I got over 250+ views in one day on the first chapter! :D I am very happy about this, and I was gonna write this chapter next week but I guess I'll finish today. This one might be a bit short, but I still hope you enjoy! ^^;


Kishinuma Miki, Yoshiki's younger sister, was on her way to Yoshiki's house to visit him. She wasn't allowed to visit him because of her parent and their stupid business, but she couldn't leave her brother like her parents did. She was on a street right next to a car road, and saw a group of people gathered around somewhere.

"There must have been an accident." Miki said to herself. She went to have a look. She went through the crowd of people to see a body lying down.

It was Yoshiki.

"ONII-CHAN!" Miki screamed in terror, quickly reaching down to him and tried to wake him up. His eyes were opened but they were cloudy.

"ONII-CHAN, ONII-CHAN!" She cried out. People gathered around her were whispering to each other.

"SOMEONE CALL THE AMBULANCE!" She yelled at the useless people.

"Wake up... Wake up..."

She cried while some people got their phones and called the ambulance. She felt blood in her hands. The blood was coming from his head.

"No... Please don't be dead..."

Soon the people heard a ambulance coming. Miki rode the ambulance, holding Yoshiki's hand.


The Next Day

It was Saturday. Ayumi woke up, having nightmares about Heavenly Host and Yoshiki. She woke up sweating, and checked the phone right away.

There was one message from Satoshi.

'Hey! Yoshiki texted me something weird and blocked my number... What happened? Can you go check on him?'

The message was sent a day before, around the time Yoshiki and Ayumi had the fight. Her hands trembled a little. She replied a simple 'Okay, I will.' And started changing as fast as possible, and got out of her room.

"Going somewhere, Ayumi? Well, if you are, take this sandwich with you." Her mother smiled and handed her a sandwich.

"Thank you." She smiled back, stuffed the sandwich in her mouth, trying to chew the whole and got out of the house.

'I hope he's in his house... What am I going to do if he isn't there?'

She never meant anything from yesterday. She felt so guilty about it. She could cry at any moment.

'What have I done...'

Ayumi knocked on Yoshiki's apartment door, but it opened right when she knocked on it. It was unlocked.

"Yoshiki?!" She called. There was no one. Everything was clean. Too clean. She went to his room full of doubt that he was there.

"Hey, Ayumi! What are you doing here?"

She widened her eyes when she saw Yoshiki in the room but then realized it was a hallucination. She was now seeing his empty room.

"Hallucination..." She murmured, and started crying. She weeped and weeped. After she was done crying, she stood up and reached for a door. Then she noticed a note stuck on the door. She quickly took it and started reading it.

'Dear Ayumi,

I am sorry for yelling at you like that... I know you don't want me in your life... Maybe you wanted to say that the whole time. I'm sorry for annoying you if that is right. You won't have to ever see my annoying face again... And please, don't try to find me. You won't be able to. I will always be praying for you to be safe. I'll always love you. I always have. Please, be safe... I love you.'

'Yoshiki... It's not true... I want you to be in your life...'

How could she have been so blind? There he was, right besides her everywhere. All this time she was looning over Satoshi. That must have hurt him every second... His loyal words made her heart in pain. He was too kind. He deserved better. Guilt exploded in her chest and she started crying again. She cried until her endless tears got dried up. She was dehydrated and tired, but she had to find him.

"I have to find him! I have to!"


She called Satoshi and explained what had happened yesterday. Satoshi's voice seemed a bit angry but then got calmer. They agreed to meet up the next day to find Yoshiki.

She decided to write some sort of a diary until the day she found him. She wanted to wash her guilt and apologize wholeheartedly to him.

'Day 1 - Where did you go to Yoshiki? I'm so sorry... This is all my fault. You always told me that it wasn't, but it is. I was upset about Hinoe's death and... I couldn't control myself. I didn't mean any of it. Please forgive me Yoshiki. I love you, but I don't deserve to.'


4 days since events at Heavenly Host have passed, and now the only survivors except for the lone wolf met up.

"Any ideas on where he went to?" Asked Satoshi.

"Maybe the music store... Or an inn or something..." Naomi said.

"He could be anywhere! How are we going to find him? What if something happened to him?" Tears started dwelling in her eyes.

"Don't cry, class rep... We can't give up. We won't until we find him."

Naomi's cheer of encouragement reminded Ayumi of him too much. She saddened, but she managed to nod and smile.

"Do you have any idea where his favorite places are?" Asked Ayumi.

"Well... He does like the park, but he probably didn't go there since it was too obvious..."

"He did ask me to Karaoke before the events..."

"And you just rejected it?"

"Satoshi! Don't make this worse! She's already feeling bad enough."

"Well there is a inn near the karaoke so... There's a high chance."

They went to the streets near the karaoke and found a cross walk. There was a white taping shaped of a human not so far away from the crosswalk. White tapings were there to shape the body of a victim whenever there was a crime or an accident.

"Please don't let that be him..."

"He ain't stupid enough to cross when it's red light." Said Satoshi.

"Well it is true he was in deep shock." Naomi said.

"No..."

The day was unsuccessful, and the next day was Monday so she had to go to school. They decided they would search for him again after school was over.

'Day 2 - We found a victim's taping earlier today... God, please don't let that be him. Even if it was him, please let him be safe. Don't let him die. He is too good to be dead now. I love him. I won't be able to live if I figure out that he died because of me. Yoshiki, please be safe. I love you, but I don't deserve to.


"Mom! Dad!" Said Miki. She was glad that Yoshiki was alive, but he barely was. The car was driving too fast, and he got hit directly. He was unconscious, and he might be able to die if he didn't wake up any time soon. His phone was demolished to pieces by the crash, so she couldn't call anyone close to him. She had no choice but to call her parents.

"H-He got into a car accident?!" Miki's mom said worriedly. It was her son after all. She would be a sociopath if she didn't feel sad about this.

"Oh Yoshiki... I'm so sorry... Please live!" She cried holding Yoshiki's motionless hand.

Miki's dad didn't say anything. Miki saw her father's cold expression. He was the real reason why Yoshiki was disowned. He thought Yoshiki was too much of a rebel to take his place. Miki's and Yoshiki's father was a succeeding but heartless entrepreneur. He would do anything for his business. Miki glared at him, and at his cold look.

"The boy better live." Said her father, leaving the room.

Few hours passed, her mother was still crying and wishing that he'd forgive her for disowning him.

Then Yoshiki's hand twitched.

"Yoshiki?!" Her mother said in surprise. Miki ran up to her and watched her brother, wide eyed.

"M...mother? Miki?"

"You're alive!" Miki cried out loud, hugging him.

"I... Am..." He said, hugging his mom and Miki.

"Where am I..? What happened..?"

"You got into a car accident, remember?"

"I... Did? How..?"

"I don't know. Luckily you didn't get damaged much on the body, but u got damaged a lot on the head, so you were almost dead. I'm so happy that you're alive!" Her mother cried.

"I found you while walking down the streets... But your face was wet when I found you. What happened?"

"I... Ouch, my head..."

"Get some rest honey. You can explain later. Your father... Is here too."

Yoshiki simply nodded, without looking shocked. It was odd, but they were happy that he was alive. But they didn't know the fact that his father would be the happiest after they got home and Yoshiki started explaining...