I am so sorry I haven't updated lately! School is just so damn tiring its taken me much longer to get this chapter done and for that I am sorry! I feel like I should have updated before school started but I didn't sadly, but here it is! A new chapter I hope everyone enjoys this! ^^

Sebastian took a sip of his coffee enjoying the burning hot path it sent down through his chest and to his stomach it warmed him from the inside out it felt and he loved that feeling. He looked at Ciel who was sipping his coffee slowly and savoring each sip and it made Sebastian smile behind his cup as he took another sip and loved the sweetness of the coffee as he closed his eyes once, a curling blissful feeling rose up in him as the hot liquid settled within him. Ciel took a sip of his own coffee which was close to black, had only a little sugar in it but he had poured a generous amount of milk into it.

Despite how much he craved sweets he could never to drink coffee that sweet. He looked around but his eyes always landed on Sebastian once again and it would make him scold hiself silently causing him to look away from the raven haired man. They bared spoke as they drank their coffee and Ciel felt slightly awkward, like a thousand words were bubbling up inside of him when Sebastian suddenly lifted his hands to his and placed it right on top of his and the table felt so blissfully good against his hot palm and his eyes flashed up to see a soft, true genuine smile painted over Sebastian's lips.

"Ciel I want you." Sebastian says as he holds Ciel's hand tight in his own as he smiled.

"W-What?" Ciel says blinking rapidly feeling like he was surely kidding as a faint blush crawled up and pooled in his cheeks.

"I want you. Ciel Phantomhive I want you very badly, I don't even know that much of you but that's for you to tell me, but I want you very desperately."

"Why do you want me? You could probably find a much better person other than me."

"No, your the only person I can even think of anymore, your the one thing I want right now."

"I don't believe you."

"What do I need to do for you to believe me Ciel?"

"Sebastian I don't know, I just don't believe that you want me in "that" way or in any other way, its too hard to wrap my mind around it."

"I told you I don't lie and I will not lie when I say I want you. Won't you give me a chance at least?"

"I don't know. . . "

"We can start off as friends or that strange zone where people seem to be friends or relationshipy that in between zone." Ciel laughed loduly at Sebastian's words, not in the cruel way of his, no,this was the most genuine, warm and sweet laugh of his, that came straight from his soul.

"Of course I forgot that was even a zone!" Ciel says laughing in between his words while Sebastian smiled watching Ciel's face change as he laughed, it was a sweet, soft sort of change, it made his face light up and become softer, more friendlier.

"Well how about it Ciel? Would you like to do that?" Sebastian asks tilting his head and Ciel's laughter seemed to die away slowly as he looked at Sebastan, his blue eyes were clouded to the point they reminded Sebastian of thunder clouds and he furrowed his brow faintly.

"Well. . . I. . well maybe it'd be fine I guess, I mean we'd learn more about each other right?" Ciel says slowly his brow pulled tightly together as his hand moved up, holding his chin gently in what others would describe as his "in deep thought" look at that moment and it made a smile twitch at the corner of Sebastian's lips.

"Right."

"I. . Well I guess its alright to be in that zone for us." Ciel relents looking up at Sebastian, deep blue clashed against scarlet red when their eyes met and Sebastian smiled at him with what looked like true relief.

"Good. Now, tell me what do you want to know about me, ask me anything, anything at all." Sebastian says leaning back in his seat taking a sip of his coffee.

"What's your favorite color?"

"Black."

"What do you like to do the most?"

"Go out on adventures liking hiking, mountain climbing etc etc."

"What's your favorite drink?"

"Mountain Dew sometimes but most of the time coffee."

"What are your parents' names?"

"James and Hailey Michaelis."

"Do you have siblings?"

"No I don't I'm an only child."

"Any aunts or uncles?"

"Not on my mother's side but my father's side yes I do have uncles and aunts."

"How about grandparents?"

"No I have none to speak of sadly."

"How about pets?"

"Cats. Lots of cats."

"Any allergies?"

"Nope none whatsoever."

"Hmm what colors do you usually dress in?"

"Black obviously."

"Do you like to play video games or read books?"

"Books hands down, I hate video games."

"What do you like to do in your spare time?"

"That sounds very similar to one of the older questions but I guess in my spare time when I'm not hiking or mountain climbing I am reading or listening to music."

"Interesting. Have you ever wanted siblings?"

"Yes I have, I constantly hope my parents will have another baby just so I won't be an only child even if I'm twenty-three going on twenty-four."

"Ah I see. Well what about dating history?"

"Oh god my dating history is horrible. Well I dated one girl but she was much to clingy and one was well. . . she was a nun."

"A nun?!"

"Yes she was definitely a nun or a nun in training."

"Wow! Well what times do you go to sleep or wake up?"

"I go to bed around ten o'clock at night and I wake up around seven A.M almost every other day if I don't have work that day or if I don't have a busy schedule."

"Do you like sleeping with others?"

"Yes I do actually, I'm quite the cuddler despite my looks."

"I bet." Ciel mumbles under his breath and Sebastian raises a brow.

"What was that?"

"Nothing! Well do you like to go swimming?"

"Sometimes I enjoy swimming."

"What about hot tubs or things like that?"

"Yes I actually very much enjoy things like that, they're very soothing depending on ones mood."

"What are you aiming to major in?"

"Surprisingly. . .English."

"English?"

"Yes its quite amazing, I love english. Now Ciel don't you think we should be getting back to yourhouse? Didn't your Lizzy say she was coming back and there would be a party?"

"Ah! I forgot about that!" Ciel says his eyes widening gently as pure shock coated his face and Sebastian patted his hand softly chuckling gently once.

"Its alright, time got away with us, we can go back right now." Sebastian says standing up and he downed the rest of his coffee in one gulp and Ciel did the same.

"Thank you very much for taking me home Sebastian."

"You are welcome Ciel. Besides, I'm happiest when I'm with you strange as it is. Whether you believe that now or later on you will believe me."

"Yes yes, maybe I will believe you later on but we won't know until the future." Ciel replies as they walked to the door bracing himself for the wave of cold air that would hit them in a matter of minutes.

He felt a jolt go through him when Sebastian grabbed his hand as they stepped out the door into the cold and he looked at Sebastian who smiled in response. They walked to the car and Ciel still felt like lightening was crackling through his blood and it got more intense the longer their hands remained locked and intertwined together, he felt his cheeks flushing to a soft red blaming it on the cold and when he squeezed Sebastian's hand he felt one large jolt of electricity but a sweet throb accompanied it when Sebastian, very slowly and very noticeably squeeze Ciel's hand back and he couldn't stop himself from smiling at least a little bit even if he could stop it some part of him surprisingly didn't want to stop, that part of him wanted to keep smiling and would so long as he remained in Sebastian's presence.