A/N: Hey guys hope you Like it. Remember this is still her flashbacks to her past.

Disclaimer: I don't own durarara

Three months ago I became acquainted with shizuo I decided to be his friend. I have gotten closer with him since then we do talk more and in most of our classes we sit next to each other. Shizuo's my basically my body guard now he keeps gang members away from me if they are out to get me, because I have been on that list for a while.

I rarely see the flea anymore, I think he went underground for a while. I still get messages from him and if he needs something badly I get it for him. One day I got a message from him saying…."I need to talk to you.". Thats all it read so I went to shinjuku.

When I knocked on his door no one was there. I got a text saying that he was at russia sushi. So I had to walk all the way back to bukuro.

I walked in, Simon greeted me, and showed me where Izaya was.

"I am done with this deal." He said

"What? What do you mean it's off, your just gonna end up taking my customers!" I started to yell.

"No I just got bored, being underground is not that fun." He smirked"I see that you and shizuo have gotten really close in the past few months."

"Yeah and…?" I asked

"I want you to kill him for me."

"WHAT, I WOULD NEVER KILL HIM!" What is his problem?

"Your birthday is coming up if you kill him by then, I'll reward you. But if you fail I will go ahead and ruin your business." He passed me a gun "Keep it with you at all times, See you later...Ari-
Chan" He got up and left.

Two days passed I did not speak to shizuo at all during this time. I ignored him in school and made sure he was not near me. But I knew he started to notice.

During lunch one day I went up to the roof. The lunch room was too noisy for me. Izaya found me up there.

"So..You are refusing to kill shizu-Chan. Why is that?" He came closer to me and pushed me to the floor of the roof pinning me there. I could not escape. "If you really want to run away give me the gun and I'll kill you with it instead.

"No, You Bastard! If I never meet you that day I would not be in this mess. I would not have fallen in love with a monster or ever meet a FLEA like you!" Izaya took the gun out of my bag and pointed it at my chest. I started to squirm to get away, I knew he was not joking when he pointed it at me.

"There is no point in escaping. If you want to live on you have to kill him." He moved closer to me when I noticed he kissed me. All I could see were his auburn eyes, staring into mine. I could feel a smirk come to his lips. There was a gun fire...but it did not hit me. He aimed it next to my head.

Shizuo made it to the roof. He easily new where the sound came from.

His eyes widened as he saw the gun " Get away from her Orihara!" He yelled "You bastard, you made her cry!" I don't know why but I was crying.

Izaya let me go and I stood up and fell into shizuo's arms, and lost consciousness.

~Somewhere after school~

I opened my eyes to find myself sitting next to shizuo. I was at his house.

"You woke up I'm glad." He smiled at me. I think thats the first time I saw him smile before.

"Yea I'm awake."I sat up"I don't know why I passed out." I said

"Maybe you were just freaked out about what happened." He sighed "If you didn't pass out Izaya would be dead right now.

I stood up…"Shizuo I'm going home."

"Okay" He brought me to the door and did something I never thought he would do….kiss me. It was a simple kiss but I stayed like that for at least 45 seconds, then left.

I opened the door to my apartment, and walked inside. I heard a click, Why did this always happen to me?

"Izaya leave me alone"I did not move

"Heres your gun." He smiled and handed me his weapon "Finish the task I gave you. If you don't you know what will happen.

To: Shizuo

From Aria

Hey do you wanna come over for dinner tonight...just because of all the trouble I have caused you

To:Aria

From:Shizuo

Yea sure and you have not caused me any trouble

To:Shizuo

From:Aria

Thanks go get the food from simon I made the order out to your name

I was wearing a hoodie and jeans, so the gun could fit in my pocket. I really was not excited for him to come over. I'll only end up betraying him. I cleared off my nice glass table so we could eat.

There was a knock at the door.

"Hi, come on in." I took the food into the kitchen and got some plates

"What kind did you get?" He looked at the box

"I asked for what you usually get. I only like crab sushi so I got myself 2 orders of that." I answerd I put the food on our plates and we began to eat.

~A little while later~

"So why was Izaya kissing you today on the roof of the school? And most importantly why did he have a gun?" Shizuo looked at me

"He caught me off guard and kissed me. But I don't know the reason why he had a gun." I looked down to the floor and felt the gun that Izaya almost shot me with in my pocket.

"Then why did he shoot it at you, What is wrong why do you keep looking down?! You look so worried." I did not answer him. I couldn't answer him. "I asked you a question Aria!" He slamed his hands on the table. I was startled to I accidentally pointed the gun at him and fell backwards in my chair. Time stopped.

Why the Hell do you have a gun!?" He yelled. My life was over hes gonna kill only person who ever loved or cared about me will hate me.

I was frustrated and confused so I backed away slowly and hit the wall of the room. I curled up in a small ball shape looking thing putting my head in my knees. 'If I don't want my life ruined I'll kill myself now.' I pointed my gun at my side and released the safety on it.

"Aria put it down, right now!" He walked over to me.

"Stay away from me!" I screamed

"You don't need to die." Shizuo came over and hugged me. I started to cry. I gave up I set down the gun and hugged him back. "Aria, did Izaya give you that?"

"Yes." I said

"I'll kill him!" Shizuo growled

"No, Just…..Stay Here." I said then I fell asleep cuddling next to him.

Chapter 3 End

A/N I hope you like this chapter. It took me an hour to type.

Well I'll have another chapter soon. Bye for now. :P