I know I said previously I wanted to rest but I can't! Not until I upload one more time! Aghh I'm gonna regret it possibly if I feel like shit tomorrow but Lord knows I can't resist the writing creativity aching to break out of my mind and into my fingers and into a story! Haha plus I just feel I should truly update a lot more! So enjoy this one might actually be a little more. . eh I don't know if smutty would describe it properly if it does then I'm stupid! If not then its just straight up and down yaoi :3. So enjoy! xD.
"So. . this is your place?" Ciel says as they walk in and he looks around.
"Yep this is it. It's not a two story house like my parents or like your house but I like one floor houses in a make yourself at home." Sebastian replied shrugging off his coat and hanging it up.
"Alright, you don't mind if I look around do you?" He asks tilting his head a bit and Sebastian smiled.
"No I don't mind at all. I'll get started on dinner though, hurry and look around so you can come back and talk with me." He says smiling leaning forward lightly brushing a kiss against Ciel's cheek softly and smiled a bit more walking to the kitchen.
Ciel smiled to himself before blushing slightly his nerves seemed to go ecstatic almost at being in a place that smelled so heavily of Sebastian for some reason. He let out a soft breath before turning and walked through the living room admiring how the decor was even if it was all black, he wakled down the short little hall, he looked in the rooms. There was two guest rooms, one bathroom, one door opened to just hold black or dark blue towels and another door led to a closet. However there was a par of double setted doors at the end of the little hall that got Ciel's attention. He looked over his shoulder, hearing the sounds of Sebastian walking around the kitchen and the sizzle of food cooking in a pain and he chewed on his bottom lip softly before walking towards the double doors and when he opened the doors he was all but hit with a much heavier scent of the musky scent that was Sebastian's alone and he walked into the room slowly looking around at everything leaving one door open and already the sounds of Sebastian in the kitchen were faint to him.
The room was black along with the rugs and all the furniture and there was a solid black door leading to a bathroom which made his lips twitch faintly once before his eyes widened just a touch as he took in the sight of Sebastian's bed. It was a large bed, heavy draps were tied to the poles connecting to the bed, the ends of them led upwards to a canopy that hung over the bed, it was all black but it sent Ciel's heart racing however, to be in a room that Sebastian did everything in. He walked closer to the bed and ran his fingers against the soft silk of the sheets, the heavy cotton feeling of the drapes, the soft cushiony feeling of the pillows and how inviting that bed looked to him and he smiled to himself running his hands along everything. Even the wood that had made up the bed was black which wasn't surprising, everything in Sebastian's house seemed to be black on black almost but it was good and different to Ciel. He smiled when he suddenly remembered he needed to get back to Sebastian immediately.
It never occured to Ciel that maybe Sebastian didn't want him in his bedroom anyways, that he didn't want Ciel to see it or be within it. He fled out of the bedroom quickly and the door shut with a soft click making him wince faintly before walking down to the kitchen to see Sebastian placing down two plates on the table that was filled with spagehtti which made him smile softly to himself and there was two wine glasses on the table filled with the color that was a soft violet smiled at him as he waited for Ciel to sit down and when he did that was when he sat down. They began eating but Ciel felt like his stomach was tightened with knots but he forced himself to eat. He was going to spend the night here for Christ's sake! He was bound to see Sebastian's room its not like he should sit there worrying about it! He let out a soft breath his stomach relaxing and he realized how hungry he was and devoured his food rather quickly despite how hot it truly was and it made Sebastian chuckle gently and Ciel sipped his wine very slowly smiling gently. Sebastian finished eating much slower and sipped his wine just as slow as Ciel had and they shared another smile. Sebastian and Ciel both got up at the same time then shared what sounded like a nervous little laugh.
"Ciel do you. . well want to go get ready for bed?" Sebastian asks tilting his head just a bit looking at Ciel who seemed to snap out of his own thoughts then smiled softly.
"Sure why not. I didn't bring anything with me though. . ."
"You can use a spare tooth brush in my cabinet behind the mirror in the bathroom and you can borrow a shirt of mine if you want."
"That would be amazing, thank you Sebastian." Ciel says smiling at him and walked in the direction of the bathroom and once he shut the door he leaned against it, his heart seemed to be going into a frenzy in such a way that he was not sure why.
Lord knows he wants just a normal night with Sebastian but some part of him also wanted Sebastian badly tonight, to spend it as lovers possibly did on a day such as this and he let out several slow breathes. He wanted Sebastian. He could admit that now but not out loud but some part of him prayed that Sebastian knew him better than he did and knew what the hell he wanted tonight for if he didn't get what he wanted he felt he would scream like a child who didn't get what he wanted for his birthday. Hell he felt like screaming now! He walked to the sink, opened the mirror that revealed the cabinet and grabbed a new toothbrush, grabbed the tooth paste and began to brush his teeth almost diligently.
When he finished rinsing his mouth out with mouth wash he walked to the bathroom to see a rather large black t-shirt was resting on the floor and he picked it up, shut the door again and shed out of his clothes pulling the black shirt on and looked at himself in the mirror one brow was raised. The shirt was large enough that even on a tall man such as him it was like a weird little night gown that rested against his mid thighs. It was embarrassing! He honestly looked like he was thirteen again! He sighed out running his hands through his shoulder length hair agitatedly messing it up and sighed oubefore walking out towards the living room. Just as he got there he felt Sebastian's hand clamp down on his own and his blue eyes clashed agains Sebastian's vibrat red ones.
"Where are you going?" Sebastian asked raising a dark brow.
"T-To the living room to get on the couch why?" He stuttered a bit looking up at Sebastian.
"No your going to sleep in my room with me. I just need to get ready for bed if you don't mind that." He says smiling gently at Ciel and he smiled back softly.
"Alright." He replied smiling softly when Sebastian kissed his temple softly.
"You've been to my bed room already though so I don't need to be self conscious about it do I?" He says non chalantly as they walked to his room and Ciel's eyes widened softly.
"How did you know?"
"Well it got too quiet and once I had finished cooking I heard the little click of the door shutting. It wasn't that quiet but its alright, I don't mind that you went in there, after all you'll be sleeping there tonight."
"I thought at first you didn't want me in there that's kind of why I panicked at first haha. So. . .um do you just want me to go in your room and get in bed and wait for you?" Ciel asks his tone sounding unsure and Sebastian smiled leaning forward kissing the blunettes forehead softly.
"Yes that is exactly what you should do. I'll be there in just a moment." He says against his forehead and Ciel fought the urge to shiver with each brush and caress of Sebastian's lips against his skin.
"Alright. I'll be waiting then." He replied nodding gently taking a couple steps back and walked to Sebastian's room with the raven haired man following him by just a couple steps.
When he went into the bathroom Ciel went straight for his bedroom wondering faintly why Sebastian didn't just use the bathroom in his room then shook his head gently as he pulled the black silk sheets back and slid into them loving the feel of them against his close to bare legs. He felt like he would explode at that moment, being in Sebastian's room, being in Sebastian's bed surrounded by his musky scent was almost euphoric to Ciel. His heart sounded like loud helicopter blades in his ears as his cheeks burned hotly and darkly. Lord knows if Sebastian finds him like this he'll thing there's something wrong with Ciel but all the blunette wanted as to be making love to Sebastian tonight. He didn't want to sleep, he wanted to spend his night sharing passionate kisses with Sebastian, words whispered across flushed heated skin, moans and cries of "I love you"'s to fill the air, to feel Sebastian's dominant hands wandering over him and giving him the pleasure he knew those hands would give. He rubbed his hands over his face falling back against the pillows blushing fiercely as he looked up at the ceiling.
It seemed to him that Sebastian just wanted a regular night with him that was what it seemed to be at least. His hands shook with the thought that maybe he should make the first move this time instead of Sebastian, for him to be the one to give Sebastian pleasure and to give him the feelings he gave Ciel daily almost. When the sounds of someone walking reached his ears he sat on the edge of the bed trying to control his breathing wondering faintly why it was know it seemed he was about to lose his damn mind and go Sebastian reached the bed Ciel kept his hand over his mouth as his breathing became rougher almost harsher with his rising anxiety and nerves to the point he felt he would have a full blown asthma attack and he felt Sebastian's worried stare piercing into him.
"Ciel are you alright?" Sebastian asks reaching across the bed and Ciel trembled at just the faint heat that came off of Sebastian's hand. He had no dea why he was like this today of all days but he just purely wanted Sebastian right then and there no matter what.
"S-Sebastian. . . I. . .I. . . "He couldn't even finish his sentence and Sebastian's worry increased greatly.
"Ciel! Talk to me tell me what's wrong!" He says his voice loud and just slightly panicked as he climbs fully on the bed and just as his arms reach out to grab Ciel the bluenette turned uickly almost in a pouncing motion. It all seemed to happen in a blur but the next thing either of them knew was that Ciel straddled Sebastian and the raven haired man looked up at Ciel his red eyes wide as he took in Ciel's trembling hands and deeply flushed face and the almost helpless look on Ciel's face.
"S-S-Sebastian I. . .I w-want. . ." He stammered out loudly his breath fast almost accelerated as he blushed fiercely looking down into Sebastian's fierce red eyes.
"What? What do you want Ciel." Sebastian says his voice faintly rough with his building emotion.
"I-I want y-you S-Sebastian." Ciel stammars badly looking away once before looking at Sebastian once again and Sebastian felt his heart stuttering faintly once.
"I want you too Ciel." He whispers gently looking up into Ciel's blue eyes.
He swallowed roughly once then pulled the bluenette down kissing him deeply, his hands moving down Ciel's back to cup his ass in his hands pulling him closer. Ciel kissed him back deeply and Ciel licked Sebastian's lower lip softly and theman opened his mouth quickly. Their tongues met and tangled into a mess of heat and passion then, Sebastian dominating Ciel's mouth much to his pleasure and rolled over ontop of the bluenette, secured deeply between his legs which were wrapped around his waist tightly as Sebastian ground against Ciel's ass rather roughly with his growing erection as he shivered gently against the pressure Sebastian applied and they broke the kiss both taking large breathes of air and Sebastian began trailing kisses down Ciel's jawline down to his neck slowly drawing small tiny whimpers from the bluenette. Sebastian bit down on Ciel's neck before licking it softly to remove the sting of it and repeated it what felt like a thousand times but each time Sebastian did it Ciel felt like his member was getting harder and harder to the point it felt like it was hurting and throbbing painfully.
He cried out gently, even the barrier of his boxers was too much for him and he wiggled against his discomfort hoping Sebastian understood. Sebastian looked at Ciel, all but sensing his discomfort and though he wanted to ease it he wanted to drag this on as long as he could. He licked Ciel's neck in long strokes almost like a cat would and it made Ciel's head drop back slightly giving him a clear sign it felt good to the bluenette. He smiled to himself continuing to lick in the same large licks moving his hands up and paused briefly to unbutton the shirt slowly making Ciel whimper gently with impatience. He pushed the shirt of his shoulders softly and licked down the center of Ciel's chest softly before swirlign his tongue around his nipple softly drawing a loud gasp from Ciel arching his back a tiny bit like a woman would and Sebastian suckled his nipple roughly making Ciel blush fiercely his hand tangling into his thick black hair. Sebastian brushed his hands softly against Ciel's bulge drawing a sharp cry from the bluenette and Sebastian lifted his hand up to his neglected left nipple twisting it softly pulling on it gently.
He moaned out softly feeling like Sebastian had just set his body ablaze with matches all over and with every tweak of his left nipple or everytime his tounge flicked over his nipple that fire increased growing hotter and hotter. He panted quietly unable to control it his goran aching like he was about to explode and he clenched his jaw down on a scream that wanted to break free from him and his body bucked up like it had a mind of its very own. He was slowly starting to lose control over certain things in his body as he gasped softly. Sebastian pulled his shirt up and off allowing Ciel to take a long look at the beautifully sculpted body of Sebastian and took in his muscles and pale luminuous white skin. He smiled when he caught Ciel looking and blushed faintly which surprised Ciel faintly but smiled. He shurgged his own shirt off letting the cool air kiss his heated skin. Ciel felt like he was so close to getting what he so desired but it also felt like he was never going to have it.
"S-Sebastian please." He gasps out loudly his body felt much to hot for him as he wiggled gently and Sebastian grinned.
"Please what?" He purrs lapping softly at Ciel's nipple like a cat drinking milk drawing a soft moan out from Ciel.
"Please s-stop teasing!" He moans out wiggling softly again as he blushed fiercely breathing unevenly.
"I love teasing you though." Sebastian murmurs moving over to his left nipple lapping at that one softly grinning to himself even if he was unbareably hard.
"Please I-I want you i-inside of me S-Sebastian!" He stammars out gasping heavily between the words his body flaming hotly with his lust as he writhed gently.
Sebastian just looked at Ciel wordlessly for a moment before reaching across him over to the bedside table opening the drawer pulling out a tube of lube smiling slightly. He looked down meeting Ciel's eyes before leaning down kissing him deeply as the bluenette blushed furiously. He all but granted Ciel's desperate wish and pulled his boxers down and he nearly sobbed with how good it felt to have his aching member freed from his boxers. Ciel shivered softly feeling a little less tense and his breath stopped as he looked at Sebastian as he pushed his pants and boxers down. His eyes widened slightly as he took in the sight of Sebastian's member, it seemed huge to Ciel, so huge in fact or so it seemed that it barely looked like it could fit inside of him. Sure he gave Sebastian a hand job before but it was a bit hard to tell how big it had been when he was recieving the same pleasure that curled his toes at that time.
He watched as Sebastian slathered lube all over his hard member then leaned his hand down smearing lube all over Ciel's hole thoroughly making Ciel shiver gently in anticipation. He leaned down kissing Ciel deeply distracting him a little bit and then he felt a burning sensation making him gasp and before he could say a word, a hoarse cry was dragged from Sebastian's lips as he buried his member all the way up to the hilt inside of Ciel. The bluenette however cried out loudly in pain mixed with pleasure. He felt tears rising in his eyes at how bad the pain was, it was like lightening bolts zipping up his spine and through his body making him whimper out gently. He felt Sebastian's labored breath against his neck as though he was trying to hold himself back and lifted himself up slowly and gently on his forearms looking down at Ciel moving a hand up stroking his cheek softly. Ciel took large breathes blushing fiercely trying to control the pain but it was hard too when Sebastian suddenly started moving his hips back and forth slowly making a pained whimper slip from Ciel's lips.
It continued this way for a couple minutes before the tip of Sebastian's member suddenly hit a spot inside Ciel that blinded him with a pleasure so intense he gasped, his body bucking up as his eyes widened gently. Sebastian seemed to sense this and started thrusting faster hitting that same spot over and over making Ciel moan and cry out. Sebastian clenched his jaw tightly trying to keep his thrusts controlled but it was getting harder and harder for him to keep control, sweat rolled down his face as he thrust into Ciel deeply and before he knew it Ciel was thrusting his hips back against Sebastian's and he felt his fragile control all but snap. He thrusted into Ciel harshly and roughly drawing cries, moans and groans from the bluenette over and over again.
He panted out as Sebastian thrusted into him and his head snapped from side to side with the pleasure bubbling inside of him and he felt his orgasm building with the low intense heat building in his groin. Sebastian wrapped his hand around Ciel's member and began to stroke it in time to each of his hard thrusts and it drove Ciel over the edge of pleasure. He cried Sebastian's name like it was a prayer he was devout to and the pants that left his mouth sounded heavy and rough, his chest rose and fell with each breath and his heart thudded hard against his chest as he shivered softly once. He reached his orgasm before he knew it and he cried out loudly as line after white line of come shot out smearing against their chests and he clenched down so hard around Sebastian the raven haired man cried out coming deep within Ciel his legs seemed to shake faintly with how blinding the gratifying pleasure was. He collapsed next to Ciel panting roughly then smiled slightly leaning in kissing him once then twice gently blushing darkly.
"T-That was a-amazing." Ciel panted out smiling slightly his eyes fluttering shut already feeling tired as all hell.
"Yes it t-truly was." Sebastian murmured his arms circling Ciel's waist holding the bluenette to him tightly.
"Sebastian?" Ciel murmurs groggily burrowing into the man softly his mind already slipping away slowly.
"Yes?" He replied holding Ciel to him a bit tighter burying his face into hi deep blue hair and breathed in his soft sweet scent.
"I love you."
"I love you too Ciel."