Author: WestonFollower

Rating: T

Disclaimer: I own nothing!

Prompt: AlwaysInMyDreams: Hi! Can you write one where April realizes and also tells Jackson that no matter if he kisses her gently or with passion, he has always the power to take her breath away? Thank you :)

Notes: Hope I don't disappoint! I decided my chapters will be named after songs like how the show does. Please review, favorite, follow.

"I love you. I always have, I love everything about you. Even the things I don't like, I love. And I want you with me, I love you and I think that you love me to. Do you?"

April stares shocked and can't breathe. Why! Why did he have to do this now? This wasn't fair Jackson decided now was the best time to confess his love? No, it doesn't work that way! He wasn't allowed to.

She looks over at Matthew and doesn't love him the way she should. April knew that if she married Matthew she would never be fully committed. She slides off her wedding ring and hands it to him, "I can't do this."

April sprints out the door and past Jackson. She runs laughing as her hair falls out. The dress is probably getting muddy but she doesn't care. April runs happily and says no to both of them, because she doesn't deserve them and she need a break.

Her heels fall off at the barn door.

Two weeks pass and April isn't heartbroken, she is taking time for herself. Everyone calls her, her family, Arizona, Jackson, Meredith and surprisingly Cristina. Nobody comes over though. The time she took off for her honeymoon is now the time she uses to avoid the hospital.

April packs up her wedding dress when she hears a knock. She cautiously opens it and sees no one. Then his head catches her eyes as the elevator closes. April grabs her coat and runs down the steps and outside. The rain soaks her the moment she goes outside and she doesn't understand why the damn hood won't keep her dry.

April quickly catches up to him and slaps him in the arm. "Why are you here?"

"You never gave me an answer." Jackson smiles at her.

"Don't you do that! You don't get to! I told you I wanted you and YOU rejected ME! Then at my fucking wedding you stand up and finally confess your love."

Jackson winces, she hardly ever cursed, "Yes ok! I'm an idiot. You only wanted me because I almost died. I've always wanted you though! I never knew I could like someone the way I liked you. But I don't like you anymore, I love you. April do you hear me, I choose you. So do you want me or not?"

Jackson kisses her and April pushes him off before he makes her unable to breath. April stares at him and wipes her soaking hair out of her eyes. "I can't breathe! Do you understand that? Everything you do to me makes me breathless. Go home, Jackson and let me take a deep breath of air because I haven't in the past three years!"

"Tell me you don't love me and I'll leave."

"I don't-" Jackson pulls her closer.

"You don't love me?"

"I don't."

Jackson kisses her deeply making her breathless all over again. They break apart and stare at each other, smiling. "You better get used to being breathless April, because you're not going to ever be able to breathe normal again."