-normal POV (because Silvy be sleeping)-

Saturday, 12:03pm

Blue walked down the stairs nonchalantly, holding her head in both her hands with a pained expression on her face, she was wearing one of Gold's t-shirts and her legs were bare.

"-Goooold….I need some aspirin for god's sake my head is killing me!" The brown haired girl whined

Gold grumbled and sat up on the sofa on which he had spent the whole night

"-Next time maybe you won't drink as much woman!" his eyes were bruised with dark circles, and his hair was a mess, obviously he didn't get much sleep which would partly explain his foul mouth, but the guilt probably had something to do with it as well.

Blue sticked her tongue out to the younger male, and headed towards the kitchen to make some coffee.

"-How is Silver doing….?" The young man finally dared to ask.

"-I don't know…when I went to the guests room he was still asleep, but I guess it's mainly because he's not used to staying up so late!" she said, completely unaware of what had happened last night.

"-yeah I guess…there's some aspirin in the bathroom cabinet by the way" He rearranged his hair clumsily with his fingers, feelings of guilt growing stronger by the minute.

Ring ding ding a ring ding a ring! ring ding ding a ring a ding!

Gold startled at the sudden noise, looking around to find its source he noticed a cell phone vibrating angrily on the bookshelf.

"-Oh, that would be my phone" Blue hopped joyfully towards the device; all of a sudden she didn't seem as hung-over.

"-Hey Green! Were you worried about me?" She answered, obviously happy that the emerald eyed douche was paying her some attention.

But as she listened to him speak her face went pale, worry spoiling her usually beautiful features.

"-Oh ok… I'll tell Gold and see what we can do about it…yeah…don't worry it's going to be fine...bye…" She hung up, pinching her lips in a frown.

"-What was that about?" Gold finally dared to ask.

"-Red's mom called Green this morning…apparently he didn't go home last night…and he won't answer his phone…"She replied, playing with her shirt (which was actually Gold's) nervously.

"-Well maybe he just stayed a friend's place?" He attempted to reassure her, but Blue only shook her head in disapproval.

"-Green is Red's only close friend…" She bit her lip "what are we going to do? What if…something happened to him?" by now her eyes were starting to get teary.

Gold sighed in defeat; this week end had to be the worst one yet, and just wait until his parent's got here and saw the mess they made!

"-Go take your aspirin and get changed, I'll wake up Silver and then we can go looking for him" That being said he headed up the stairs, a bit concerned on what the redhead would do once he saw him.

-Silvers pov-

I lay on the bed staring at the ceiling, my eyes were red and my head was hurting, it probably had something to do with all the crying I did yesterday, I sighed.

Slowly remembering last night I could feel my chest tighten, of course I was angry at Gold for what he did, but I was also angry at myself… When did I become such a weak willed person..? The worst part of it all is that I had started enjoying it at one point, and that itself was scarier than all the rest.

Was I gay? No…I love Blue, I can't be gay. But his touch was so warm…and his lips… why did I start crying?

I hugged my knees as I sat up on the bed, I was so scared, so confused, I was changing, I was getting feelings and my heart was wavering ever since Gold just walked into my life and made a mess out of me.

I heard a soft knock on the door "-Silver? It's me I'm coming in…"

Gold walked into the room hesitantly, and I just remained there, looking away from him, I didn't know how to feel, how to react…

"-Go away I don't want to see you…" I whispered

Gold sighed and sat on the bed next to me

"-I know you don't want to see me, I was a little drunk last night and my attitude was indeed inappropriate… but I've never hated you Silver, I didn't do that to hurt you…" he looked down to the floor holding his face in his hands.

"-I've always thought that you seemed lonely, I've always wanted to talk to you but you were so…introverted! I don't know how to handle you, it's driving me nuts!" his eyes were gazing right into mine, and this time I didn't look away; I listened to him carefully.

"-I'm so sorry Silver…for the things I do, the things I say…" he seemed sincere, and to be honest I had enough emotional baggage as it was, no need to add this jerk to the list "I promise I'll make it up to you somehow, just please don't hate me, I don't want to see you being alone anymore" his golden gaze was pleading, and I felt my stomach do weird flips when I finally answered.

"-its fine…I didn't push you away either…" I felt myself blush a bit, my heart was beating so fast…

His hand reached out to me, stroking my cheek gently, it had nothing to do with the way he touched me last night.

"-Can we be friends…?" he asked, his hand still on my cheek.

"-Whatever…" I pushed his hand away from my face in annoyance, but deep down, I was a bit happy. And I knew full well my face must have shown it, because he smiled at me fondly.

"-Okay…" as soon as the words were out of his mouth, his smile faded.

"-Red disappeared last night…me and Blue are going to look for him, are you coming?" he explained, and I could only stare at him in shock.

"-Oh god Gold you should have said that earlier!" I rose from the bed in a hurry, completely shaken at the sudden announcement. This was my fault, if only I had gone after him last night.

"-Dammed…" I swore; putting back on the sweater I was wearing last night.

"-I'll go check if Blue is ready, then we can leave" Gold announced as he headed out of the room.

I sat back on the bed for a moment, feeling as guilty as can be, if something happened to him I…I could never forgive myself. I punched the mattress in frustration, I was the worst.

On the other side of town, Red was laying in a hotel bed, his eyes staring into the void as he inhaled, exhaled, inhaled, exhaled…

He touched the bruises on his arm, and winced at the dull pain.

A man came out from the bathroom, he was tall with chestnut brown hair, his eyes were green and his features were sharp, he was probably somewhere around 30 years of age.

"-Well kid, I'll be going…I paid for the whole thing already, so you can stay for a little longer if you wish to" he threw on a blazer and reached for his suitcase. But before he left out the door, he leaned closer to the younger male, caressing his ebony locks "you shouldn't be doing this kid…in the end all you do is hurt yourself even more…" that being said he let go of the hair strand and left, silently closing the door behind him.

Red did not move, but a single lonely tear fell down his cheek

"-Green…"he whispered "-Green!" he called out "-GREEN!" he screamed... but no one answered. And he wept, because to the person that he loved the most in this world, he himself was meaningless.

AN: omg, an update!

I cried a little for Red, he gives me so many feels TT_TT

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On another note, I discovered this webcomic called starfighter yesterday, and it's reaaally good! the art is amazing and the characters are really cool, so if you like yaoi and sci fi you should take a look at it at starfightercomic . com

Another really good story (this time a manga) is koujitsusei no tobira by shoowa, it has alot of feels and the story is a bit complicated on the first read, but definetly one of my all time favorite yaoi manga! the art is perfect as well, if you feel like it it's available on mangafox as a completed series ^^

Right now I am myself working on a comic series based on an alternate universe, i'll put a link or something when I have done enough progress to put it online x)

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