Things are going to change between Bella and Sam pretty much from now on. I am doing this, for I know how fast feelings and actions develop between two people when there is a loss of someone so close to you. So if you think they rush it, please know that it is due to Bella knowing how much Sam cares and supports her and that she knows that there is nothing Sam would ever do to deliberately harm her. She is in love with him, and everything that happens, needed to happen. (warning, this chapter will contain sexual content, and if you don't like it, I have stated where it starts)

Well, like always, I don't own Twilight, though I really do wish I did! It all belongs to Stephanie Meyer's and I'm just playing with it Enjoy guys xo

Bella's POV

I woke that night, my eyes were sore, puffy and irritated. I fought any more tears, because I didn't understand how I could cry so many. I slowly pushed back Sam's bedding. I felt like I had a lot I needed to do, like talk to Charlie. The other part that tore me apart was, telling Phil. He had loved Renee so much. At that thought, I couldn't fight the tears. I began to sob again, now hurting for Phil.
"Bella?" Came Sam's voice. He opened the door, and looked at me sympathetic.
"Come here sweetie." He held out his arms. I stepped in, crying again. Sam once more, held me until I finally stopped them from falling.

"I wish I could take your pain away." He whispered. I looked up at his dark brown almost black eyes.
"I'm sorry… I thought of Phil, and I don't want to tell him." I said catching my breath, now shaking.
"Shhh… you don't have to tell him Bell's… Charlie called in. He feels lost I think, so he's going to tell Phil in person. He is staying with Billy and Jake for tonight, but he leaves very early in the morning to go and see Phil." He said softly. I looked away, blinking away the tears.
"Charlie is going to Phil?" I asked, now a little thankful. I couldn't cope seeing his face, or dealing with the pain we would now feel for a fair amount of time.

"He dropped off a bag of clothes and what not for you." He said to me. I nodded, not speaking.
"He wanted you to stay with me for a bit, until they return." He said softly. I faced him.
"They?" I asked. He nodded.
"I believe Charlie is under the impression that Phil may want to come here for a little." He answered. He watched me for a few moment, but didn't speak.
"I am not sure if Charlie has asked Phil, but I can't see a man who loves his wife, not wanting to see where everything happened, or not be there for her teenage daughter." He said softly. I nodded. I looked at Sam for a moment.
"I think I need some fresh air." I said walking past, going outside. As I stood on the step, I watched a rustic wolf come into sight.

"Jake…" I whispered, walking towards him. His eyes were sad, and I could tell he was hurting. The wolf came to my side, softly head butting my hand as I reached out, softly patting his fur.
"I'm okay Jacob…" I answered the wolf, of his curious look.
"Jake, why don't you go get dressed and come inside?" Came Sam's voice. The wolf gave a distinct nod before turning away. I waited a minute before a half-naked Jacob stepped from the trees. His face was pale, and he wore no smile. He looked gently to me.
"I'm so sorry Bell's." He said softly. I pulled him into a hug, I could feel his tears falling onto my shoulder.
"It's okay Jake… we'll get through it." I said softly. He slowly wiped his face, turning to me.
"Charlie's at mine at the moment, but I couldn't be there. I have never seen Charlie cry Bella, I had to get out." He said to me. I nodded, understanding it. I myself had never seen my father cry.
"Why don't we go inside, I'll make us all some dinner, and we can just talk, what ever we want to talk about." Sam suggested. I took both Jacob and Sam's hands, walking with them inside.

Sam's POV

I stayed close to Bella, but she needed time to process everything. Jacob had fallen asleep on my couch, and that's where we left him. The kid was exhausted, and he didn't need to go home only to feel worst. I had just held Bella that night, until she drifted to sleep. At 4 in the morning, I received a call from Charlie, saying he was leaving and to send his love to Bella. I sighed, looking at the woman in my bed. I loved that she could sleep peacefully. At five, I could no longer sleep, so I got up, cooking whatever I could. Paul was the first to show up, from having stayed on patrol since everything had happened. Jared had relieved him only moments before he came inside. His eyes hallow, and he was exhausted, but he didn't say anything. He sat at the table, helping himself. We were soon joined by Embry and Quil. No one seemed able to talk, they all cared for Bella, and I guess, they didn't wish to make things worse. Jacob woke up as I served myself something. He joined us, not saying a word, as Quil and Embry dished up a large serving.
"Eat it all Jake, you need it." I ordered as he went to push it away. They all stayed seated, softly talking.
"Whoever killed her, they left moments later Sam. They won't come back for a while." Paul said softly.
"I came across the Cullen's who were missing a few members. It seems They are tracking the vampire, in hopes they can find it, and destroy it." He said softly.
"The old one, Carlisle, he said something I think that we need to discuss." He said a little nervous.
"And what's that?" I asked.
"He reckons that there is a large group of vampires being made. He called them newborn's. He believes they are being created to kill Bella." Paul shifted on his seat as he spoke. Jacob stared at Paul.
"I think I may need to call a meeting between us, and the Cullen's." I said to him. I looked up as Bella came into the room. She had a stubborn frown set on her face that if I hadn't been so worried, would have made me smile.
"I am going with you!" She stated to me. I quickly stood.
"Baby, I don't think it's a good idea at the moment." I said softly. She glared at me.
"Sam, this all happened, because of me! They killed my mother, to hurt me." She said holding her expression, fighting the tears that I could see watering in her eyes.
"I am going! I am not a coward!" She said crossing her arms. The pack all looked at me.
"Very well, Bella, Jacob and I will go meet the Cullen's. You can all stay and hang out, do whatever." I said to them. Quil slowly stood.
"Paul, as you know, I relieved Jacob from Clearwater watch, and Leah, I think will join us tonight. All it's going to take is for her to lose her temper once, and she'll phase. He and Seth have been arguing a lot. It's time Sam." He said to me. I took a deep breath. I didn't need this at the moment. I turned to Paul.
"I need to ask one last favour of you tonight my friend." I said feeling guilty. Paul stood.
"Whatever you need, Sam." He said with a nod. I smiled softly.
"You know Leah, I need you to take her out, and piss her off. I want her to phase now, so its done. Seth will follow, most likely tomorrow. I know I've asked a lot of you, but you're the next experienced, next to Jared and I." I said to him. He gave a nod.
"Embry, Paul gets Leah, you need to watch Seth. When he phases, your who I'm leaving in charge of him. I need them up to date with everything, and told everything." I stated. Bella slid her hand into mine. I looked at my pack.
"When I'm not available, as you all know, Jacob is next in charge. With Jacob and I at the moment, this is not going to be able to happen, I am giving the authority to Jared. When Jared returns, you follow what he says. Paul will be busy with Leah, and soon, Embry, you'll be busy with Seth. I want you all to rest and sleep. I need the rest of you to take shifts of perimeter runs. No slacking off, and if you find anything, you howl." I ordered. They all nodded. I turned to Bella.
"Lets get ready." I said leading her away.

Bella's POV

I changed into a t-shirt and jeans. I didn't care what I through on, as long as I wore something, that's all I cared about. I took out my phone, calling Alice.

"Bella…. I'm so sorry." Her voice shook.

"I need Carlisle to come and meet Sam. The field." I stated, before hanging up. I didn't mean to be rude, but I didn't want to think of anything at the moment. I walked with Sam.
"You ready to ride?" He asked. I looked at him a little confused as he stripped. I took his clothes, dumping them in a small back pack Sam had given me to use for my things as my actual bag was still at Charlie's.

"Jump on." He said softly as he began to phase. I was mesmerised by the wolf. He looked to me softly, dropping down so I could climb on. I did as he'd asked, sitting on his back. I felt safe, as Sam rose. I took fistful of hair, hoping it wouldn't hurt him, as he began running through the trees. I closed my eyes, feeling the speed and power as he ran. Each movement, deliberate and strong. Everything was faded from my mind, as I experienced the closest thing I could at that moment to complete freedom. I smiled as Jake ran to his flank. I didn't know why, but I couldn't help the smile. I got disappointed when he slowed down, walking out to the fields. I couldn't believe how quickly they could get to places. As we walked out into the field, Carlisle and Esme stood alone. I had expected others, but was very thankful I wouldn't need to deal with Edward.
Sam dropped again to allow me to climb off. I slid off, watching them leave for the trees to phase back.
"Bella." Esme said softly as I hugged them both.
"We are sorry Bella." Carlisle said sympathetically. I nodded.
"Thank you Carlisle." I said gently. I turned as Sam and Jacob walked out. Sam took my hand softly as he reached me.
"Carlisle, Esme, thank you for coming." Sam said to them. They both nodded.
"I was informed today, that there is something called a new born, and there is practically an army, waiting to kill Bella." Sam said bluntly. Carlisle nodded.
"We have a friend watching the progress at the moment. The numbers are large. The numbers are a lot larger then I am afraid my family can handle alone. Alice will be able to tell me when they choose to attack us, but until then, it's a waiting game." Carlisle informed. Sam let out a sigh as he thought about this information.
"I will have my pack on guard. When you know a more, please let me know." He said to Carlisle.

"We also have Edward, Jasper and Emmett searching for the one who…" Carlisle went silent as I quickly turned away, knowing what he was saying.

"I will keep you up to date." He said softly.
"Thank you." Sam said to him. Sam softly touched my face.
"I was wondering, if you would mind helping me, take care of Bella. If I was to lose her, I would not survive. My pack are going through a few things at the moment, and I am needed to help. It would make me happier, knowing Bella was not alone at my house, and was able to be with those she cares for." He said softly, looking into my eyes. My heart swelled. I knew this was very hard for him, to ask for their help, but he knew it meant so much to me.

"Bella is still family, Sam. She will always be welcomed among us." Esme spoke smiling at me. Sam gave a nod.
"Very well. I think we are finished. Thank you for joining us." Sam said to them. I stepped forward, giving both Vampires one last hug, before walking with Sam to the trees, thankful I was heading home.

(Warning for anyone that doesn't like sexual content! This is part is based on Bella and Sam's first time together)

Sam and I laid snuggled in bed together. My heart was racing, for all I wanted at that moment was human contact, and to be held close, in loving arms. I started by gently tugging on Sam's arm, making him shift, so he was leaning over the top of me. I pressed my mouth into his, closing my eyes, as I kissed him, enjoying every second of his taste. He didn't ask questions, or fight my passion. I deeply kissed him, ensuring each kiss showed him what I truly wanted. I slowly pushed him down onto the bed, slowly moving myself on top of him. I took his hand, moving it slowly up my shirt. He looked a little unsure, but didn't fight me. As his hands softly touched and rubbed over my chest, I slowly pushed his shirt up, pressing gentle kisses into his stomach, working my way to his nipples. I ran my tongue gently over one, softly smiling as I heard him shudder a little. I slowly moved up, pressing my mouth into his.
"Bella…" He groaned lightly, as I ran my nails softly down his stomach, causing him to goose up. I smiled as he sat, up, moving my legs on either side of him, so I was sitting easily in his lap. He softly reached to my shirt, pulling it easily over my head. His slid a hand softly to my back, unclasping my bra. I through it from me, deepening our kiss. He took my nipple into his mouth as I arched back slightly. I had an ache of desire I had never felt. He quickly took hold of me, sweeping me under him in seconds and with struggle. He was leaning over me, meeting every kiss with desire. I slowly moved my hands to my jeans, unbuttoning them. I took his hand, sliding it down my stomach, to the seams of my now opened pants. He broke our kiss slowly.
"Are you sure about this?" He asked softly. I nodded.
"Sam, I don't want to wait. I love you, and I want to feel this." I whispered. That was all I needed to say. He slowly moved down on the bed, taking my jeans in his hands, moving them from me easily. I was now in nothing back a pair of lacy black panties. He slowly moved so he was sitting between my thighs. He raised my thigh slowly so my leg was bent, and began pressing soft kisses into my milky flesh. As he did this, his hands slowly began to slide the lace down. I was now completely naked and exposed to him. He slowly moved up, pressing gentle kisses into my stomach, up my chest, trailing the line of my neck before kissing my mouth. I felt my stomach flutter nervously as he slowly parted my thighs, before slowly touching my inner woman. I let out soft moans, as his fingers touched parts of me that had never been touched. He made me ache for his touch and his caresses. He was gentle as he moved a single finger into my burning flesh. I felt myself losing my breath. He smiled softly as he continued.
"Breath Bella." He whispered, as I grabbed the sheets in my hands, as I felt my body shudder and explode. I panted slightly, knowing what had just happened. I looked up at Sam who was smiling. He pressed another kiss into my mouth, as he kicked off his pants. He slowly took my hand, placing it around him. I was blushing as I slowly explored this length. I was very nervous now, as to how I was to fit him inside me.

"Bella, we never talked about condoms or anything." He said softly to me, as I played a little. I shook my head.
"I'm on the pill." I answered, as his fingers softly found my softness again. He kissed me softly as he pulled himself from my touch, and slowly opened my thighs so he could slide easily between them.

"Relax Bell's." He whispered, as He slowly moved himself to my softness. I felt him softly pressing in. I gripped the sheets as I felt a small burning. I closed my eyes in slight discomfort as he slowly pushed in. I gasped slightly, as my body tried adjusting. Sam softly kissed me, as he eased a little deeper.
"It'll ease soon, I promise." He whispered as he eased inside me further and further. I felt my body begin to ease as he repeated this a few times, pulling out and slowly entering me again. Once I was no longer feeling pain, he began to enter a little faster. I let out soft moans as he began to slowly thrust into me. I laid there with my eyes slowed, taking in the new sensations I was experiencing. I found myself slowly beginning to join in his movements. He smiled softly as he took my hands into his, holding them above my head. He now started a stronger pace, that caused me to hold my breath, fighting the moans that were trying to escape.
"Don't fight it baby." He said to me, kissing me as I moaned against him. I felt him become stronger and stronger as he pressed into me. My body trembled once more, my desire flooding my face in heat as I cried out in ecstasy. Sam took hold of the bed, thrusting deeply and hard before his own desire caused his body to shudder. He was breathing hard as he slowly pulled out of me, falling to my side. I smiled at him.
"Thank you Sam." I said feeling a lot better than I had all day.
"No, thank you Bell's. You just gave me the best part of you, and I will never forget that." He said cupping my chin, pressing his mouth into mine.
"I love you Sam." I said softly, as he scooped me closer. My naked body curved well into his.
"I love you too Bella. I love you more than I could ever say or express." He said softly. I smirked.
"I'm fairly sure you expressed yourself pretty well." I giggled. He smirked, as he kissed me once more.
"Let's sleep baby." He said softly as I yawned.
"Good night Sam." I said wrapping his arm securely around my waist.
"Good night Bell's." He said kissing my neck softly. I smiled, easily drifting off to sleep.

Okay, so this chapters done. I hope you guys liked it I am happy with how it all went I need to thank all of those that have left me re-views, it makes me so happy to know many of you are enjoying my story On top of this, it also inspires me to write!