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The next day was all a blur as I walked through the Windclan camp like a ghost, unaware of the stares i was given, or the smirks from Furzepelt. I felt haunted, I knew my destiny was to go through the three ghosts of past, present and future, but what if I didn't want to! And guess what? I didn't, I would have rather been a mouse. Blast's words had sent a chill through my spine. every time I walked past the medicine den I was reminded of my father and I and the memory I had seen. Every time I saw the nursery or Furzepelt himself, I was reminded of all the times his claws met my flesh and the memory of the worst day ever. This was no life, wondering through my camp like i didn't exist. I just wanted it to end.

At one point I was so annoyed at all the cheerful voices that I stormed out. the clan needs fresh kill! I thought as I stomped through the snow, which was as cold and irritating as ever. I stumbled through the white fluff, trying to keep the memories Blast had shown me out of my mind, i'll tell you one thing; it was hard, but as I smelt the air I managed.

I could smell snow, the cold and thin air, and crow!

I licked my lips and tried to pin-point the smell, I hadn't had crow in ages! After a little while I spotted the crow, a black dot in the muddle of the snow, it was plucking a worm out from the snow, its black wings covered in frost. Good, I thought, the thing can't fly. My throat tightened in fear as I remembered Blast, her fur had been that color, that memory led to the things she had shown me, they swirled in my mind all over again like a hurricane. Stop! I thought in annoyance, growling as I shook my head and stared at the black crow once more. I crept up to it in complete silence, remembering my training without thinking of the cat that had trained me. The bird turned its head and stared at me, it gave out a call and flew farther into the moors, staying low to the ground as if it's wings were too heavy. This is my chance! That stupid thing is weak and useless, better Finnish it off!

So I raced after the thing, smirking as I came closer and closer. I must admit; the bird was pretty fast, but I was faster as I leaped on it just before it sent another call, killing it with a huge bite. Smiling in satisfaction, I grabbed the crow and walked in the direction of the camp again, The cats that burried their prey were all bird-brains, they would always forget to come back and take it home, so perfectly good prey started to rot, leaving us an unpleasant perfume that hung in the air for moons.

I walked on in the snow, thinking of how ridiculous leaf-bare was when I stopped in my tracks, what a fool I was! I had come right to the place I didn't want to come to, the willow tree.

My willow tree. No. Our Willow tree.

my eyes started to water and my voice faulted as I remembered my father, how a lay beside him under that tree as he whispered promises and encouragements into my ear-fur.

'Smokekit I promise you that when you need me I shall be there, I'll be looking down on you as you receive your warrior name.' Well thanks father, I thought sarcastically. You sure did look down on me!

I brushed the tears away with my skinny tail as I ran through the forest blindly, I was loosing sense of direction and I just ran, I didn't care where! anywhere but there.

I raced on until I could no longer and felt my feet give in, letting me stumble into the snow with my mouth open in a silent screech. This is ridiculous! I thought bitterly as I sat up, spitting out that horrible snow fluff stuff.

"Yeah, what A promise Bramblelight!" I yowled bitterly to the air, wishing I could have attacked him when I had the chance. "You just want to wreck my life it seems!"

I sighed, sure, I wasn't dumb; I knew I wouldn't get a reply, but your aloud to hope right? I looked around, searching for familiar land marks. "Hmm, let me think," I muttered sarcastically, "Snow, snow and whats that!? Ah...Snow!" I settled down in the freezing snow and closed my eyes, trying hard to ignore the shivers that went through me. Sure, I might die out here in the cold but who cares? I didn't, I never had.

I new it was early but I was exhausted from not sleeping at all last night, and I remembered Blast's words before I drifted of.

'It's not easy letting go of the past, but it is possible. you just have to believe in yourself'

It was something like that anyway.

. . .

My eyes complained as I opened them, I knew exactly what had woken me up but I didn't expect it to be so...loud. The voice laughed behind me, and I unsheathed my claws in frustration, the voice was humorous, another she-cat but this one wasn't so quiet, and she was...singing!

(To the tune of merry Christmas')

"LA LA LALALALALA LA, LA LA LALA LA LAAAAAA!"

(We wish you a merry Christmas and a happy new year!)

I stood up and shook my head, then turning angrily to the she-cat, this must be the spirit of the present, I thought as I saw some stars in her pelt as well. She was quite plump, as if she had been feeding herself kittypet food for a whole moon. But she had a light ginger pelt with glowing yellow eyes, they reminded me of my fathers eyes which wade me hate her straight away.

"Shutup you kitty-pet!" I roared, stalking up to the she-cat with bared teeth. She laughed, not even bothering to look at me as she continued singing in her Oh-so-lovely-singing-voice.

"LA LA LA LALALALALALA LALA LA LA LAAAAA LAAAA!" She yowled good naturdly, only staring at me when she had finished.

"Ah, Hello Smokeflight!" She laughed, dancing around me. "You Wanna join in?" I leaped at her and pinned her down, baring my teeth angrily at her as I felt annoyance shoot through me. "No! Shut up already, And don't call me Smokeflight! I hate that name!"

The she-cat stopped laughing, but her smile stuck to her face, "Your a friendly beast aren't you?" She purred, pushing me of with one paw that sent me flying off her and made me tumble into the snow, gasping in awe.

the ginger spirit laughed at me and walked over, looking teasingly at me.

"If only you knew..." She sighed. I got up and growled at her, looking for an offensive retort, but curiosity got the better of me as I growled at her. "Knew what? Tell me!" I spat.

The she-cat gave a cheeky hiss as she continued, "Why Onestar named you Smokeflight!"

"What? Why?"

"After your father you mouse-brain!" She laughed, closing her eyes in happiness.

"Don't call me mouse-brain! you...you fat-" I was cut of by her bouts of laughing, she sat down, her head leaning over the snow as her laughing made her gasp for air, her eyes still closed.

I stared at her in confusion, "What's so funny?"

It took a while before the she-cat could reply, and when she did she was still purring.

"You,"

I narrowed my eyes at her, taken aback. "What about me!?"

"Everything! just the way you act!" She looked like she could burst out laughing at any second, but she stayed silent for a while staring sarcasticcaly at me before she mewed "Well anyhow, I'm Crescent spirit of the present." (Pronounced kre-cent)

I gave a hiss of annoyance at Crescent. "Why do all your names have to rhyme!" I growled, she purred and put her tail on my back, but didn't transport us.

"Beats me, I'm not surprised you have no friends-"

"What!" I spat, wishing I could rip the she-cats mouth off so she wouldn't smile. "I have loads of friends!"

She smiled and closed her yellow eyes, her last words before we teleported were, "Oh really?" and then zap! we were in some sort of hurricane, but this one wasn't going from sky to ground, it was going side-ways like some sort of portal. And this one was a lot calmer, going very slow as I floated in the air, looking around the place.

"Wow, where are we?" I gasped, my eyes widening in amazement, the hurricane portal thing was white, and spirits of rabbits and crows were flying through it, they were almost transparent. nothing like the fresh-kill we eat.

"We're in the portal of traveling. but this one doesn't go in the future or past, it teleports you to different places." Crescent explained, watching a rabbit spirit race past.

Just as I thought the portal might never end a dark light appeared that seemed to be the end of this tunnel, and I prepared myself as I seemed to fall from the sky and landed on the ground with a heavy thump.

I groaned in pain, I had landed on my right leg which was really aching now. Why do the portals have to hurt? I thought as pain shot up my leg, but I stood up, it was fine, bearable, after all; I had been through worse.

"Where are we?" I immediately asked as I recovered, I didn't want this to be like last time where I was unprepared for the emotion.

"At the abandoned rabbit hole, your...'friends' planned to meet here," She purred, standing up and walking towards a few silhouettes not too far away. I followed her in anger, pure anger from the tips of my toes to the top of my ears

"What! Why didn't they invite me!" I snarled. Although I couldn't see Crescents face I could just imagine that huge smile on her face with her yellow eyes gleaming in satisfaction. "You'll see."

Crescent walked towards the figures that were glowing in the moonlight and I followed, hesitance racing in my mind as I remembered the last time I had done this. As I got closer I heard that the figures were laughing. And I narrowed my eyes to see who it was. I recognized the first two easily, Frostbreeze and Willowdrop, but it took me a while to realize who the last cat was.

"You are so right Twigtail!" I heard Willowdrop laugh. she was right, the tom was twigtail with his wiry brown fur and his lean body. I walked up beside them, watching in curiosity as Frostbreeze joined in with the laughing. What are they all laughing about? I wondered. I didn't realize it was me until Willowdrop added. "He says the clan would be happier if we died in a hole? How about him! Nobody likes him!" She laughed.

Anger was bubbling inside me as it had so many times before and my eyes opened wide with hurt as Frostbreeze added. "I know right! Some cats are like dark clouds, Everyone is happier when they go away!"

Twigtail laughed in agreement, and I stormed up to them, Crescent just watched as I bunched my muscles and leaped on top of frostbreeze, rage controlling me. "You'll pay for that you fox-dung!" I screeched as I got ready to land on her back. I screeched in surprise as I simply sunk through her, rolling into some brown snow that I best not describe.

I heard Crescent laughing her head off, and Frostbreeze go on as if nothing had happened. But I didn't get up, I just lay there in the snow and looked up at the moon, the stars were shining incredibly bright tonight and my eyes welled up with tears again as I listened to Twigtail add, "He is so irritating!"

The things my dreams are making me do! I thought in pure hatred. Why had my father made me do this? Why was he trying to make my life harder than it already was!

A long sigh escaped my throat as I hauled myself out of the brown snow and stared at my friends. "How could you?" I whispered, although I knew they couldn't hear me I saw Frostbreeze twitch her ears. Hope rushed through my body as I walked over to face her, her eyes were staring at me, but they looked so unfocused.

"I sometimes wish he would become a loner or something in at least three moons!" Twigtail purred, but he stopped and twitched his ears as well, staring up at the hills close by. I looked up miserably as well, noticing a figure standing on one of the smaller hills. It was Darkfall!

My spirit soared and I straightened, narrowing my eyes at Darkfall as he approached. "Yes Darkfall! You teach them what happens when they disrespect me!" I yowled in joy, watching closely as Darkfall came to stand beside them, his face unemotional.

"How could you say such a thing!" He yowled at the others. All was quite for a while as Twigtail, Willowdrop and Frostbreeze looked down at their paws. I could feel a smile spreading across my face, telling myself that once I awoke, I would take Darkfall out hunting to thank him.

But my smile soon faded as I realized what Darkfall had meant, and with a purr he added. "That is completely wrong! Smokeflight should leave now!" The others yowled agreement laughing as I just stared at them with pure hatred. I wanted with all my heart to shred them, all of them! I didn't notice Crescent coming up next to me until she started laughing, a small laugh, but it still infuriated me as I turned to her, my eyes gleaming in hatred.

"Why would you bring me here! I bet this isn't even real!" I spat, lashing my tail. but deep in my aching heart I knew it was real, I knew this entirely but didn't want to admit it even to myself. Crescent stopped smiling and shrugged, "I guess we better leave before you attack me," She mewed, I growled at her as she tried to put her ginger tail on my back.

"What? You want to stay an invisible ghost forever?" Her eyes glistened with annoyance, and she put her tail back on me.

"Remember the present is what we treasure, what could we do without it? the past is history, the future is a mystery so focus on today to make tomorrow a better place."

And with that she closed her eyes and all became darkness for me as her words echoed in my mind.

ta daaaaa! I have a question for you, if you could pic which spirit you would be, wich one? spirit of the past, present or future?

I would be oast because past is what made the oerson start the mistakes anyway. You have to remind some people of what happened so they realise how wrong they went XD

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