefully on her knees, next to Jane. She looked at her wife so lovingly. She brought her hand to move the black angry curls away from the brunette face. She missed this. She missed Jane, her wife. She missed her wife's protective arms around her. She missed Jane's bonding time with their baby.

She was lost in the thoughts of her detective therefore she didn't see the two dark brown orbs looking at her. When she felt Jane's eyes on her, she just bolted up and tried to move away, but before she could move even a foot from the couch, Jane grabbed her by the wrist.

Both of them held their eyes at each other. Maura was not sure if Jane was going to fight. Jane was scared that Maura was going to leave her again.

Then there it was "Can… can I hold you tonight, Maur?" It was a plea. Jane was unsure of her own voice. It was trembling. She was afraid of the answer Maura was going to give. She expected the worst but it was the true love doing the magic in this world.

Maura just nodded her head and moved to the couch. They laid there while Jane was spooning Maura from behind. She buried her face into the golden curls and rested her left hand of Maura belly.

That's when she felt the baby's kick. Oh I missed you so much little one. Jane started to caress her wife's pregnant belly. A small smile appeared along the corner of the brunette's lips while a drop of water gathered itself in the corner of the honey blonde's eye.