Author: WestonFollower

Rating: T

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Prompt: No prompt

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A Teddy bear, light brown and soft. It had a blue shirt on. When they bought it she marveled at how soft it was. Then there was a stuffed zebra so it matched the room's theme. But the bear was always her favorite.

Five rings, rainbow and different sizes. You stack the rings in order or they won't fit on the pole right.

Yellow blankets, soft and pretty. Sleep with them at night and clean up dirty faces. Trimming went around it and she loved it, even though her mom bought it.

Blocks, count 1, 2, 3 on them and recognize colors. They lay on the floor and April grabs them and throws them in the box. Jackson tapes it up and looks up at her. "You sure all you want is the bear?"

April stands up and nods. "I don't care about anything else. He didn't even use rest of them anyway. My mom said we can keep the crib."

"That's nice-"

April cuts him off. "No, it's just a reminder. I don't care. Just do whatever you want with the stuff, I'm going to bed."

She walks out and Jackson follows her without a second glance at the empty nursery. The bedroom door shuts and Jackson locks up the apartment and shuts off the lights. He slowly enters the bedroom.

The shower is running and the Teddy bear is laying on her pillow beside the picture of Th- him. Jackson enters the bathroom and her figure is behind the shower curtain. Her sobs get louder the closer he gets to the shower.

Jackson pulls open the curtain and her ivory back is facing him. "Can you please talk to me?" April turns off the shower and wraps a towel around herself. "It's been a month and we've barely talked."

April wipes a few stray tears and actually looks at him. "I feel like this all my fault! Why, why would god do this to me? I did everything correctly, well not in the right order. But, I was a virgin for my husband, I pray, and I go to church as much as I can. Then… then this happens and we have all these damn toys!"

"I don't know… ok, I don't know what any of this is doing to you. But I, I'm dying inside. I need you to come back." April nods at him and hugs him gently. "Come on, get dressed we're going somewhere."

They drive to the Hospital and April takes a deep breath and goes inside. She hasn't been here since what happened. It's swamped and people are screaming and crying. "We have someone crashing! Anyone?" A nurse screams.

On instinct April and Jackson throws off there jackets and run over to the girl. "Ok, charge to 200!" Jackson nods and April smiles at him.

"Ok, clear!"